it doesn't matter how long it takes.
it doesn't matter what will the outcome be.
but it matters if you are willing.

phew!
this weekend is quite fruitful i think ! :D
just that couldn't get geography in my head ! :/
but i practised maths ! :)
and cleared several doubts.
but i still don't get enlargement.
sigh, :/ nevermind .
physics was lovedd ~!
chatted with darlingiris on the phone last night for one hour plus ! :D
we revised physics together ! :)
till i was so tired, we hang up.

woke up at 9 plus this morning !
miracle ! if you were to read my previous posts,
i don't usually wake up so freaking early !
so its an achievement i guess! ;)

studied quite lil' today.
did homeworks(: .
sigh!, mrs wee will not be here tomorrow ! ):
so that means, TWO periods of maths revision gone like that !
but mrs lim's gonna use ASSY period to revise physics! :)
three cheers! :DD
suprisingly the class didn't mind at all !
mrs lim asked if it was okay, and the whole class didn't protest !
wow! :D

someone please motivate me to study geog properly with sweetnothings of geography ?
a million times ; a million hope.

`x estee x`

specially dedicated to SEW ! :D & of course, their manager , KANSHUTING! :)

& dearest seniors, i'm gonna miss you so much ! :/

zerlina, richelle, piriya, jieling, kehua especially !

it all lies in that heart .

`x estee x`

270907 ; HOME ECONOMICS PRACTICAL EXAM ! :D

sugar,spice & anything nice:)

ت
made by yours truly(;

280907 ; study group and fun with SEW™&MsAnything<3

double S makes shaun&shuting(:Eugene,Shaun,Shuting,WeiChong ; much loves ! [:
i've so much to say !

but i'm kinda tongue-tied now! :/

anyways'

SORRY SEW ™ and shuting for my screamings just now !

SORRY Shaun for screaming to your ear !

SORRY Eugene for being so HIGH that i was so unreasonable just now !

SORRY WeiChong for making you feel stupid cause you don't know how to do that sum !

SORRY ShuTing for scaring you with my scream till you cried !

SORRY Estee for screaming like a mad girl and making your voice hurt deep shit !

infinitythanks to these people ! ; SEWs<3

to know that heart belongs ; yet once again it saddens . ; i wished you could have tasted the muffins that were made for you.

`x estee x`

no matter how frustrated i am,
it never appeal to you that i need someone to be there.
just when i thought you could be the one,
you shattered my every chance of trusting you.
its so difficult to trust, yet so easy to doubt .
过了这个时段,我们就各走各的路.

can i really bear to break it once more ? ; the hurt's more than i expected .

`x estee x`

♥ 看透

看透忘了多久没有一个人走走
忘了多久没有静下心回首
尝遍岁月的冷暖无休
有什么是不可看透

谁预料下一个路口
是欢喜还是新愁
谁计较成功或失败
是否相伴到白头

梦像一杯斟满的酒
已揭示得失错漏
添加每处欢喜悲忧
都会溢出曾经的拥有

谁预料下一个路口
是欢喜还是新愁
谁计较成功或失败
是否相伴到白头

多少次放弃拥有在同一双手
多少次妥协争斗梦里心伤透
走过铅华尽洗的深秋
得到失去竟同时碰头

谁预料下一个路口
是欢喜还是新愁
谁计较成功或失败
是否相伴到白头
谁预料下一个路口
是欢喜还是新愁
谁计较成功或失败
是否相伴到白头
its impossible ; it all comes right down to you.

