Good Evening.
I proudly annouce that my private blog has been made!
hahas.
is being said there.
PRIVATE!
NO OBSTRUCTION okies!.
hahas.
yepps;
but only special for 3 people.
Shu Ting.Li Jin.Aust(my confidant has to know wadd's going on)
hais.
but didn't really managed to put the password thingy.
don't really know how to use it larrs.
so dunno how to edit it.
so next time then try again lorrs.
hais.
today's Syaza last day lexz.
Tomorrow although she going to cross country but..
hais.
have a feeling that we won't really chat much.
sobs sobs.
i teared a tear today.
hais.
that stupid yi kai.
dun believe i will cry lorx.
hahas.
okies larx.
didn't tot i'd teared a tear also.
hahas.
then mdm radiah bought the cake today.
a bit not nice..
so me and shu ting.......
okies.
nvm.
shhh.
dun tell ya.
those ppl noe must shhh also kkies?
okies.
got to go liaos.
anyways.
finding for aust.
anyone saw him?
ask him to call me..

heyhey(:
woke up at 5.45am today.
hais.
finish up homework.
slept at 1.15 yesterday?
so is like 4 ½ hrs only.
oh yepps;
there's a new girl in our class.
came from mongolian.
hahas.
yesterday was like telling shu ting or li jin whether a new student will come in our class.
hahas.

sobs;
Syaza is leaving today.
when Mr Lo. said that to the whole class.
Is like I could see her crying liaos.
I will really really miss her.)':

#went to sihui house.
chat and chat and chat with si hui and shu ting.
wooshie..
okies.
got to go lexz..
byEs.(:

anyways.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WAN JIE!!C:

heyhey(:
The first day of the semester started just too PERFECT!
hahas.
know why i said that?
cause I followed the CORRECT time-table.
MuahAhaA.
okies.
don't be so evil.
oh yeah.
hahas.
remember i said i took lots of new photos of myself?
hahas.
should be able to have sister send it over today.
yepps;
some of them are just TOO NICE lerrs.
hahas.
there's one blur blur dexz.
but is nice lorx.
shall try to post it in by tomorrow bahx.
oh yEah.
Just wanna say I was "dEad" at 18.18pm.
hahas.
writing this blog in the other world.
yepps;
have to pay one you noe.
1hr for 10,000.
mE & another gal has been pronouced dEad.
yéps.
She went to heaven.
I went to the moon.
yépS.
hahas.
before that the gal was stressing mE.
and yéps.
that's how i died.
get it lil' boy?

HEY!
diaoz.
okies.
lame starting.
anyways.
writing the english compo now.
haiS.
I suck at compos nowadays.
can't think of wadd to write.
eh.
maybe cos i really return all the phrases to my chers liaos.
or should i say Mr ong?
hahas.
feel a bit akward to mention his name.
hahas.
dunnoe whyz also.
maybe cos leave gongshang lexz.
den now mention his name.
very akward.
okies.
so i'm writing compo now.
really got no good words and phrases to use.
sobs.
Just saw the time-table.
and noe wadd?
it definitely sucks.
my god!
C & T mon and tues.
Geo Thurs & Fri.
P.E Fri.
waaaaa..
is...
EUUUKEE!!
well.
at least tomorrow dun need to pass up homework for eng.
heh-heh.
ppl.
this is the link to see ur time-table.
http://www.dunmansec.moe.edu.sg/index.php
ChiaOs.=)

hiie once again.=)
hahas.
went to orchard today with family.
heh-heh.
first up.
around 1,2 plus?
went to Takashimaya basement ate lunch.
I ate Tori-Q.
hehex.
Long time never eat lexz.
anyways.
last night conference with Austin.Judaxil.Riffin.
hahahas.
hais.
today went to orchard road.
also nothing much.
okies larx.
got to go lexz.
ChiaOs.=)

sobs sobs):
didn't get to blog yesterday.
hais.
so idiotic.
had ta miss one day.
but nvm.

