301008 ;

I'd very much like to blog about the chalet,
but too bad haven't been using the desktop recently!
Lappy lappy! :/
Three-week bridging course has been pretty alright so far! :D
Oh, I woke up at 0745hrs yesterday and was late for 15 minutes, wooops! x=

Right, I should be mugging now!
Next week onwards will be having intensive e math consultation with Mr Wong! =)
And gotta approach Mdm Tan and some other teachers too!
Estee Kho, gambatte! :)

`x estee x`

CHALET WAS FUN,
BUT I AM TIRED TO BLOG NOW. :/
3-week lesson starts from tomorrow!
& mugging spree again for 3 re-exams.
wish me all the best!

`x estee x`

mummy / wl

mydearestmummy<3!

& I'm gonna be gone for Wei Liang's chalet! :)
still ain't sure if I'm staying over,
but hopefully not!
I'm gonna get home sick, not! :P
heh! :D

`x estee x`

I AM GOING CRAZY CAUSE OF HSM3 SONGS! :D

`x estee x`

Just Brother & Me.

):
Mummy's on her way to Jakarta now!
Sister and Dad headed there on Wednesday!
Heard that she's like enjoying her princess life there, enjoyed being chauffeured around!
Like imagine this, you get to be chauffeured to the shopping mall and after the whole shopping spree, you call your chauffeur to pick you up with the handful of bags that you're holding, I can so imagine that please! =/

`x estee x`

Life&Death / Friends

Well, I guess all's over.
Rest in peace 'Ji Tio' & 'Lao Xing'!

Skipped school today to attend 'Lao Xing's' cremation.
Even though I'm not particularly close to her,
but there was still a tinge of sadness.
Seeing mummy cry made me sad even more.
But I was a brave girl to hold back and not shed a tear.
Perhaps it was cause the company was fantabulous too!
Ying, Ting, Xuan, En! :D
We five represented the whole of the eighteen cousins lah!

The Aunties went like : "All the boys not here cause they very learned!"
Basically the guys are all busy with studies and NS, so right that explains the learned! Ha! :D
But well oh well, I have been awake for close to fourteen hours already,
when my sleep for the past few nights are really limited.
Gah, but I'm still feeling high and hype up and happy! :)
Aha, Bryan kept me laughing with his leg hair and hair color.
Looool! & omg, he's so scared of putting a tiny contacts into his eyes!
Ahahahaha!

Digressing a lil' ...
God, I thank you for bringing me the most wonderful friends.
Riffin, Kathy, YuYing, Titus, Jing Yu, Pris, Gordon, Christy, Delia, Ying Heng, Yi Jia, KangQi, Zerlina, Jerrold, Kok Leong, Ya Kai, Bryan, Mark, Judaxil, Teresa, Yi Ling, Davin, Nicholas & many many more!
& most of all, my dearest qad! :)
For as long as I know what's the truth, I don't think I've a need to explain anything, tyvm! :D

Right, back to the topic!
O.o Bryan is the topic?
okay, forget it. =x
Moving on ...
er, I think I've got nothing to blog already.
Pssssst, woops!
okay then, I shall find something to do then! xD
Nights bloggy!

`x estee x`

Wonders ;

Just wondering why life seem so weak all of a sudden ...
Just four months ago, I got admitted into CGH A&E.
Just three months ago, Sister got admitted in CGH.
Just two months ago, Andre kor kor gota admitted into CGH.
Just last month, Andre kor kor left.
Just two nights before, Ji Tio left.
Just yesterday dawn, Lao Xing left.

What's gonna happen next month?

`x estee x`

rest in peace :/

Dearest 'Ji Tio' & 'Lao Xing',

Rest in peace.

`x estee x`

I AM EMOING BECAUSE SOME IDIOT DON'T WANNA SLEEP WHEN HE GOT FEVER, HMPF! ):

`x estee x`

Quiz ._.

-What is yr full name?
Kho Xiao Juan Estee :)

-Do you like your first name?
Proud to be a Kho, definitely! :D

-How long have you liked the person you currently like?
I don't know! Around 5 months or maybe more?

-Have you kissed anyone in the past 48 hours?
Nope, I'm proud to say I never even give away my first kiss! :D

-Did you cry today?
Felt like to! For sadness and joy!

-What are you doing today at 8am?
In 5B, playing scissors paper stone with kathy!

-What are you doing an hour ago?
Walking home from sectionals.

-What are you currently doing?
I'm blogging this quiz, talking on the phone. :)

-Who last texted you a msg?
Big Sissy~ Kang Qi!

-Have you told anyone that you love them today?
Yep. :)

-Do you miss anyone now?
Yep. :)

-Any plans for tomorrow?
Choir after school tomorrow and after choir, captain balllll! :D

-What was the reason behind the last time you cried?
Cause some idiot tricked me and 'qi pian wo de gan qing'!

-Is there anyone you want to be with now?
In a relationship? I promised my mummy I will never get into a relationship until after O's! ^^

-Have you kissed anyone whose name starts with a 'C'?
Nope, like I said I still have my first kiss! :D

-Name someone who made you smile today. How?
So many! I shall nameeee Mr Danny Wong! Cause I passed my E Math and he made me smile by encouraging me and saying I must aim higher ah! :D

-Name a friend whose name starts with a 'Z'.
Zerlinaaa! :D

-Which of your friends stay closest to you?
really really close : Riffin! Buddayee too! :D

-Do you prefer to call or to text?
Call :)

-Was yesterday better than today?
NO.