`x estee x`

the previous post was for yesterday !
something wrong with the timing:/ .
oh wells !
lunch-ed with shuting at ljs after school !
many things happened .
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it really sucks a lot to know the truth .
when actually it means nothing to you,
but it means a hell lot to me .
by saying that ,
i shall take it that you wish to end it all .
& i'm very willing to break this one & for all .
i don't know:/ , maybe not .

sometimes, i thought to myself .
it was never a friendship in the first place .
seriously, it doesn't really mattered to me if it was a perfect friendship .
but what mattered most was ,
you broke my trust again and again .
since it wasn't a close friendship,
why bother to even shape it into a friendship ?
you let someone whom you barely talk to , to manipulate you .
and not even realising that it was as good as being a hypocrite .
if you were to show the way you feel about me ,
i might not even give a damn .
if you think that looks matter so much,
why bother to even dispraise someone ? ,
when inner beauty is the one that's more significant .
several occasions, you even had the decency to complain to me about the others,
when in the first place, they treat you just like how you want to be treated .
they did not badmouth you or even criticise you,
and again and again, you thought it was okay for you to critisize them first .

if this is going to happen again with your future friends,
you'll just end up knowing that none of them are ever true to you .
why bother to despise others or even fustigate
others when you aren't that perfect yourself ?
each and everyone have our very own bad points .
and we do realise it and try very hard to change .
but you choose to remain ignorant about this reality ,
i've really nothing more to say .
grow up , that's what everyone is expected to .
by not accepting your frailty and weaknesses ,
you're just not going to get anywhere .

remember, no one is perfect .
i'm no exception .
so don't expect me to be flawless .
cause i accept my shortcomings rather than you .
but at least i'd rather cherish what i have now .
and be my very own self .
standing up on my own, not belittling others .
rather, not letting others to manipulate me .
that's all i've to say .
the rest is up to you to think .
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by being angry and hating me ,
it means that you never benefit what
my whole intention was from this post .
by staying calm and not bearing any grudge against me ,
it means that you really grow up and will
never let anyone to manipulate you anymore .
the choice is really up to you .

its not getting me anywhere ; you'll never know how much it hurts .

`x estee x`

sense of achievement~ ! :D
went through english notes on summary，
read some 作文范文，
history ! , i did source-based questions from textbook !
(how dilligent ! :D )
physics ! , sound & a lil' bit of electricity ! :D

oh , achievements ! :)
physics&history.loveee <3

i'm trying so hard ; so so hard .

`x estee x`

mooncake festival yesterday at er-yi house was niceeee ~ ! :D
though didn't really play much with tingting, liwen, jieyi & jieyan ,
but it was like reminscing the past , our childhood memories .
we used to play games like ice & water , block catching , etc '
when we were like seven - twelve ! :D
we were so carefree last time ! :)
there's not even a WHOLE day to feel sad about something .
we only feel that feeling of 'sadness' for a lil' while .

i used yesterday night to think through for a while ,
cause didn't really get to be very alone most of the times ,
and really feel what i really want for myself .
shuting, you're right .
(i decided to post it in our private blog instead!)

i'm tired of running away .
i don't wanna run away but i can't take it ,
i don't understand .
i don't wanna waste another day .
keepin this inside is killing me ,
cause all I ever wanted comes right down to you .
I wish that I could find the words to say .
I would tell you every time you leave ,
I'm inconsolable .
i'm trying to give up ; you'll ceased to exist in my mind .

`x estee x`

OH , & I'VE TO CLARIFY SOMETHING , I DON'T REALLY WEAR LONG-SLEEVES(:
SO I DON'T WEAR AUNTIE TOPS! [:
& I DEFINITELY DON'T THINK THAT'S A JOKE ! :D


people, don't be mistaken ! (:
i'm not pissed , seriously ! :D
i wanna talk about today !
its like three cheers for today ! :)
shuting, weichong, eugene, shaun and me went to KFC to study ! :D
trust us, the studying turned out really well ! :DD

i did finished my 作业 , studied literature, & did a bit of maths .
hmms, the day went really really well !
too bad markraffe never come !
hahas, but oh wells !
there's gonna be another study group this week ! ;)
uhhs, home econs practical is getting me all jittery .
for the matter of fact, i don't like the idea of cooking when i'm not in the mood:/ !
cause i'm always not in the mood ! ):
the idea of cooking/baking it and having no one to taste it is really bad :/ !
mummy's always coming home late !
she wouldn't appreciate anyway :/ .
no one will !

argh!, moodswings:/ .
just how many times i've been mentioning this word in my recent posts ?!
but still, i wanna thank shaunnnn and eugeneeeee for today !
umm, the sunplaza park and the greeeeeen patch of grass ! :DD
hahas ! :D
i should really be letting go ; i don't wanna waste another day , keeping it is killing me .