let's talk abt yesterday first.
yepS.
First up in the morning.
I met Joanna at the interchange before going to the library.
yeps.
after that.
we called Judaxil.
and her sis said she was still sleeping.
okies.
den after that we went in to the library first.
a while later Judaxil and Si Hui came together.
hais.
after that we do our project lorx.
then around 12 plus.
we go and eat long john silver.
hais.
tomorrow den update bahx.
gtg now.
byOtch.=)

haiS.
i am so eager to find the Variations On Pachelbels Canon in D music to put on my blog.
anyone knows where to get music codes besides iwebmusic/iwebtunes/acousticspot media?
is like i am tryin hard to find this song music code.
sobs.
is my favourite classical song.
brother's old nokia phone if not wrong is 3310?
yeah.
got this song.
den if i use tt hp.
confirm put Variations On Pachelbels Canon in D as my ringtone dexz.
but the phone got prob.
haiS.
i must get a mp3 phone.
this november.
cuz i really wanna bluetooth this song to my phone.
with the help is sister.
ritez sis?
hahas.
woke up at 10.15 today.
asked dad whether wanna play table-tennis.
he in the end also say dun want.
hais.
sobs sobs.
findin someone to play with mE.
think only Austin can play.
hais.
really really wish to learn how to play piano.
i only know keyboard.
that means one-handed.
i wanna learn piano.
okies larx.
this is my dream.

#1 Singer(i don't have the looks.so cannot be one.that's wadd someone said.)
#2 Fashion Designer (i suck at drawing.only good at graphics design.sobs)
#3 Pianist (is really cool to have ppl watching you at your concern.gives one satisfaction.)
#4 Teacher (from young.always like to be a teacher.Without teachers.No US.)
#5 Actress (no looks.so is a bit impossible. but really love dramas series.)

hais.
that's my top 5 dream.
hehex.
that's one step further that you know mE.
i think nobody noes my dream.
yeaps.
including sister and brother.
both of them only know i wanna be fashion designer i think.
ritez?
enough about my dreams lexz.
feel that is always unreachable.
is like so far away from mE.
like i aren't able to achieve my dreams.
that's why i wanna work hard.
cuz i feel i have the power to acheive my dreams.

Maybe I've found out what is the purpose of me to live.
TO ACHIEVE MY DREAMS!
hahas.
not really sure about that.
but i feel this is just the beginning.
well.
dad wanna use the com now.
so i guess i should go and study also.
hmms.
might be back later to report on today's happenings.
depends whether i got time also.
kkies.
ChiaOs.(:

Today.
yesterday decided that not meeting si hui to study lexz.
eh.
cuz she practice at tampines stadium.
den i have ta go to school.
pass the deodorant to bro.
hehex.
the choir was at the atrium.
god.
they were like so noisy larx.
wadd u expect.
100 over ppl lehx.
den i heard they keep on saying "ke hua!fiona!"
hahas.
sabo ppl one.
too bad didn't heard.
okiez.
nvm.
better not say.
later that 2 come and kill mE.
anyways.
yeaps.
was supposed to meet bro at 10am at the atrium.
but woke up at 11.30.
didn't set alarm.
and yesterday slept at 2am.
so not suprised at the time i woke up.
after that i immediately got up and prepare.
yeaps.
left the house at 12pm.
reach sch around 12.08?
side gate open.
and it was raining at that time.
but didn't take umbrella.
didn't wanna go to atrium frm the canteen to atrium route.
went frm the canteen to the shelter(near the staircase there).
then go to the atrium.
scared meeting someone i dun wanna meet.
hahaS.
after passing the deodorant to brother.
thought could find some place to study.
in the end.
i went to 1h classroom outside the benches to start my work.
but in the end.
choir was like SUPER noisy.
only get to do 2 questions.
so i immediately leave after that.
thought of no place to go.
so in the end went home reluctantly.
but before that.
i went to buy bubble tea.
hahas.
not green apple.
not grape.
but pearl milk tea.
suddenly wanna drink mahx.
then after that went home le lorx.
okies.
shall write another one later if possible.
gotta eat my hokkien mee already.
byotCh.=)

