and to think i always thought you were the best .

in the end, you are the one who don't give a shitdamn about me .

have you ever put yourself in my shoes ?

about how i've always felt ?

about how much i need someone to talk to ?

TO YOU ALL, I ONLY KNOW HOW TO SHED SOME STUPID TEARS THAT I DON'T EVEN WANT TO ?

ALL YOU EVER DO, is only to SLAP me when i argue back .

i've seriously NOTHING TO SAY , but SCREAM !

cause I AM BLEEDING SO BADLY inside !

its not the first and there will always be another time .

I AM SICK & TIRED !

i'll make sure you will regret your whole life .

TELL ME, don't you find it ironic when someone just hang up the phone,

from a very funny conversation with two funny people,

and after three minutes she began to shout like nobody's business ,

and throwing things here and there ,

and one minute later, she begin to lie on the bed and cry .

YOU TELL ME, isn't it IRONIC ?!

and you just crapped on, saying a whole lot of CRAP .

its just so freaking crap !

LET ME TELL YOU ,

I AM SCREAMING TO YOU,
THAT I AM DEPRESSED !

are you happy now ?fuck!

and right now ; the one i need most is not here .

`x estee x`