`x estee x`

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA !
saw something that really wanna LAUGH MY HEAD OFF .
so people actually create blogs to critisize people ?
and bitch at their back ?
o.O i see !
hahas !
these bloggers are so so so NICE ! :D

Yesterday Shaun picked up a pink [Not really pink, I don't know the
colour. Reddish purple? Reddish pink? *shrugs*] top which was sibei auntie. -.-
Maybe it came from the seventies or eighties. Everyone yelled "That's
Valerie's!" which was obviously untrue.

I ONLY BROUGHT IT BACK FROM
NEWSPAPER RECYCLING LOR.

Then Estee nonchalantly turned around and
asked "Huh, your one ar?". -.- Not as if she's not seen me in town before [That
Saturday with Amanda, Joycelyn and Wenfen. HOI I'M FAIR HOR, ALPHAEBETICAL
ORDER!] right. She basically knows my dressing. I SO would not wear that top..
no, not even over my dead body. I'd commit suicide immediately if I had those
type of tops.

Unless, of course, Estee wears that kinda auntie top,
that's why she thinks all 14-year-olds like me wear them too! :D

adapted from valerie's blog . (:

hahas, isn't it funny people ?
seriously valerie, i don't mean to embarrass you .
but since you can write it on your blog, why can't i ?
of course i wouldn't be so low-class like you to write such "wonderful" words .
i'm not looking for a fight , but really , "Treat peope like how you would want to be treated" .
as again adpated from your blog .
i know, by writing this out, all of your so called jie meis and cliques will come bitching about me, but i don't give a damn .
to think i thought you were so nice ! i guess looks can be deceiving , ah , its not the first time anyway .

so what if you've a HIGH fashion sense ?
does that bring you anywhere now ? -.-'
wearing all those miniskirts(she said she hate miniskirts to hell! :D) and revealing tops (i should just change it to : overdress-ed for a normal occasion :D ) will only attract desperate, girl-hungry playboys who's gonna play with your feelings and treat love like a game .
what's wrong with wearing an auntie top ?
its still a piece of cloth wrapped around your body .
its better than being naked right ?
think of the less fortunate ones, they don't even have any money to buy a piece of that your so called auntie top .
you should really be grateful .
i believe what goes around comes around .

anything , why should i even give a damn about this .
its really not worth my time .
MISUNDERSTANDINGS CLEARED ! :) ,
SO PEOPLE, DON'T THINK BADLY OF HER ! :D

who'd ever thought that people change ?
`x estee x`

The Bottom Line
A recent conversation has you thinking hard -- spend the day mulling things over.
In Detail
A recent conversation has got you thinking hard about tough issues about where you want your life to go next. To sort through things more clearly, ask yourself whether or not you're interested in making one big change or a few small ones. That will help you pinpoint a timetable and even to come up with a loose plan of action. Any career research you do today
will provide you with some information that gets you thinking about a geographical move.

sometimes, i really think horoscopes are like so true ! :)
hmms, anyways .
i should be mugging hard now ! :/
my maths is like a piece of SHIT lah !
the quizzes mrs wee gave are like ,
SO SIMPLE !
& i'm making stupid mistakes for no hell reason !
grah! , maybe i'm just not concentrated enough:/ !
gonna finish up 作业 and revise history today !
art tomorrow, can i just slam my head on the wall ?! :/

i've memorized the number ; so why can't i make the call?