Today.
yesterday decided that not meeting si hui to study lexz.
eh.
cuz she practice at tampines stadium.
den i have ta go to school.
pass the deodorant to bro.
hehex.
the choir was at the atrium.
god.
they were like so noisy larx.
wadd u expect.
100 over ppl lehx.
den i heard they keep on saying "ke hua!fiona!"
hahas.
sabo ppl one.
too bad didn't heard.
okiez.
nvm.
better not say.
later that 2 come and kill mE.
anyways.
yeaps.
was supposed to meet bro at 10am at the atrium.
but woke up at 11.30.
didn't set alarm.
and yesterday slept at 2am.
so not suprised at the time i woke up.
after that i immediately got up and prepare.
yeaps.
left the house at 12pm.
reach sch around 12.08?
side gate open.
and it was raining at that time.
but didn't take umbrella.
didn't wanna go to atrium frm the canteen to atrium route.
went frm the canteen to the shelter(near the staircase there).
then go to the atrium.
scared meeting someone i dun wanna meet.
hahaS.
after passing the deodorant to brother.
thought could find some place to study.
in the end.
i went to 1h classroom outside the benches to start my work.
but in the end.
choir was like SUPER noisy.
only get to do 2 questions.
so i immediately leave after that.
thought of no place to go.
so in the end went home reluctantly.
but before that.
i went to buy bubble tea.
hahas.
not green apple.
not grape.
but pearl milk tea.
suddenly wanna drink mahx.
then after that went home le lorx.
okies.
shall write another one later if possible.
gotta eat my hokkien mee already.
byotCh.=)

hEya peepS.
it's the first day of choir camp and i am already missing some of the peeps.
sobs.
JOANNA!!JUDAXIL!!LYNN!!MY CONFIDANT!!
lolz.
of cuz i still most miss my brother.
hehex.
nvm.
tomorrow gonna go to school.
maybe can see them.
hahas.=)
am i a bit over-reacting?
hahas.
guess so.
today is the 19th.
means shu ting will be back!
yeah!
hehex.
miss you so much.) :


Today Happenings was nothing special.
stayed at home.
yeah.
woke up at 12.25.
den before that Jia Yi msged me and ask me whether i goin online.
cuz she wanna send me the lit project that she had done for the events part.
hmms.
meeting si hui tomorrow.
should be around 1000 or 1030 bahx.
see first lorx.
eh.
chatted with lily on the phone just now.
hahas.
chatted abt rubbish.monkey..blah blah...
ok larx.
i go see frenster lerrs.
buaiS.=)

Sobs Sobs.
Feeling damn sad now.
mummy dun let me go tsern ting's house to stay.
i just wanna relax only.
stay at home.
how to relax.
HOW?
with daddy at home.
he will always ask me to help here and there.
i have to be a maid like that.
brother goin choir camp.
he will be havin all the fun.
and is like i did not have ANY fun at all during the holidays larx.
sobs.
i feel so disappointed.
wad's wrong with staying there.
i stay there still will have good food lorx.
den i dun need to be ordered around like i always will be.
is very unfair to me lorx.
i really wanna relax.
I REALLY WANT!=(

Greetings.
hahas.
wassup?.
hmms.
wasn't really a pleasant day today again.
in FACT it was a disaster.
why eh?
hais.
cuz disaster lorx.
hehex.
dun wanna talk abt it.
yeps.
tomorrow maybe goin to tsern ting's house to stay.
haiS.
tomorrow father's day huh?
i didn't even realise until Joanna mentioned it this afternoon.
lolS.
hais.


yepS.
as usual woke up at 12.00 by the awakening call of Lily.
gal gal.
i was like sleeping so sweetly.
den dunno whyz.
heard my ringtone of the house phone.
yeahS.
me.bro.sis.
got 3 diff ringtones.
if our frens call and we have their contact particulars.
the ringtone would be played.
and my one is like...
da-da.da-da.da-da-da-da.da-da-da.
erm.
shld be sound like a theif stealing something.
eh.of cuz is stealing sth horx?he's a thief mahx.
hahahaS.
yepS.
suddenly that woke me up?
yeah.
dunno whyz.
yeps.


after that all the unhappy incidents happen lerrs.
hais.
dun wanna talk abt it.
so yeah.
dun wanna dampen everyone's feelings.
reading a blog shld be happy?i guess.


