Zi Yao, or rather me, made two new friends today! :)
I brought YaoYao down just now at CGH cause he wanna see fish.

Saw this Jun Young and Jia Yi climbing up the escalator, so dangerously!

I approached them and tell them to come down and be careful.

Then ask YaoYao to offer them Pocky. :D

In the end we all ended up 'playing' together.

Or rather, I was kind of the nanny!

I feel so olddddd!

And seriously, the both of them are soooo clever! :D
I gave my number to him in case anything happens. ^.^

I seriously think I get along with lil' kids so well!
And just that day Regina was complaining about lil'kids!
Omg, they are like soooo cute!
Why should you hate them? :D

OH, AND I WANNA PROTEST!

I am so accident-prone these days!
Last thursday, kinda cut my finger with the DHL umbrella!
I know, kathy and YY must be laughing at that incident if they read this.

Oh my god, its so dumb.

Then just, I injured my toe!

I was pretty okay, until Dad & Mum began to like say things like 'Toe nail come off', 'That must be painful', 'Whoa! Blood leh!' !
I was like AHHHHH!
I think I'm crazy.

If they never mention any of those, my reaction would be kind of just 'Orh, o.o I'm bleeding.'

But they had to mention those, and I was screaming, and its really literally screaming! :O

EEEEK! x.x

hahaaaaa, okay!
so there's choir study group tomorrow!

and there's no news about podcast meeting, so I shall just attend the study group that Miss Yeo kindly organise! :)

Tada! I'm still mugging, for final years.
And this time, I'm not gonna allow myself to regret anymore!

Darling cause you'll always be my baby.

`x estee x`

Sister's 21st Birthday Celebration ;

My lil' princess! :)

Thee second princess! :D
The ultimate best cousin! :D
Tracy:)
the three lil'princess! :P
My prince charming #1 :)

My prince charming #2 :)
Ain't he cute? :D
Masquerade Madness xp
my sparking nose! =x

Its not really that over.

Better quality pictures will be coming soon, I promise! :)

`x estee x`

What if I just collapse one day too and never wake up?
What if I leave this world, what will happen to my family?
What if I am no longer around, how will my friends/relatives react?
What if I am hospitalised, who will be the ones that will bother to visit me?
What if I found out that I have contracted a terminal illness, who will be the ones that will stay by my side?

Suddenly, life seems so unpredictable.
Everyone have dreams, have aspirations.
And their plan for now is to finish O'levels, proceed on to JC or Poly then maybe consider furthering their studies at a University then start on their career and find their loved ones and get married to someone whom they truly love and start a family.
But what if in the midst of this plan, something untoward happens and you may have to leave this world at the age of fifteen?
I mean you'll never know what's going to happen the next day, so why not live your life to the fullest each day?
Stop all the hatred and grudges.
I know this is life.
But what if god just wants to take you away, just like that?

Now AudreyAndre cousin-in-law is in ICU.
He has been in a coma for 4 days ever since the fall at his working place.
And just last Saturday he attended Sister's 21st birthday happily with Susie, Zi Xun and Zi Yao.
But now, he's just lying on the bed, stationary and motionless, for four days.
I believe in miracles, so please wake up soon AudreyAndre kor kor. :/
And the sun in the midst of a sunny sunshine made me believe that miracles do happen even more.
Its a rare scene that the sun will still be glistening so high up when there's a heavy downpour.
And its said to be that there will be a rainbow after a sunshine rain, so stay strong AudreyAndre kor kor! :c

`x estee x`

Its finally the break for the autumn holidays! :)
But tooooo bad, there ain't four seasons in Singapore but summer all year round! :/
Sooo, today's x-country was alright I guess.
I woke up at 0550hrs and prepared!
In the end, my two dearest Kathy and YY not ready yet.
So I slept from 0620-0630plus.