`x estee x`

hellooooo~!
i know this is moodswing .
so this feeling wouldn't last long .
i'm happy that i watched till episode 23 of meteor garden already ! [:
its like recollection of memories ! :D
so niceeee ~ !


didn't get to blog yesterday! :/
hmms'
i wanna have a feature friend maybe once in a week/month ? :D


SAMANTHA LAI JUN YI shall be the FIRST ! :D
though her name was never once mention in this blog,
but yays ~ i said i wanted to feature her in my blog yesterday ! ;)
she's such a NICE lab partner ! :DD
still remembering the first time i sat with her in the science lab ,
though we might not know each other,
but the conversation and partnership work out really well ! ;D
& its because of LIFE-SCIENCE that we're quite close ! :)
i used to dread life-science, but not now i think !
with a partner like her, its like YAYS ~ ! :D


& KENNETH YEOW KOK FAI,
we don't need an electronic fan alright ! (:
samantha is like soooo niceeeee to fan for me !
so i started fanning for her too ~
so we took turns and fan for each other ! :D
hahas, its like the feeling of .... , i don't know ! :/
knowing that someone cares ?


dionis is right, my moodswings are real drastic ! ):
but she never fails to cheer me up too ! (:
i feel really happy when its life-science time !
dionis and samantha will keep me company with gossips of "we-know-who!" !
hahas, though i don't really feel any hatred for her, cause i don't really know her .
but hearing the things that dionis and samantha said, its so like cool ?! :D
i don't know! , but they're so niceeee to share with me ! (:

i should really keep my emotions in check ! ):
grahhhhhhhhhhhhh, i shouldn't be emoing ! ;/
FYE is coming already ~ ! ):
i'm like OMFG hopeless !

hmms, i shall end here !
nights(:

and I still hold your hand in mine ; in mine when i'm asleep.

`x estee x`

i'll be there .
whenever you need me .
takecares <3

connected by a feeling ; in my very lone soul .

`x estee x`

i want to be that brave girl,
never to drop another tear .
not caring how others look at me,
but only understand what it means .
all i ever ask is for your believe,
and nothing can ever break me down .

for i believe you ; & ask for only you to be happy .

`x estee x`

belovedgrandma fell down ! :/
please takecare ! ):
i wish i can visit you tomorrow !

will you take my hand ; bring me to paris ?

`x estee x`

alrights, i woke up at one in the afternoon ! :P
did maths and studied history .
read the chinese storybook !
there's a book test this thursday!
can't really understand it though :/

its 0012hrs already !
& i'm still not sleepy yet ! ):
wells, shall watch meteor garden on crunchyroll then ! :D

you won't realise ; you're irreplacable .

`x estee x`

finally decided on this blogskin ! :D

i changed the picture of course .

lazy to arrange the picture size to just nice :/ .

i think this is nice ! :D

& i've been stucked to singing beautiful girls and

you're the music in me(both reprise & actual !) . (;

anyway' poor joanna fell sick in school today !

so i called her mother using my handphone during recess .

sorry, but its emergency !

& hey girl ! , of course have to send you home lah ! -.-'

whole body so cold , then face so pale ! :/

get well soon , imissyou! ):

& your report card is with me !

oh and yeah ' i'm not gonna care about the black words already .

you can read for all i care ! [:

you all won't understand anyway ! :P

its not as simple as you think .

right, so got back common test results .

i improved alot alot ! :)

but maths still got F9 :/

BLOODY HELL GEOG got D7 !

its like 1 more mark to passing grade please ! ):

physics was a letdown :/

i got a B3 ! ):

its a great great great improvement ,

but still not to my expectations for physics:/ .

lit was a TOTAL letdown ! ):

english and chinese was okay .

but have to improve alot more !

mugging season started last week ! :D

okay, must focus more on maths .

must start geography and literature soon !

haven't touched these two subjects yet ! ):

i was too focused on maths for the past few days .

and, i really really need a good maths tutor !

zerlina's O's is coming, cannot bother her anymore .

jiayu is not always free , cause she has school .

kangqi has some problem teaching me mensuaration:/ , one of my weaker topic .

so , i'm left with no other choices .

