Photos Update ;

tracy,kangqi,judaxil,me :)

mark,eugene,kokleong,weichong :D
yet again :]
INFINITYLOVES* / x ; kangqi

withh.muchh.lovee:D

`x estee x`

this is gonna be a rather emo post,
so don't bother letting me drown my emoness on you.
therefore, just exit from this page.

dota can't even solve the 'three' of our problems:/ !
i feel so helpless,stupid,mad,EMO.
don't bother asking why.
cause only two people knows.
yeah, the 'three' of our problems.

forget it, think its better to post on the other blog.
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it was just one moment so close to feeling alive,
but you just had to make me feel dead.
poignant regrets one would feel,
but who'd even bother?
why do we even have to bother,
when you all just don't show you do.

`x estee x`

ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.
TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other.
THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want.
FOUR. When you say, 'I love you,' mean it.
FIVE. When you say, 'I'm sorry,' look the person in the eye.
SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married.
SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight.
EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who don't have dreams don't have much.
NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely.
TEN. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling.
ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives.
TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly.
THIRTEEN! . When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, 'Why do you want to know?'
FOURTEEN. Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk.
FIFTEEN. Say 'bless you' when you hear someone sneeze.
SIXTEEN. When you lose, don't lose the lesson.
SEVENTEEN. Remember the three R's: Respect for self; Respect for others; and Responsibility for all your actions.
EIGHTEEN. Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship.
NINETEEN. When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it. TWENTY. Smile when picking up the phone. The caller will hear it in your voice.
TWENTY- ONE. Spend some time alone.

`x estee x`

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
i feel so KI SIAO now! :D
lalalalala!
& ohmygod! -.-' , iris should really be a scriptwriter man!
HAHAHAHA! :)

hmm, changed blog song!
yepyep! (:
ohmygoddddddddddddd!
kangqi vs riffin now! :)
so cuteeeee!

`x estee x`

241107 ; photos update! :D

Changi Airport Terminal 3! :)

jieyan,peien&jieyi! :Dda-yi.peixuan.er-yi.sanyi.mummy.mama.peien.jieyan. :) red&purple! {:
red:D

peixuan&mummy:D

belgian chocolate ice blend! :Dwithh.lovee❤

`x estee x`

今日的选择,我知道我是不会后悔.
所以请不要让我觉得我好傻.
为爱而放弃自己的快乐.
若有一天,你已找到了自己的幸福,
我会自然的在你面前消失,
而在你面前的会是我们拥有过的回忆.

`x estee x`

ESTEE MADE ME CLIMB THROUGH HER WINDOW!
Thanks a whole lot (:

`x iris x`

271107 ; school, choir, safra, emo! :/

just ignore 'emo'.
but besides that, it was fun. :)
left house around 12 and pass LDC and MOZ!
after that went to school along with cheryl and yuenching to meet whatever!
saw her,joanna and kodi.
went atrium to fill up the rest of the form.
headed to level 2 to play the piano :D .
i learnt a new song from whatever today!
you've gotta admit it, i've a flair for piano! :P
nah' kidding! (:

lunched at around 1plus 2 outside the mama shop.
ate cup noodles.
*skip* *skip* *skip* !

choir ended with many many people to safra! :)
mostly guys,that is.
only me and zerlina went.
the whole game was hilarious.
seeing the guys play are like ROFL !
they play so cute! :D
all photos will be featured on next post.
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if its meant to stay on this way,
it will just go away unknowingly.
i really need a breather.
there ain't a december.

`x estee x`

okay, my blog is seriously screwed.
i haven't been updating for 1.2.3 days !
here are the updates :

231107 ; jiayu's house ! :D

i forgot what time i woke up! :/
but its quite early i supposed!
met zerlina at 201 bus stop and bused down to jiayu's house.
saw winnie and her friend on the bus:) .
chatted, and coincidentally, we're all dropping off the same stop!

waited for iffah for around 5 mins at the bus stop.
met jiayu and headed to loyang point for lunchhhh! :)
ate wanton mee.
haha, more details and photos at http://thefinalheaven.blogspot.com .
intensive study session!
ohmygod, i feel so no life slogging my guts out now! ):
but i know it'll show results, so heck :D !

listened to jiayu playing the piano.
camwhored with crazy zerlina suddenly became a camera-freak! :X
crazy-ed with iffah about GAARA❤ !
so cute:D.
fun & enriching day.