This year duty was the same as the previous year!
Just that I wasn't quite alone now, but rather the two to join me. :)
There were so many hilarious moments. :D

*Skip Skip Skip*
Best moments of the yeeeeeear ; meet-up with 6.2'05! <3 :)
First up, met SteadyBaby at Downtown East! :)
21-ed back home with her and dearest YY!
Poor YY was so tired :/ !
Glad you had your ample amount of rest! ^^

Headed to my house to change my slippers and then to SteadyBaby's.
Breakfast was Vegetarian Bee Hoon! :)
Right so after that headed to GSP.
Only Jia Xin, Suai'bah, Wan Jing, Jon.Liu, Joseph, Sean, Aaron, Jun Hao and Jun Ting turned up this year!
Only managed to see Miss Teo aka Mdm Ong for now!
Saw her yesterday too! :D
Wanted to see Ms.Sim and Mdm Fadzilah, but somehow or rather we didn't get the chance to! ):

Joseph that idiot was the first to leave, but yeah we understand so don't worry so much! :D
Jun Ting left after eating!
The remaining us cam-whored outside KFC after lunch! :P
Many many pictures asap! :)
Awwww, and I wanna protest!
AH LIU HAVE HIS I-PHONE! =/
and the camera's quality was so nice on his I-phone can!
Hahaaaaa, the guys actually camwhored okay! :)

o.o realised I haven't eat my dinner, and its 0050hrs! =x
Right, tada bloggy! :)

`x estee x`

Oh ya, two announcements if you happen to be involved in either organisations!

3D2 ;
Please note that X-Country Tomorrow @ Pasir Ris Park Carpark A, Report at 0745hrs! Please be in a school-based shirt and any shorts.

6.2'05 ;
Please note that we're meeting at 1230pm tomorrow outside Gongshang. Anything feel free to sms me.

`x estee x

Dinner-ed with Regina after receiving her call around 1930hrs.
Met up and ate at the Gongshang coffee shop.
After eating, noticed a huge crowd in school.
Decided to head in and look around.
Turns out that there's some celebration thingy for GSP's 88th Anniversary.
Tomoorow's the BIG DAY. :)

Saw many teachers!
Mdm Jane Too, Mrs Roslynn Ong, Mdm Shirley Lee, Mdm Anne Heng, Mr Chua...
But didn't manage to see Mr Poon! ):
Though he didn't teach me, but we were still like on pretty good terms, maybe cause of Sister. :)
Think if I'm not wrong, two years ago I saw him at Dunman, attending an East Zone Cluster Meeting.
He still remembers me! :D
Saw Hairi, Hardi, Rico & Gang too! :D
The Rugby boys of GSP'05~! :)

Roaming around the school brought back lots of memories.
Was reminiscing the past with Regina.
It brought us a whole lot of laughter! :D
The throwing of paper at each other, Wee Yong stalking her downstairs her house, MoonCake Festival... ah, sweet innocent memories can. ):

Saw Hui Qi and Janine too!
Miss ya both many mans! :)
Hanged out with them after that.
Oh ya, the laksa stall uncle remembered us! :O
So he treated us Laksa.
But only Hui Qi ate in the end cause she was the only hungry one!
Regina that woman was hungry too, but she went for the cakes at the buffet there!
Wanted to savour some ice-cream but it was sold out just right before the queue of us! ):
So suay can :/ !

But yeah, totally enjoyed myself~! :D
Let's head back to the candyshop days, when everyday was filled with laughter and silly jokes for us to look back and laugh at! :)

`x estee x`

YOU'RE JUST SERIOUSLY THE DUMBEST DUMBDUMB EVER.
I SERIOUSLY HATE YOU TO THE CORE, FOR NOW.
I HAVE NOTHING ELSE MORE TO SAY.
DON'T EVEN BOTHER APOLOGISE,
CAUSE ITS SERIOUSLY TOO LATE.
I HATE YOU.

`x estee x`

Thank you so much Amy,Zerlina & Teresa! :)
You all are loveeee! <3

The endless road without a stop sign.