hmms, after school was really nice ! :D

acutally got out of school already .

then kind wen hou lent me his umbrella ! [:

so i thought i'd go back to school and find brother .

apparently, he left-.-' .

so i walked back .

then i heard "CANON IN D" play cannon in C ! :D

okay, "CANON IN D" is called Alex ! :)

he's like SO DAMN talented can ! [;

& he taught me how to play 不能说的秘密 .

i think guys who can play the piano very well are attractive ! :)

don't worry, i'm not carring a torch for him , hahas!

then jiayi and shuting came out of nowhere .

then after alex left, i taught them how to play .

jiayi only don't know the front part .

but MISS KAN SHU TING , OMG ...

hahas , no lah !

actually she learnt quite fast le !

but i faster ! [:

& MSWATEVER ! , i learnt how to play until the end of the first verse le ! :DD

okay, its like one 0105hrs now ?

i'm not tired ! ):

nevermind, shall go watch my 放羊的星星! :D

& after that, continue with "i believe you" ! ;]

that's like the third time i'm reading it ?

so it really shows its really nice ! :)

right, i shall end here , sleeptight people ! :)

its not over ; cause i'm trying hard to understand .

`x estee x`

120907 ; mswatever&msanything at prp(:

hellos&goodbye(: ; msWATEVER™(:

hellos&goodbye(: ; msANYTHING™(:
she is muchmuchmuch loves ! :D
简淑婷;我爱你 ! (okay, that sounds so weird! :P)
our foot we mean ! :P
ShuTing❤
estee❤
❤ silentUS' ™ ❤
hellos&goodbye❤ ;120907
KUMIKOWASHIO ❤

emo writings by shuting .
& EMO writings by me , HEY! i am called EMO what! :D
ain't she sweet ? :)
INFINITYLOVES* / x ; kanshuting❤
1e'06 family❤
& after the sweet writings by watever ,
its finally done ! :D
(: like i said , went to prp with mswatever! :D

emo yet sweet ! :)

cause we were there for each otherrrr !

so neither of us formed a crystal in our eyes .

yays~ many loves ! (:

& i love kangqqqqqi & joannnnna ! :D

i'm trying to understand ; should i confess ? :/

`x estee x`

what a lovely day spent with msWATEVER today ! ;D
shall post the pictures up tomorrow! :)
its 2305hrs now ! ):
have been watching 放羊的星星from just now ! :D
its like SO DAMN nice lah ! [:
夏之星&仲天骐is like 绝陪lah ! :DD
alrights, gotta go!
school tomorrow!
kangqi<3 house after school and physics night study ! [:
cheerios! :D

WITHH.LOVEE:]

iloveyou,iloveyou,iloveyou! ; doyou:/ ? ; but its a forbidden love): !

`x estee x`

starring : purple(kangqi) brown(estee)

starring : patrick(estee) piglet(kangqi)

FUNFUN day studying at kangqi<3 house ! :D the videos were taken after she woke up ! :) hahas, which is also when i'm done with my studying there ! [: its really making me laughing ! :D so yeahs, enjoy! [:

`x estee x`

The Bottom Line
Just try to have fun while you can today -- you can't wait for the perfect moment.
In Detail
Have you ever have one of those dreams where you are trying to run as fast as you can, but somehow can't do much more than slowly inch your way along? Today might feel a bit like that -- frustrating, limiting, and yet somehow interesting. Whatever it is that is impeding your progress isn't clear, and it isn't important. There is no point in getting rid of the obstacles right now -- they are not going anywhere. Just try to have fun as you try to fun faster
its how much i'd want you to feel ; but never what it'll happen .

`x estee x`

The Bottom Line
The correspondence between you and someone else is getting more rewarding today.

In Detail
The correspondence between you and someone else is getting a lot more complicated -- it may finally be time for a face-to-face meeting. The two of you are working under some assumptions, and they need to either be confirmed or debunked before things go any further. And the only way you can do that is to speak with them in person and get them to answer the questions that they have been avoiding. You need to come clean a little bit, too -- so make a date!
i don't mind to be hurt a thousand times more ; as long as you're fine .