-Can you live a day w/o TV and Handphone?
I guess so? I still have my computer!

-Are you mad about anything now?
My A Math results! =/

-Have you ever thought that relationships are worth it?
Depends on who the other half is. :)

-Last person you visited at a hospital?
'Lao Khim' on Saturday.

-When was your last/second last hug?
Today, I hugged Kathy, or is it the other way?

-What does the last text message in your inbox says?
"Lol".

I shall tag:

-Kathy
-YuYing
-Delia
-Priscilla
-Celia

`x estee x`

Today is a screwed day, so screwed that I don't even feel like talking about it.

Happy Birthday TracySimTsernTing! <3

`x estee x`

Choir <3

Back to choir today and oh man it was nice :D
Mr Toh triggered all the laughing gas in us man! :)
Oh we learnt this Jap song which seems pretty nice! :D
And yay! We confirm singing Kasar for SYF! <3

After choir headed to market with Judaxil, Teresa and Sandra! :D
Supposedly supposed to meet someone but was cancelled in the end!
Right, that's all. A pretty boring day ahead but will be filled with talks and talks I guess, hah! :P

`x estee x`

Quiz :)

1. The person who tag you is?
--Samantha :)

2. Your relationship with him/her is?
--Classmates :)

3.Your five impression of him/her?
--Nice and Friendly :)

4.The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
--oh oh I totally know this one! she surprised me with a birthday gift on my birthday this year! :D So gan dong can! :P

5.The most memorable thing he/she said to you
--Hello! :D

6.If she/he became your lover, will you?
--hahaha! I don't know about this question's point.

7.If he/she became your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be?
--Heh, gender bah? :D

8.If he/she became enemy will you?
--Ya, I don't get this too. What will I... ?

9.If he/she became your enemy,the reason will be?
--She starts hating me first I guess?

10.The most desired things you want to do for him/her now is?
--Buy something related to JJ for her birthday next year! :D okay, 25 JAN!

11.Your overall impression of him/her is?
--Quiet but totally friendly! :D

12.How you think people around you will feel about you?
--I guess I've to admit this ): DUMB! But only some qad will say 'naiveeeee' haha! :P

13.The characters you love of yourself are?
--Sociable I guess :D

14.On the contrary,the characteristics you hate most about yourself are?
--Short.

15.The most ideal person you want to be is?
--I love myself, so it shall be me, myself and I! :D

16.For people that care and like you,say something to them.
--IMYFMYMDZXN! <3 *directed to one person only though* :P
& I love the rest! :D

17.Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you.
~[in random order &&you can choose not to do it --(x ]~
--1. YY
--2. Kathy
--3. Qad
--4. Titus
--5. DumbDumb
--6. Buddayee'
--7. Delia
--8. Samantha
--9. Celia
--10. Priscilla

18.Who is no.6 having relationship with?
--He's totally single! :D

19.Is no.9,a male or a female?
--Female

20.If no.7 and 10 are together,will it be a good thing?
--They're both girls! HaHa!

21.What is no.2 studying about?
--Hmm, I really don't know about the kind of studying you mean, *er hem kathy*.

22.When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
--Less than one hour ago? :)

23.What kind of music band does no.8 like?
--I know she loves JJ, is that counted? :D

24.Does no.1 have any siblings?
--ya, 1 sister - Jia Wen :D

25.Will you woo no.3?
-- ^^

26.How about no.7?
--YAAAAA! LOL! =x

27.Is no.4 single?
--Absolutely, unless ....

28.What is the surname of no.5?
--Weeeeeeee

29.What is the hobby of no.10?
--Heh, pris ah? Talking on phone? ^^

`x estee x`

Kathy<3

Happy Birthday Ms.PhiPhi! <3

`x estee x`

x/3 , x3 !

& you can still claim you are okay?
you obviously know who I'm talking about.
stop it okay DD, stop hurting yourself.
don't make me force you to say.
cause you're not the only one that can do the things that you do.
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& you! imyfmymdzxn! =x

`x estee x`

I AM OFFICIALLY BACK TO MY DEAREST ONE! ^.^
& that eventually marks the end of Sec 3 Expres End of Year Examinations' 08.
& I don't wanna think so much about it anymore.
Though I still don't think its my very best,
and that I can really score much better in some subjects,
but *snap snap* it's over!
No use brooding about the past right? :D
Hope that the final results don't disappoint me too much, again.

Right, hehe!
So many days have passed without having the chance to blog.
But things were getting alone pretty fine.
Till, yesterday.
Ahhhhh! , I swear I never felt so emo for so long.

DD;
Sometimes, assuming is gonna hurt yourself even more.
When can you let me feel that you're really fine?
Well, let me tell you, you're right.
I knew certain things that I wasn't supposed to know during this period of time.
But, do you think it's gonna help much if you keep silent to yourself?
I'm sorry, I'm not the kind of girl who will just leave it as it is.
I know you're reading this.
It's not that I do not wish to approach you now, I tried okay.
I'm just waiting for that day, when you're all ready to tell me what you wanna say.
I'm ready anytime.
I'm not gonna force you, but I hope you get what I want.

`x estee x`