241107 ; a really long day ! :)

got my butt of the bed at 0900!
i can wake up early too okay! :)
screamed like some mad woman to get sister up.
in the end she woke up at 0945!
how 'nice'!
cab-ed down to the temple.
it was grandfather's 18th death anniversary:/ .
did all the necessities, prayed to the different gods.

headed back to hougang for lunch at er-yi's house.
mmmm, my favourite bee-hoon! :)
watched 真命天女, after that the adults decided to tour terminal 3 !
so we all agreed.
er-yi fetched me,peixuan,peien and da-yi down to eunos mrt.
from there we took mrt to changi airport to meet mummy! (:
er-yi went back to fetch mama,san-yi,jieyi and jieyan:} .

slacked at coffee bean,
SHAUN TAN, I DRANK BELGIAN CHOCOLATE ICE BLEND! :DD
MUAHAHAHAHAHA,
okay, seriously ignore that part! :)
gonna post up the pictures later in the night! {:

walked around after that, took photos, ....
ate at Soup Restaurant for dinner! :)
had to take the skytrain to T2 of course!

hmm, there were some emo scenes, not only me but hmm..
its unexplainable so .. nevermind.
pictures up later, like i said.

251107 ; home sweet home! :)
woke up at 12 plus, of course! :D
being such a goody goody girl,
i helped with the housework!
oh, i was really moody that day,
for a certain reason.
er-yi and mama came for dinner. :)
practically that's all.

`x estee x`

i am seriously just plain lazy to blog about the past four days:/ !
just for sure that i wasn't in Tampines for the last four days!
i was wayyyyyyy back at the house i was in during my infant days!
awww, such cute memories! :)
maybe one day i should post up my baby pics,
really wonder if that day will really come.
hmmm, i shall sabo jerome too!
& put his 'OH-SO CUTE' baby pic up here! :P

if you were trying to guess that i was in Indonesia, i wished.
keep guessing! :)
none of you would know, unless you had my background checked,
before making friends with me.
oh,crap! why am i getting so 'weird' ?
aiyah, the answer is : bishan!
told ya you won't know!

spent my days there very well!
it was a last minute decision.
didn't managed to used the com.
just played o2jam for a teeny weeny while.

'BRATZ' on monday was awesome!
BFFs! :)
but sadly, my life don't exist so perfectly with the perfect friends, i think.
cause 'FRIENDS' are really hard to find.
and that concludes that 'BEST FRIENDS' are even worst.
perhaps the higher hopes you have for your friend to treat you,
you'll end up with more disappointments.
i mean, there really isn't such perfect life like BFFs right?
or else, where do enemies even come from?

okay, i am so digressing.
sigh:/, moodswings and yes,
goodbye!

`x estee x`

photo update ; 191107 - 211107

candid cheryl! :D

Lunch @ Cartel :D
strawberryvanilla ice-cream! :)
strawberry ; muchloved! :}
vanilla:D
white&pink:]
your highness! :D
christmas tree @ vivo! :) Zerlina&Richelle's BOBO! :D
out with zerlina,richelle&kehua! :D

`x estee x`

*screams for tomorrow's date!*
haha! , off to vivo tomorrow to watch 'bratz' ! :)
gonna fetch lil'cheryl from bishan and off to catch the 1150hrs show at vivo! :D

hmm, was woken up by iristansweeling's panic screamings.
*ouch* :X
anyway, i've a sudden liking for catchy tunes.
like hairspray soundtracks! :D
i think 'welcome to the 60's' is a fantabulous! :)
'without love' lyrics are sweet!
there are still more songs pending in shared folder.
so, seriously hear it if you can! (;
thanks paul anyway!

let's just talk about today! :)
like i said i was woken up by iris.
it was already 0945hrs then.
i went back to bed and after 10sec,
i got up and said to myself :
"oh my god! its already 945! why am i still sleeping back?!"
haha, after that i laughed to myself.
yeah, stupid, dumb, crazy, whatever, anything!