`x estee x`

Your Mood is a 0

You're having the worst mood ever, and possibly the worst day ever. Hopefully things will be looking up for you soon.

How Does Your Mood Rate?

i'm right down moody now:/ .

i don't know why either .

moodswing bah:( .

it takes a million courage to say ; it doesn't matter at all .

`x estee x`

Your Heart is Feeling Broken

Your heart is pretty much destroyed right now, and it's hard for you to think of anything else.You are in deep despair, and sometimes it feels like you will never love again.Your hear may be at its lowest point right now. Things can only get better from here. Deep down, your heart is susceptible to: Being swept away by the wrong person Your current outlook on love: You find yourself wondering if love is ever worth it Your love life will improve if you: Take a lot of steps back. You're in no shape to fall in love right now. Watch out for: Anyone who may try to take advantage of your fragile state.

What Is Your Heart Feeling?

Classic Halter Dress

Classy and sexy, you know how to make a lasting impression without having an outrageous dress.

What's" Your Prom Style?

You Lack Confidence

You're not so sure of yourself - and it shows more than you thinkYour lack of confidence affects your friendships, career, and romantic lifePeople know that they can take advantage of you, because you won't stand up to themStart realizing that you're great the way you are, and almost everything in your life will improve

Are You a Confident Woman?

How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time. You tend to take more than give in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

How Are You In Love?

You Make a Great First Impression

You can handle almost any social situation with grace, even the tricky ones.Strangers often find you charming and interesting. You are often remembered fondly.Even if you're not naturally outgoing, you can make conversation with anyone if you need to. Whether you were born this way or had to work to get here, you are definitely charismatic.You're popular and well liked. People definitely look forward to being around you.Your social connections bring you a full and rich life. You understand how important it is to make a lasting impression.

What Kind of First Impression Do You Make?

Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating

You're not ready to go walking down the aisle.But you may be ready in a couple of years.You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment.And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility.

What's" Your Ideal Relationship?

`x estee x`

what a sense of achievement ! :D
i've been mugging maths ever since 1 ! :)
woke up around 12 plus :/
can't stay nocturnal anymore ! ):
yays~ let's mug ! :D

it seems all clear to me now .

`x estee x`

and to think i always thought you were the best .

in the end, you are the one who don't give a shitdamn about me .

have you ever put yourself in my shoes ?

about how i've always felt ?

about how much i need someone to talk to ?

TO YOU ALL, I ONLY KNOW HOW TO SHED SOME STUPID TEARS THAT I DON'T EVEN WANT TO ?

ALL YOU EVER DO, is only to SLAP me when i argue back .

i've seriously NOTHING TO SAY , but SCREAM !

cause I AM BLEEDING SO BADLY inside !

its not the first and there will always be another time .

I AM SICK & TIRED !

i'll make sure you will regret your whole life .

TELL ME, don't you find it ironic when someone just hang up the phone,

from a very funny conversation with two funny people,

and after three minutes she began to shout like nobody's business ,

and throwing things here and there ,

and one minute later, she begin to lie on the bed and cry .

YOU TELL ME, isn't it IRONIC ?!

and you just crapped on, saying a whole lot of CRAP .

its just so freaking crap !

LET ME TELL YOU ,

I AM SCREAMING TO YOU,
THAT I AM DEPRESSED !

are you happy now ?fuck!

and right now ; the one i need most is not here .

`x estee x`

070907 ; mugging at changi airport ! :D

seriously, this three guys are great to study with ! :D

this is what gets me laughing the whole day ! :D
the chicken pie me & mswatever ordered ! (;
& they didn't realise i actually took this ! :D
coffee bean coffees with crystal jade's pies(passport) ! :D

oh yeah, a cute bunch of muggers ! :)

its really a fruitful day ! :D

i supposed ?

they're really nice to study with ! :D

so everyone agreed to meet at 1230 !

but everyone was late ! :P

shaun reached first, followed by me,mark then shuting!

we met at KFC first .

after lunching there too, we set off to 27 bus stop to changi airport ! [:

met eugene at terminal one !

we were deciding where to study and everone agreed to mac at T2 .

so we took the skytrain there .

settled down at mac .

shuting & mark bought drinks there .