after this brother gonna play dota.
hahas.
wondering who will be playing.
sians.
long long long time never play liaos.
shu ting not in singapore.or else is not free.
so nobody to play with.
yeah.
gonna have a nice show to watch lerrs.
dunno whyz.
but seeing them play really very fun.
hahas.
Judaxil & Joanna they all gonna go choir camp lerrs.
Brother also.
*sobs*.
will miss you all.
have losta fun kkies?
yeah.
i noe u all will have lotsa fun dexz.
kkies.
got to go liaos.
byOtch.=)

hiiEs.
hahaS.
yepS.
i know that 've been updating everyday.
hahas.
gonna keep it tt way.
if i can.
haiS.
Secrets are meant to be silent.
isn't it?
hmmS.


15th may till 2nd june could be said the best moment of my life this year.
don't know whyz.
maybe only 1 person will noe whyz.
but tt person won't be reading this blog.
so yeahS.
hmms.


Silent Night.Holy Night.......
LOLS.
hais.
okieS.
manesha.
think can promise u tt.=)

SHUT UP!
I SAID SHUT UP!
I CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE OK!


STOP complaining.
JUST STOP!
One day I am just gonna break down.
What's wrong with brother joining CHOIR?
You think wadd?.
Join Choir no good?
F**K man!
Then join table-tennis very good mehx.
MY FOOT!
Brother has his own interest.
He HAS THE RIGHT to choose wadd he wants.

JUST STOP TALKING CRAP!
STOP IT!

wad's wrong with watching televison?
JUST WADD'S WRONG!
YOU TELL ME!

I can really break down one day.
JUST WAIT AND SEE!

hi guys.
gonna feel silent nowadays.
just dun feel like talkin too much.
i also dunno.
feel that talking is useless.
just now went to school.
study with li jin.
hmmS.
did history and maths.
but haven really finish.
just too tired lexz.
haiS.
blurted out wadeva i wanna say to her lexz.
yepS.
she said she wasn't really a good person to talk to.
yeah.
so just listen lorx.
yeps.
hais.
why do we live?
hmmS.
good question from li jin sis to li jin.
hahaS.
i also wanna find out why do we live.
hmms.
if anyone knows the answer plz tell mE.




FEEL TIRED. hais'
JUST TIRED. hais'
TOO TIRED. hais'

Heex.
Gonna bE a good gal liaoS.
have been doin my homework?.
just one prob that i can't really concentrate.
tend to kena distracted.
haiS.
dun have the "mood" to do.
especially when i am at home.
really can't stay at home to do homework dexz.
i MUST have the "mood" or else can't concentrate.
hmmS.
i VERY easy distracted dexz.
so can't help it.
haiyo.
feeling damn sianS now.
trying to finish english comprehension by today.
and also try ta revise science lorx.
yeps.
must jiayous worz everyone.
hmms.
gotta go now.
Lurve Ya pplZ.=)
*muacks* joyouS'

Eh.

Is there sth wrong with Cbox?

cause apparently i can't seem to tag.

hmmS.

just wanna tell these ppl:

Shu Ting: Thanks Shu Ting.And pls dun feel sad.Maybe we are really kinda similar.Cuz i also feel like giving up.hmms.just dun feel sad and cry alone.if u wanna cry.find someone to lend their shoulder kkies?

Austin: She never come and ka jiao me abt who u like lexz.so dun worry=).

Li Jin: erm.tomorrow?meet in school?go school study lorx.=)near ur house and mine mahx.tried to call ya hse phone.but no one pick up.yeps.so meet in school at 10?

Joanna:erm.the project how?u next week not free riteS?got choir camp horx?yar lorx.so how?

Sobs.
yesterday looked at bro's choir camp list.
They will be having so much FUN larx.
sobs sobs.
I AM SO JEALOUS!!
Modern Dance got no camp one i think.
cuz too little peeps.
SOBS!
so unfair dexz.
from the looks of it.
it really looks FUN!!
I WANNA GO TOO!
hais.
but i ain't a choir member so is definitely a NO.
Joanna say some ppl say is boring.
I was like WHERE GOT!
Gee.
I am so lonely.