so i took my clothes and headed to the bathroom to wash up and shower.
by the time i come out its 1020hrs already!
so i quickly prepared and sms-ed richelle.
who knows, she isn't ready yet, so i slowed my pace.
left house around 1110hrs and reached there around 1120hrs?
waited for her till around 1145hrs, haha tardyqueen! :D

reached zerlina's house at 12?
discussed about the schedule and such.
zerlina cooked lunch! :)
sunny-side up,hashbrowns and sausage!
awww:D, i feel the love in it!
haha, though' it sounds more like breakfast? ^^

left and met kehua.
when we reached, zerlina received a big censuring from kehua.
can it even be called a censure? :X
but me and richelle was lucky that we were behind hiding our shell! :P

yes, camwhored on zer's camera,
@ RAFFLES HOTEL!
the toilet is so cool! :)

what were we doing at a hotel?
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
we had a rendezvous there! :PP
of course, me and richelle was in a room,
while ZERLINA AND KEHUA ............ !!!
WAKAKAKAKAKAKA! :PPPPPPPPPPPPP

nah, seriously ignore that paragraph above.
yes, i can imagine richelle laughing her head off while....
zerlina & kehua taking a hammer to hammer me! :X
nevermind(: , i can always count on richelle to 'rescue' me! :D

i shan't disclose the reason why!
later on while zerlina and kehua were doing 'their thing',
me and richelle walked around raffles city.
OH MY GOD, we had a really bad scare:/ !
till now it still freaks and irritates me when i think about it!
'brrrrrrrrrr....'!
oh yeah , ate burger kind and jiayu came by for a while!
haha, and went off to meet ******** ! :)

had to went off at 5 so called zerlina.
but they haven't finished 'their thing' yet,
so we left without them!
and right, came home and vacuumed and mopped just so immediately,
after putting my bag down.
i'mma such a nice girl! :D
hey!, ever since the holidays started, i do the vacuuming and mopping alright!
so yeah:) , i feel so 贤妻良母 !
but, whateveranything! :)

`x estee x`

forgetting sure is hard,
but sometimes remembering,
isn't a very bad thing either.

`x estee x`

i'm seriously getting hooked up on night life.
like i've been knocking out at 3 plus in the morning these days,
and only waking up at 1plus2 in the afternoon!
my oh my!
and i suddenly feel night life's peaceful! :)

just look at it, looking out of the window with no vehicles buzzing around.
how nice and relaxing is that? :D
of course, i only do that when i can't get to sleep these days.
but haha, there are certain things that i keep myself occupied with! :)

• Dotaaa! :]
• Naruto! :D
• Bloggg! :)
• Facebook! :P
• Friendster! :}

lalala:)
and very soon, just very soon.
i'll lose my freedom and study like so mad girl! :)
but nevermind, i feel studying an enjoyable thing!
and believe me, i miss homeworks and writing compos!
especially compos, its a time where i really express everything out.
mostly chinese compos, cause its more to life experiences. :D
and i've such a wonderful chinese teacher ever! :)

tv-ed, slacked the whole day.
dinner was sumptuous as usual! :)
my fave, steamed egg with minced meat, stir-fried vegetable with abalone sauce(yum,yum!) and bak kut teh! :DD
mummy's specialities, and as her daughter i get to taste them!
anyway, naruto is 111 nowwww !
gotta go now:/ , byeee! :D

`x estee x`

171107 ; (missed by 15mins:/, oh well! )
hmms, woke up at around 12 plus.
slept at around 0330hrs.
couldn't sleep:/ .

haven't been eating lunch these few days.
i don't even feel hungry!
so i've been eating one meal a day?
but i do wish that someone will come knocking on the door,
and say that its prepared by someone! :D
lunch delivery! :)
haha! , it'll be so sweet! :)

tata! gotta go now!
midnight dota! {:
with an exceptionally emo GUY inside! :X
LALALA! :D