AND WE ALL STARTED TO MUG ! :D

until 13 minutes later, the managed began to ask muggers to leave .

like , hello ?!

we were really concentrated on our work lah !

& i was so engrossed with the compre passage that i was working on !

then they had to be a spoilsport and chase us away ! :/

so we were deciding on where to go .

in the end , shaun and eugene bought ice blends from coffee bean !

the belgian chocolate is so nice ! :D

shaun was so nice to let me drink ! [:

at last we decided to go to "crystal jade my bread" to study .

shaun, shuting & eugene were like no one ever studied there lah !

there me and mark were like "WE SHALL BE THE FIRST!" :D

& WE make the HISTORY ! (:

the chicken pie that we bought were like our passports(as said by eugene tay!) !

hahas ' so cute cans ! [:

awws ~ a really wonderful day spent ! (:

oh yeah !

after that went back to tampines mall's NTUC ! :D

shuting had to buy grey prawns for her mum while i had to buy brown sugar and vanilla flavouring for sister's baking ! :D

& shaun tan stepped on shuting's slipper until it kinda came apart !

bad boy !

HAHAS ! :D

thanks people ! [:

a really wonderful day spent with you all ! :D

如果我再说我爱你 ；你会怎样反应呢 ？

`x estee x`

oh! & i didn't meet iffah today .
cause last minute , she wasn't free yesterday until 4 .
then this afternoon she called and said she was free at 2 .
but i wasn't free already ! ):
grahs~ i need a maths tutor ! :/
sorry iffah by the way ! ):

moodswings ; not again:/ , all i know ' it will never be over .

`x estee x`

stories of love .
its like so touching ! :D
iris! , you should watch !
( oh, so random! :P )

i mugged today! :D
finished english compre .
revised physics !
i don't really understand what to study for physics .
mrs lim's notes are really good ! [:
& the BEST thing is that she's setting FYE .
i'm sure its not gonna be easy:/ .
but , who cares ?
yays~ we're gonna kill the paper ! :D
physics<3 is muchloves:D !

anyways' slept rather late this morning .
not really sleepy .
slept around 2 plus ?
watched highschoolmusicaltwo for the third time .
sister brought back the disc from disney! :D
how nice of her ! (;

oh yeahs' and its like so coincidence yesterday !
zerlina saw her in the afternoon .
then shaun and peepos who went to KFC saw her later in the evening .
then she was complaining that they were SO un-gentleman !
never offer the seats to her when they're not even eating !
really, so un-gentleman ! :D

i must be real lame to say that out .
whatever, mugging starts later again ! [:
shall go eat my pasta now ! (;
oh ! & i cooked pasta for lunch ! :D
how nice ! (:
but i don't think the sauce was nice:/ !
mummy bought another brand & say to try .
& i don't really like it actually .
so there's leftover pasta noodles now but no pasta sauce .
cause i used it all finished in the afternoon for brother & mine . ):

nevermind, i shall find a way, somehow! :D
better get going now .
moodswing again ! :/

goodbye my lover ; you've been the one for me .

`x estee x`

okay, real mugging period starts from tomorrow .

please, let me stick to the book ! :/

i'm so dead serious killing that 7 subjects !

esteekho please concentrate & no distractions !

thanks iffah for helping me tomorrow ! :D

you're forever the reason why ; it just naturally slide down .