`x estee x`

my motivation died off, and i feel really tired all of sudden.
good luck man estee kho.

`x estee x`

I SWEAR BLOGGING IS ADDICTIVE CAN!
Okay, or rather Estee Kho is not determined enough! ):
So many things happened during the short weekend!
I seriously slept from 7 plus to 12midnight exactly!
Then proceeded on with my animation! :D
I stopped at 6am on saturday morning~!
Then slept till 0945hrs!
Finished Chemistry and E Math! :D

Got ready and prepare to go Orchard!
Sister had four gala premeire tickets to 'Wall-E' and she could not find anyone!
So in the end I tagged along with her and mummy!
It's been really really long ever since I went out shopping,
and worst still, Orchard!
I think I seriously need a life man! ):
But Saturday was super fulfilling! :D
I bought my dress for Sister's 21st birthday le!
heee! :D
And the mask! :P
so cute siah :)

Theme: Masquerade

This Saturday, busy day! x.x
0900hrs-1300hrs : Animation Symposium (okay, its life-science. but animation for me!)
1800hrs-2300hrs : Sister's 21st Birthday Celebration!

Right, so from around 1400hrs-1600hrs, I should be able to study!
Heeeeeee! :)
So right, till the next time I wanna blog!
Hopefully after Common Test!
I gotta be more DETERMINED! x.x

`x estee x`

I am feeling so motivated and charged up to study now!
Just two days ago, someone motivated me! =x
Then yesterday, Ming Whee motivated me! ^.^
& Today, I felt so motivated by Mr.Toh's words! :D
Tee hee hee! :P

The best part, I studied Chemistry two days ago after the motivation! :x
And, I studied for around two hours straight yesterday!
Physics and read up a lil' bit of SS! :)
Considering the fact that I reached home around 6 and I packed my table and books properly,
two hours was really a great deal okay!

Right, so I'm gonna be on a two-week break from blogging!
Which, is kind of a bad thing cause I wouldn't be able to remember in the future what I have been doing for the next two weeks!
But, I definitely have to complete these by this weekend :

• Mini-Project Preparations
• 23rd July's 'Animation' Symposium
• A Math Worksheet 6-3
• E Math Worksheet 11.2
• Memorize the chinese words

I think that's all right? >.<

Sister's 21st birthday celebration is next Saturday and I haven't prepared anything on that day yet!
If its even possible, maybe I'll try to get the dress tomorrow, and defintely a new school shoe, & my stationeries from POPULAR! >.<

`x estee x`

I'm such a brave girl, oh my tian! >.<

`x estee x`

till there's someone to cry about,
someone to fight it out,
someone to say, you're the reason they breathe.
till there's someone to craze about,
one you can't live without,
someone to say.

`x estee x`

Pasir Ris Park & KFC Meet-up with the seniors <3!

`x estee x`

I think I'm in the mood to blog proper! :D
Right, so watched '钱不够用2' with Kathy & Delia that day!
Me and Kathy were crying like nobody's business! ):
And its like we laughed and cry, laughed and cry!
Jack Neo's films never fail to make my cry man!
& Right, National Day Celebration was kinda wacky! :)

Oh, and I'm falling for Marie Digby's - Spell,
And Jesse Mccartney(OHMYGOD!)'s - Told You So! :D
And I feel really random now!
Not that I should be feeling this way, but yeah I don't know why too!
& It's USA vs CHINA (Basketball) in another one hundred and eighty seconds!

And I feel really useless when my friends are down and sad,
and I can't even do anything to help them!
'Tell my what's wrong with society!' ):
Or is it just me being just a total useless friend?

Boy, you've captured the deepest thoughts in the purest and simplest ways.