-JealouseD-

[hiz].
hmms.
today's mummy b'day.
same as joanna's dad.
haiS.
was DAMN pissed off yesterday.
dad's fren that stupid idiotic Uncle Masdi.
without any notice.
come to singapore.
and in the end.
dad ask them to stay at our house.
DAMN IT.
they whole family 4 ppl lehx.
some more today was mummy's b'day.
come to dao dan only.
make mummy so tired today even though is her b'day.
felt very miserable yesterday too.
hais.
dun wanna say lexz lahx.
is just damn miserable.
damn damn miserable...

HaiS.
feeling very sad now.
Cause got no confidant to confide in my many many problems.
Austin is having tution now.
So no confidant.
hmmS.
also cannot sms lexz.
sms overshot.
later mummy confiscate hp.
alonE again.
brother go meeting.
sista go celebrate frens b'day.
dad & mum go JB.
and mE?.
aLL alone and lonely at homE.
sobs.
feel like goin to my favourite place now.
tt is.
shhh.
dun tell ya.
hmms.
ok larx.
is at my house there the carpark rooftop.
okiez.
i definitely not wanna commit suicide.
so relax.
there's the only place where you can find mE if i am saD.
yeah.
that place brings me lotsa memories.
LotS.
6.2 gals used to go there and play.
you all must be thinkin there got wadd to play rite?
is just a carpark anyways.
hmm.
then you are wrong.
although down there is nothing special.
but i smiled.cried.crazy.angry.
there before.
and of cause most of the time is cry larx.
all my tears and joy are all marked just right there.
Therefore.
down there is like my second homE.
So when you wanna find mE.
go ddere first.
hais.
this post too long liaoS.
guess i shall end it herE.
byEs :(

heyS people.
did a lot of things today.
designed my photos was one of my faveZ.
hahas.
will try to upload the photos to let ya all see.
hope ya like it.=)
ChiAoS.

hiEs ppl.
new blogskin.
hahas.
lurve it like the previous one.
remembered i told li jin that i wun change that blogskin until?
eh.
haiS.
forget it.
but li jin.
i still haven really feel that i change.
get it gal?
hmmS.
nowadays got nothing much happening.
yeah.
only tt i had a hard time finding my lunch.
but in the end.
i ate MAGGI noodle.
hais.
aunt dorothy say cannot always eat instant noodle.
bad for health.
but i like eat for almost everyday?
no larx.
when dad wans't in Singapore.
yeah.
now he's back.
we can't eat packed food and instant noodle lexz.
have ta eat his home-cooked food.
almost getting bored of it.
i mean home-cooked food.
cuz is always RICE,RICE,RICE!!.
hais.
but no choice.
yEAH!
now alone at home.
hahas.
is like SOOOO peaceful.
hahas.
i like a place where is my own.
everything i imagine would appear.
like my dReam house.
but it will never happen i guess.
yeah.
got to edit some of my profile now.
BYotCh.

heyS.
Right now in school.
hmms.
doing the lit project.
i am puzzled.
wat are we supposed to do?
hais.
feeling dAmN pissEd oFF.
becouz of a gal.
hais.
and tt gal.
i didn't expect hER to be so evil.
haiS.
maybE i madE a wrong step.
Shouldn't have joined in to this "clique".
some people just find that becouz of mE.
they lose their friends.
haiS.
hmm.
got to go now.
see ya.=(

HaiYa pEepS.
BlackBaby is recovered and all strong again.
Thanks to those people who have been concern abt mE.
hahaS.
well.
woke up at 12.15 todayS.
watched Naruto after that.
then used the com.=)
goin to watch Naruto now.
hahaS.
too ADDICTED lexz.
cHiAoS.=)

hii x(.
BlackBaby is feeling sick today.
Her eyes is swollen so can't update much abt today.
apparently.
she just slept the whole day.
yepS.
trying to recover as fast as possible so that tomorrow can go escape theme park.
buaiS.