`x estee x`

oh well, woke up at one again today:/ .
what a bummer!
i've been waking up so late.
didn't get to catch the morning breeze.
boo-hoo! ):

hmm, class results are out.
i am so gonna appeal.
dnt is so not my forte or interests.
i said it, hope i can make it for the re-test.
and that mrs li and mrs neo allow me to take.
i'm so not cut of for dnt:/.

trust me, i never even took that subject during sec one.
see!, so no future.
i still don't understand why they replace poa with dnt.
i mean, seriously.
poa can be applied to our lives.
like accounting and managing our savings and such.
but dnt? not unless you wanna be in the technology or engineering stream.

whateveranything, i am so going to appeal! ):
by hook or by crook, i don't care.
i'm gonna study hard!
not to disappoint myself again.
and that 3D animation.
goner, fashion desginer goner.
dang, i feel such a loser:/ .

good for iris,weichong and leon.
they get to be in the same class.
how nice! ):
dota just now.
with myron,yakai and riffin.
won one lost one . ^^
but it was fun! :D
thanks for making my day! :D

`x estee x`

NOODLES! NOODLES! NOODLES!
everyday living on instant noodles.
or else it's nothing:/ .
life's really bored here!
didn't eat last night's dinner.
this morning breakfast and lunch! :X
how cool's that!
skipped a whole day's meal. :D

hmm, practically yesterday's girls talk was quite a failure.
cause IRIS TAN SWEE LING did not divulge much.
so much with the rantings.
oh well, but we enjoyed ourselves i think.
she had me such a nice darling to cook for her! (:
right after her sectionals, she can have such a warmth meal!
hehehehe! :P

anyways.
i woke up at one in the afternoon!
oopss!
i was like complaining to debbie i don't have a life anymore.
then she listed a whole lot of things to do!
haha, such a cute sweetie! :)

19 more days:/ !
and they'll be gone for 10 freaking days! ):
yes, no more crappings with iris.
no more conferencing with kangqi and tracy.
no more getting bombarded by davin with questions.
*i think that's a good thing! :P*
no more frantic calls from joanna.
no more msn-chats with judaxil.
no more emo-talks/chats/messages with jerrold.
no more facebook-ing with mark.

okay, i better stop.
or else the list will go on and on.
but looking at the brighter side,
i still have zerlina.
i still have kehua.
i still have piriya.
i still have jieling.
i still have fiona.
i still have yakai.
yeah, beach! sandcastles! sea! :D

`x estee x`

Temperament
Idealist
You are the quintessential dreamer - spending more time thinking about the possibilities that the world holds for you, rather than your reality. You don't settle for anything less than what you truly desire and you work very hard. You tend to live in every place except the present - you are prone to daydreaming about the future and re-thinking the choices you made in the past. Sometimes you get overly caught up in your thoughts.

Interests
Simple
You are continually pursuing a simpler and less complicated life - you don't allow yourself to fall victim to all of the "should do's" that society continually bombards you with. You are thoughtful about your life choices and think in terms of yourself, others and the world in which we live. You have a great sense that we are part of something much bigger and we must be good to others, if we want others and the world to be good to us.

Amusement
Thoughtful
You are easily stressed out and overwhelmed - you need to take care of yourself first and foremost. Because you tend to be self reflective, you know your limits quite well and must remember to not exceed those limits. When you overwhelm your life with obligations and responsibilities, you tend to shut down and go into yourself even further. Take some time to find your serenity and kick back your feet.

Passion
Physical
You are a cuddle bug - from a warm hug shared with your best friend to steamy sex with your partner, you enjoy every bit of human contact that you can get. You demonstrate your love for others most fluidly through physical one-on-one contact and you feel the most loved when you are being touched. You feel disconnected when you are physically isolated from others. You're a people person and a lover of all things human.

`x estee x`

iris, it really hurts alot.
perhaps this is how an emo bitch is like.

i'm so not alright.
don't ask me why.
and is definitely not the dota match earlier on.
but fuck thisthese piece of shit.
just go away.

`x estee x`

Iris : This is Estee. I repeat, this is Estee.

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Iris : You believe ah? Stupid (:

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Estee : oh my god! Iris has gone mad in my house!

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Iris : Lalalalalalala! Welcome to planet earth!