`x estee x`

ESTEEKHO WAKES UP AT 12 ! :P

not really surprising actually.

hahas'

rights, woke up and 5 mins later NEO YA KAI called ! :D

and the next thing i know,

he came while i was packing my notes altogther .

jerome asked him to come first .

and so the next thing i know too,

zerlina came at around 2 plus 3 ?

hahas, & i played with her hair! :DD

straightened her hair , and found that there was not much diff .

so i curled it !

and she looks so MATURE !

ROFLMAO ! :P

waited for the bloody mattress for so damn long .

freak that delivery guy!

whatever.

went to school after that .

actually, i don't really know for what ?

hahas, watched HSM2 for the second time .

it never gets boring !

but , its like the unclear version !

the video quality is quite bad ! :/

thought that zac efron and ashley tisdale is kinda cute here .

especially zac efron ! his falsetto is really GAY siah ! :D

enjoy yeahs ! :)

you're the music in me ; its just not over .`x estee x`

3D ANIMATION WORKSHOP (9-4pm)
BITCHING SESSION WITH ZER,ASHLEY,SHUTING:D (4.30-6pm)
SEC TWO MEET-THE-TEACHER SESSION
ON '08 SUBJECTS COMBINATION (6.30-9.40pm)
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alrights, woke up at eight ?
prepared and packed my lil'cutie pie in my bag.
oh, with my sketches(: .
my art is done ! , i'm so through with art ! :D
that leaves me thinking.
what're we supposed to do for term four ?
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me & joanna rushed like mad to library for 3D animation .
thought we were late .
but we still had the time to sit down at the tables & chat for 5 min ? -.-
began the course ! :)
& OH MY DANG !
its like so damn boringFUN ! :D
& it can be quite a HEADACHE:/ !
but its really challenging ! :)
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actually, i don't really call it a bitching session .
but it was really , GOD !
so damn funny ! :)
am i not matured enough for a fourteen year old ?
anything , okay ashley is seriously going GAHGAH over sitcoms and variety shows .
"do you have a problem with your entertainment ?" -.-'
but its still very funny about "someone" . :D
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actually, i enjoyed myself at the talk ! :)
suprised ?
maybe its because i was sitting with my two crappers ! :D
especially that watever ! :P
LEG FIGHT ! , i think the last time i did that was years ago !
you see, i kinda have a deprived childhood you know .
HAHAS ! :D
yeahs , what a wonderful day !
& it ended with dearest laogong sending me home ! :)
so sweet eh ? , life's such a bliss ! :D
you never realise until you get over some things ! [:

i'd say its a 75% that i'm over you ; but then again 25% is still left unknown .

`x estee x`

020907 ; DAY SPENT AT THE KAN'S :D

weichong's snake eating my snow leopard! :/

GRAHHH~ HELP ? :(
that vicious snake ; with a evilKINDEST owner .
my two superheroes:PP
wired snake ; KWC / snow leopard ; KXJ / dolphin ; KST :D
hardworkingshuting! [:
my lil'cutie pie :D
muchloves:)
i shan't comment on anything . :(
there are like videos too .
but on second thought, i decided not to put it up .
there are like FIVE short videos .
& that KAN'S SIBLINGS ganged up and wrestle me! :/
& now my head was banged on the wall real hard !
OUCH !
but whatever it is, i'm still very grateful to mr...
KAN WEI CHONG ! :D
& of course miss...
KAN SHU TING ! [:
weichong has a bigger credit ! ;)

let's just say he's really a good friend ! :D
& he did his art till 9am this morning !
despite knowing that he had to touch up his snake,
he still did not left me to die for art !
where can you find such a nice guy ?
TILL DEATH DO US PART ALRIGHT GOODIE ?! :)
& msWATEVER(:™ too ! :D
TILL DEATH DO US PART! :D

how can i ever forget such friends ? :)

thanks for the great help you two! [:

its really really much appreciated! ;)

WITHH.MUCHH.LOVEE! ❤

it doesn't matter much for now ; keep it this way then .

`x estee x`

it just doesn't seem right.

everything is all in the wrong place.

i feel so cheated .

i feel so shitty .

i fee like a FOOL .

`x estee x`