The Bottom Line

There is deep resonance to your vision today -- use it to take the upper hand.

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There is deep resonance to your vision today, and you will be able to see the layers that people might not be ready to reveal to you yet. This insight will give you an added confidence boost when you're forced to negotiate with them on a few socially relevant details. You know something that they don't know you know -- play this hand smartly. Do not divulge the fact that you have the upper hand. The time is not right to lay all your cards on the table.

`x 'estee x`

computer down.

using sis's laptop now.

just for today most probably.

life's saddening without being able to blog. x/

`x 'estee x`

projects, homeworks,class comm meeting and dance.

ain't busy enough.

just what exactly do I want to do with my life?

how'd I know, I ask myself.

why isn't it full?

why does it still feels empty and so.

the silence around me explains it all.

but still isn't contented.

`down within her, aches with a heart break. ;just like that. does she knows?`

`x 'estee x`

just no mood to blog.

`toodles.

`x 'estee x`

HUGS&KISSES;

`estee&bubbles <33

I LOVE BUBBLES! <3

THANK YOU FOR BEING THERE FOR ME!

YOU TOOK IN MY TEARS AND ACCOMPANIED ME THE WHOLE JOURNEY.
YOU STOOD BY ME WHEN I NEEDED YOU.
YOU WERE THERE FOR ME WHENEVER I AM DOWN.
YOU ARE THE MOST SPECIAL ONE IN MY HEART.

NOW & FOREVER.

YOU SHALL STAY WITH ME.

AND STAND BY ME THROUGH MY WHOLE LIFE.

WHEN I'M SAD, YOU WILL CRY WITH ME.

WHEN I'M HAPPY, YOU WILL SMILE WITH ME.

YOUR PRESENCE IS MY EVERYTHING.

TILL DEATH, I LOVE YOU!

`x 'estee x`

wow!

so long never blog le.

now the com's back, kinda not used to it.

okay' lets see.

didn't go to school on wednesday and thurday cause I was sick.

and am still sick. x/

during these period of time, alot of things happened.

bitter, sweet and sour.

actually prepared a whole list of things to blog out.

but not really in the mood to.

so yeahhs'

`goodbye.

`x 'estee x`

HELLO PEOPLE! I AM BACK!

First and foremost, HAPPY 2007!

and thanks to those peepos who wished me a new year at my tagboard! (;

okay'

you all must have been thinking why I never update yesterday rights?

first; com was down.

second; didn't had time. x/

it was PURE LUCK that I can use the com today.

daddy at first say cannot use, the he "kan bian" me say cannot use.

then I just heck and ta-da!

I managed to use in the end!

hahas' too bad dad! xP

yeahhs' okay let's just talk about yesterday and today then. (:

31st december 2006`

okays' in the morning, uhh no, afternoon, woke up and intended to go makan at Changi Village, but found out that this and that haven't buy yet, so had to head down to Tampines Mall instead.

proceeded to Popular to buy our stationeries.

was sms-ing Zerlina at the same time, after a while found out that she, piriya, kenny and kehua were at Tampines Mall TOO!

but in the end we didn't get to meet each other. x/

they went to BreadTalk le when I went down to Macdonald's.

haiz' never mind lorz.

after that took 72 to er-yi's house.

its party time!

reached there around 3plus 4 is it?

at first nothing to do lahhs.

so they decided to play blackjack.

in the end I won like 17 bucks? XP

and plus my base 6 bucks, its 26 bucks in all.

but had to treat them ice-cream and buy my Surgical Spirit medicine.

so in the end is like 9 bucks ++ .

so left with 15 bucks ++ .

but mummy still haven't give me my 20 bucks and plus the money for the medicine, so its 24 bucks in total!

so I will have 39 bucks le!! ^^

but still have to buy prezzies.

so in the end, also will become broke de. x/

mummy still threathen me to put the 20bucks in the bank. =Z

sobs! T.T no please!!

haiz' don't talk abt this le.

so when everyone became bankrupt already, no one play le.

so the end lorz.

then it was going to be midnight.

so everyone just lazed around the sofa.

and when is time to countdown, everyone shouted together:

10!

9!

8!

7!

6!

5!

4!

3!

2!

1!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

and I started sending New Year messages.

was on the phone with piriya, richelle and zerlina at the same time. ((:

then its like they went down to the playground there to play sparkles.

i joined them a while later.

before that was on the phone with zerlina they all.

then after that joined them lorz.

quite anti social yesterday.

they were like playing catching and ice and water but i just sat at the slide there and stare at my phone.

too many sms coming in.

make until my hp lag!

then stared at the sky for a while.

think too much again.

then 10 mins later went to join them.

played blind mice.

awww, sweet memories of the past.

when we young that time was like so KAWAII playing that game.

so ke zhan(sis'boyfriend) set the rule that those below 17 have to play.

so that includes, jerome,weiying, jieyang, me, tingting, liwen, jie yi and jie yan.

play and play.

then peiling-jie jie, peixuan-jie jie, sister and kezhan-kor kor sat on the chair and see us play.

they were like laughing lahhs!

saying how flexible we all are.

then laughed when we from one place "fly" to another.

so sweet! all those memories just slowly came back to me.

hmms' then around 1plus the adults started calling le.

so yeahhs' when we went up, everyone had to prepare to go home le. x/

so yeahhs' wishing everyone happy new year again, then ended the "morning" there! (:

reached home around 2 plus.

slacked, watch tv blah blah.

then off to bed le! ZzzzZ

1st January 2007`

woke up at 10plus by someone's sms.

then found my phone on the floor!!!!

haiz' but its not the first time it dropped.

think i yesterday dream until too angry then smack my phone to the floor bahs. =X

but still don't understand how it landed on the floor. x/

yeahhs' then after sms-ing finish le, then went back to slumberland again. =X

woke up around 12plus.

prepared and got ready to go shopping for furniture with er-yi.

its so freaking idiotic lahhs! cannot find one nice nice de! >;(

then ate mac for lunch.

this time special order.

Fillet-O-Fish no tartar sauce.

cause I can't eat seafood!

and DAMN! I can't eat like practically EVERYTHING IN MAC EXCEPT FILLET-O-FISH!

but as the saying goes, NO pain NO gain!

how true!

guess have to be a good-girl this three months and not eat seafood and chicken ... x/

ate at Kallang Theatre,Taiwan Porridge. (:

the restaurant serves quite nice dishes lahs.

as usual there's little variety for me to eat.

so yeahhs'

i think it should be okay bahs.

no seafood.

just "chi kui" for these three months lor. =/

then after dinner er-yi fetched us home.

and so watched a bit of tv and did some things.

then here I am!

a great day today i suppose.

but somehow it ain't a good start, I don't know why also. =/

`x 'estee x`