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Estee : Yes, where all the porks and brains co-exist. This is Estee Kho reporting, right here with me is my guest star, Iris Tan Swee Ling.

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Iris : -.- Estee's the lamest shit ever.

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Estee : Oh! Its not too late to realise that people. :D

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Iris : Bye -.- (roll eyes)

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Estee : BYE?! we haven't even started the news .

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Estee : Due to some emotional problems with Iris Tan, We are sorry to inform you that we have to end now. Thanks for previewing, and once again, this is Estee Kho reporting to you on Channel Emoistic Brain.

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`x estee x`

0200hrs:/
midnights are always so emo.
iris, faster come! ):
i wanna talk to someone so badly!

all i need is just one more time.
and i'll know the answer.
my decision, i don't care if it's forbidden anymore.
cause i just can't give up.

`x estee x`

my cute lil' blobble on facebook! :D
if you have facebook, be a dear soul and pet it alright? (:
lalala:D ~ !

girls talk tomorrow! <3
really miss you girl! ):

`x estee x`

i'm beginning to get stuck on 'the tyra banks show'.
lauren conrad is so damn hot! (:
& of course vanessa anne hudgens! :D

ain't she hot ?! :D

MTV awards ! (: Vanessa Anne Hudgens on Tyra Banks Show! :D

`x estee x`

0118hrs .
and i can't get to sleep:/ .

motionless midnight ;

If time could stand still, I’d freeze it here,
So you’d always hold me, close and near.
In your arms, where I’m meant to be,
Filled with the perfect love you’ve given me.

A bond so strong, a hold so tight,
To know you’re the one; my ‘Mr. Right’.
A blessing sent from up above,
In you I’ve found my one true love.

Our lives entwined to be as one,
Upon this journey we’ve just begun.
Where you and I will find no less,
Than eternal love and happiness.

`x estee x`

Jasmine Tan asked me to do this quiz! :D
i think the questions are challenging ! :/
yays, so say "NO" to boredom! :)

THREE Things To Be Done Before My Death :
1. Spent my last moment with the person I cherish in my heart. ( hmm,iris don't kill me! )
2. Be able to lead a 放羊的星星or流星花园 life! ( i just love the storyline! )
3. Sort out certain things with certain someone. ( more than one that is. )

THREE Things I'll Never Do Even If It Kills Me :
1. Have pre-marital sex ( yes jas! i so agree with ya! )
2. Kill a Friend ( so, joseph lim, shut up! ^^ )
3. Pole-dancing (its like ewww! even if i find it cool :P )

THREE Things I'll Do When Away From The Public :
1. Talk to bubbles and piglet ( or else later they'll think i'm crazy ! :X )
2. Self-mutilation ( of course, i don'twon't even do that ! :D )
3. Sleep! ( of course! )

THREE Things that i had regretted : ( reluctant to enclose:/, but here goes! )
1. Breaking up a friendship.
2. Losing someone I cherished.
3. Not working hard for PSLE.

THREE Things That Make Me Happy :
1. Having a enjoyable dinner with my family. (like the one at sakae recently! :D )
2. Seeing my loved ones happy. ( You people know who you are! ^^ )
3. To know that someone care. ( that sounded emo! :/ )

THREE Favourite Quotes/Phrases :
1. JIALAT! ( LMAO! )
2. NEVERMIND! ( ^^ )
3. ANYTHING ( haha! :D )

THREE Favourite Songs From All Time : ( There's much much more! )
1. Jesse McCartney - Because You Live
2. Michelle Branch - Goodbye To You
3. Christina Aguilera - Hurt

THREE Favourite Celebrities :
1. Hilary Duff ( like duh! )
2. Kelly Clarkson ( ^^ )
3. Christina Aguilera ( :D )

THREE Girls That you love : ( jialat:x , not enough space ! there's still more! )
1. ZerlinaTanGuanTing
2. IrisTanSweeLing / KanShuTing / JudaxilSohYiLing
3. JasmineTan

THREE Guys That You love : ( brotherly/friend love! ^^ )
1. KanWeiChong
2. JerroldChanTuckChun
3. NeoYaKai