-SicK- BlackBabyMe.

howdy ppl!.
just woke up an hour ago.
and that is 1.45pm.
sorriez.
was very tired.
told ya i am a piggie lerrS.
haiS.
anywayS.
wake up also nothing to do.
hmmS.
got only an hour to use.
dad wanna use com at 4pm.
sianS.
dunno if i will be using at night.
if yes.
i will definitely blog wad's today happenings dexz.
kaeS.
i shall end it here bahx.
SayonaRa.=)

hEYs.
the third post of é day.
hahaS.
sianS.
nothing to do.
gonna plan for the holidays lexz.
need ta study.
hmmS.
cannot slack.
someone told me before.
one day study at least an hour.
then can improve.
haiS.
dunno wad ta do now.
feelin *sick*.
not sick.
haiS.
dunno how to describe my *sick*.
is just *sick*.
troubled.distracted.tired easily.devastated.
haiS.
thanks Li Jin for offerin to be my new confidante.
had 2 confidante lexz.
plus ya means 3.
well.
Austin was my first confidante.
then followed by *someone*.
then ya.
hahaS.
thanks a million gal.
like wad manesha always say.
"you make my day a beautiful one."
hahaS.
but i am sort of *sianS*.
dunno how to say. x(
just sians.
maybe austin and shu ting noes why bahx.
hais.
better end it here.
dun wanna make ya peeps out there sians too.
Sweet DreamS.

hihiS.
heex.
did nothing much for the whole morning.
woke up at 10.42am.
ARHHH!.
missed my power ranger.
haiS.
12mins?.
hahaS.
idiotic brother nvr wake mE up.
hmmS.
then after than watched "Young Huang Fei Hong".
quite nice larx.
ehS.
so sianS.
I soooo need a confidante.
SobZ.

haiS.
can't get to sleep worS.
is 12.21am now.
hmmS.
how i wish i am so carefree.
troubled with too many things lexZ.
sianz.
nobody to confide lexz.
austin is like soo busy for dionis.
hahas.
joking.
but there is like so many ppl online now larx.
heex.
like for e.g.
Pauline.
judaxil.
huii qii.
Petrina.
hmms.
wad should i Do?.

hiieS.
hmm.
was wondering wad ta do today.
woke up at 12 today.
hahaS.
Pig mahx.
well.
kind of pissed?
cuz got nothing to do.
then was wondering if i should go ting ting house and stay.
anywayS.
she's my BEST cuzziiE.
happy now TiingZ?
yePs.
hEr mummy went overseas with our grandmother.
so she very sianZ.
yar.
but she everyday also play maple.
so.
even i go.
i will also be sianS.
still have ta go to schooL.
so can stay for a few days.
so rather dun stay.
haiS.
think i'm gonna play dota nowS.
byotCh.
P.S:will try to scan in the photo we took 0n the celebration of my b'day cuzziiEs.=)

FUCK larx.
say mE stupid.
say brother alwayz play computer then dun need ta eat his lunch.
YOU also wad.
how UNREASONABLE can YOU be.
say waD.
YOU are fated to only have 2 children.
means waD?
i am EXTRA larx.
ever since YOU said that sentence.
it has been causing misery in my heart okieZ!.
DON'T PUSH YOUR LUCK TOO FAR.
MY PATIENCE HAS ITS LIMITS OKIEZ!
how unfeeling can YOU get?
if YOU ever find out that someone from this family is MISSING.
that person is gonna be mE okiEz.
since YOU are fated to have only 2 children.
I shall fufill youR FATE.

Good Morning Ppl.
hahaZ.
seeing a pig so early in the morning?.
no choice.
later got modern dance practice.
practically i'm busy this whole week.
except for monday.
but i went out with si hui.
then tues got sci and maths remedial.
yesterday got sci remedial.
today got modern dance.
later goin to KK hospital.
got doc appt.
yep.
so no chance to blog.
so have ta wake up early.
anywayS.
i slept from 12.45-4.45 yesterday.
so still can ta-han larx.
Lol.
haiz.
people haven't been updating their blog lately.='(
so i am sort of lonely.
and the TAG BOARDS are so dEad larZ!.
someone gotta save the taggieS.
where has everyone GONE??
SobZ.