NOW, PASS THIS TO THREE PEOPLE, AND MAKE SURE THAT THEY DO THE QUIZ! (:
1. Iris Tan Swee Ling
2. Kan Shu Ting
3. Judaxil Soh Yi Ling

& anyone who wants to do! :D

`x estee x`

okay, iris tan swee ling.
what the heck did i do ? :/

hmm, woke up at 12pm today! ^^
anything, it has became a habit! :D
hmms, yesterday went out in the afternoon to meet mum at paya lebar.
brought so many things along.
cause gotta return a parcel to speedpost.
just nice, its at paya lebar, near mum's office. ^^

ate lunch at kfc (alright, i'm guilty>.<) .
but no choice, no other selection.
after that bus-ed down to suntec with 70.
went to giordano to change the size for brother's shirt and long sleeves.
weiying was nowhere to be found before that.
then checked with her colleague and she was inside the store room.

*skip ! skip ! skip*
i finally bought my flats! l
alala! :D
bought so many thing yesterday.
Giordano,DMK,FILA,John Little.
oh, & i saw this really cute bedsheet from John Little.
its pinky, & most of all ratatouille ?
is that how you spell? :X
i never really watch the show.
but i think that rat is pretty cute(; !
but too bad, only got my bed size, that is single!
couldn't find the super single for sister, so mum said forget it :/ !

hmm, met mama and er-yi after that at marina square.
walked one big round to find them at killiney.
due to some miscommunication between mum and er-yi,
we were finding for ya kun.
which apparently, MARINA SQUARE DON'T HAVE! X.X
and the DUMBEST thing ever is that we went to check the mall directory.
and it doesn't even state ya kun anywhere.
we still aimlessly find for it.

*skip ! skip ! skip*
dinner @ lerkthai.

okay, i ate : Seafood Kway Teow with Kai Lan w/ extra spice

okay, i regretted adding extra spice.
i thought they'd add their paste chilli or what.
but their spice = red padi chilli.
yeah, i do eat.
but they add more than what it shown.
deep inside there were alot more.
i consumed more than i ever ate in a meal.
and worst still, they were hidden.
so whenever i take a bite, i'll find myself chewing the chilli.
like almost on every single spoon ! :/

i gulped down as much tom yam soup and water.
till the end, i feel so bloated! ):
but the dinner was nice! (:

`x estee x`

一个心丰满期待的爱。
一个人所取得的痛苦。
一个情锁承担的信任。
no iris, i have not forgotten.

`x estee x`

okay, this is just totally absurd !
a girlfriend who gets easily jealous.
how nice?
when she tried to break up with you 5 frucking times within a MONTH?!
wtf ? , okay i can't stand it.
the way she treats you and all.

there comes this girlfriend of yours having no trust in you.
okay, maybe trust has to be nurtured.
but all the things you've done for her,
i'm sure it should leave her with a sense of security?

you can even give up your friends and spent 100% of your time on her.
but instead of reciprocating your thoughts and efforts in this relationship,
she took it for granted,
leaving you hurt again and again?
so what if i am your 'ex'?
HELLO?!
primary school is called PUPPY LOVE.
not those kind of love which we will die for each other.
i don't even count that love as LOVE.
like we didn't even did anything that lovers do.
maybe from the start, its all just a special friend relationsip.
he and i both knew and understand.

but you as his girlfriend, a girlfriend that he truly loves and cherish,
that he can even ask me to kill him and he'll write a note to say he asked me to kill him,
that he was willing to give up his friends, that he never even talked to girls in school,
that he couldn't live...
don't even appreciate his thoughts.

maybe you love him, but do you really know what's love?
all those things that you do,
almost breakingup 5 frucking times,
pushing him to sleep and talking another guy,
made him cry more than once, ( you're the first )
when no one could actually make him cry,
does it show that you really love him?

`x estee x`

from the bottom of my heart ;

it doesn't feel right anymore.
maybe i'm trying,
trying too hard that you just don't know.
trying too hard that you just won't know.
either way, it won't be realised.

i said to myself,
i'll never let you go.
but who'd ever know,
the feeling went away,
went away just like that.

and so those promises,
broken yet again,
but i'll stay strong,
though the pain hurts again and again,
i know it'll never go away.

i said to myself,
i'll never give it up.
but who'd ever know,
i could wait no longer,
and it once again went away just like that.

`x estee x`

lil' jie yan's birthday celebration today! ^^
her actual one is two minutes from now.
hmm, did nothing much there though'.
took 59 to safra then 8 back home. :)

woke up at 11plus, prepared and train-ed to bishan.
then shop around at J8.
bought a black three quarters.
maybe for chinese new year?
sigh:/, i donno.
no mood for a new year yet.

i give up on finding a job:/ !
shall wait for iris to do voluntary work at the old folks home with her.
hmm, wonder if she has time.
READ THIS AVID READER! :D

`x estee x`

041107 - 061107 ; photo updates

061107 ;

ONE ; cheryl koh

TWO ; celia koh
THREE ; estee kho
i think my eyes are scary :X !

such sweet sisters ! ^^
rock on loves .
my two darlings(:
lunch @ breeks :D
my genetic clone, just joking ;P
the ice-cream for dessert! :D
*GULPS DOWN*
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041107 ;

pouts:D

fake smile:/
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051107;

lunch @ sakae:D

the poor ebi sushi that no one wants.
its all because of you , i'm feeling sad & blue. LMAO :D

what is remembered , what is kept within.

`x estee x`

041107 ; small gathering at er-yi's


right, had a small gathering at er-yi's.
sanyi,jieyi,jieyan,mummy,sister,me.
then dad came.
adults mahjong-ed.
did nothing much there.
went to hougang point for a short walk.
ting had to buy something anyway.


chatted with brenda ( er-yi's maid ).
had some sort of emotional talk there.
i do pity maids.
they've to work in some foreign country faraway from their homeland.
hmm, but she's contented.
just a lil' homesick.
she says she is lucky to have er-yi's family.
she's quite poor thing actually.
lonely, cause the sim's children don't really talk to her.
but she feel that they are very nice already.
sigh:/, she's very easily contented.


& this reminds me of iris. :D
easily contented.
*thinks* ...
051107 ; sakae lunch


woke up at 1145am feeling moody.
didn't felt like eating.
but brother woke me up and asked if wanna meet sister for lunch.
and so i agreed.


met sister at downtown.
ate sakae buffet.
'so nice', just when i wasn't having a good appetite.
was deciding if should eat a la carte or buffet.
but since the other two eating buffet then anything lor.
the price are like quite similar anyway.


it was a funny lunch. :D
rice become "cui" le. :)
hehe! you guys won't get the joke. :P
came home and watch naruto.
its episode 81 already ! :D
so much emotions to show yet a sense of loneliness.

`x estee x`

031107 ; shopping at plaza sing & vivo! :D

this top caught my eye ! :D

but it became mum's :/
muchloves ! <3
vivo toilet :D

mummydearest! :)
sweetie pie :)
she's inheriting my genes! :O
supermodel ; celia koh ! :D

alrights, went shopping at plaza sing yesterday.

shopped for a while at carrefour.

mum gotta get something from there.

in the end there wasn't any superior quality,

so ended up buying some aluminium trays and muffin cups ! :D

yep yep ! :D i'm baking !

don't worry wenfen, i'll not forget your share! :)

hmm, headed to vivo after plaza sing.

ate toast box.

san-yi left the two girls with me and mummy and went to join da-yi, er-yi and mama for massage. :)

so off we went.

i treat the two lil' girls sweets from mini toons! :)

hmms, $4.45 . :D

i feel rich all of a sudden! :P

but not really, i still need a job:/ !

hmm, just walked around.

went to marks and spencer!

i found a shirt ( look at the pictures ) that's so damn nice!

though its like a shirt for an adult, but i can wear it as a dress! :)

just a lil' short there.

i folded the shirt a bit and with a belt, it can be a top! :D

though i saw it first but i recommended to mum first.

then after trying, okay.

i want it!

but mummy got that.

so i settled with mum to lend me when i wanna wear ! :D

wakakakakas! :P

alright, gotta go to er-yi house.

toodles! :D

`x estee x`