`x estee x`

Marie Digby - Spell
Spotlight shining brightly, on my face
I can't see a thing and yet I feel you walking my way
Empty stage, with nothing but this girl
Singing this simple melody and
Wearing her heart on her sleave

And right now
I have you, for a moment I can tell I've got you
Cuz your lips don't move
Something is happening
Cuz your eyes tell me the truth
I've put a spell over you

Beauty emanates from every word that you say
You've captured the deepest thoughts
In the purest, and simplest of ways
But you see, I'm not that graceful, Like you
Nor am I as eloquent
But just a simple melody
Can change the way that you see me

And right now, I have you
For a moment I can tell I've got you
Cuz your lips don't move
And something is happening
Cuz your eyes tell me the truth
I've put a spell over you

And all my life I've stumbled
But up here I am just perfect
Perfect as I'll, ever be

I have you, for a moment
I can tell I've got you
Cuz your lips don't move
And something is happening
Cuz your eyes tell me the truth
I've put a spell over you

`x estee x`

Jesse Mccartney - Told You So
Looking at you now I can tell that
You and your new relationship ain't going well
There's no reason your name should come up on my cell
Unless you're unhappy but that shouldn't be the case

'Cause you said he was the one
Baby yes you said you were in love
When you left me you said that you wouldn't be coming back
Remember that but I never agreed

I hate to say it but I told you so
Told you if you left that you were gon' be miserable
Guess he don't do it like me
Or else you wouldn't be running back to the past
It was you that left me
I hate to say it but you know I'm right
Every time you're up you're calling for me late at night
But now you ain't got me tell me where you gon' be
'Cause I can't take you back no my heart won't let me

Girl you know he can't touch like I do
I don't see you trippin' or flippin' over his moves
It don't take a genius to see he ain't that dude
But you let him back
You don't know what was on when you said

You said he was the one
Baby yes you said you were in love
When you left me you said that you wouldn't be coming back
Remember that but I never agreed

I hate to say it but I told you so
Told you if you left that you were gon' be miserable
Guess he don't do it like me
Or else you wouldn't be running back to the past
It was you that left me
I hate to say it but you know I'm right
Every time you're up you're calling for me late at night
But now you ain't got me tell me where you gon' be
'Cause I can't take you back no my heart won't let me

You fell on hard times it seems but you ain't getting no sympathy
No baby not from me 'cause I told you should never leave
See you chose this road so you got to go it alone
Remember I told you so

I hate to say it but I told you so
Told you if you left that you were gon' be miserable
Guess he don't do it like me
Or else you wouldn't be running back to the past
It was you that left me
I hate to say it but you know I'm right
Every time you're up you're calling for me late at night
But now you ain't got me tell me where you gon' be
'Cause I can't take you back no my heart won't let me

`x estee x`

`x estee x`

Taylor Swift - Should've Said No
It's strange to think the songs we used to sing
The smiles, the flowers, everything: is gone
Yesterday I found out about you
Even now just looking at you: feels wrong
You say that you'd take it all back, given one chance
It was a moment of weakness and you said yes...

You should've said no, you should've gone home
You should've thought twice before you let it all go
You should've know that word, bout what you did with her
Would get back to me...
And I should've been there, in the back of your mind
I shouldn't be asking myself why
You shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet...
You should've said no, baby and you might still have me

You can see that I've been crying
And baby you know all the right things: to say
But do you honestly expect me to believe
We could ever be the same...
You say that the past is the past, you need one chance
It was a moment of weakness and you said yes...

You should've said no, you should've gone home
You should've thought twice before you let it all go
You should've know that word, bout what you did with her
Would get back to me...
And I should've been there, in the back of your mind
I shouldn't be asking myself why
You shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet...
You should've said no, baby and you might still have me
I can't resist... before you go, tell me this
Was it worth it...
Was she worth this...

No... no no no...

You should've said no, you should've gone home
You should've thought twice before you let it all go
You should've know that word, bout what you did with her
Would get back to me...
And I should've been there, in the back of your mind
I shouldn't be asking myself why
You shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet...
You should've said no, baby and you might still have me

`x estee x`

Happy Birthday my dearest YY! :D
Really hope you enjoy the 'surprise' and 'treasure hunt' we planned! :)
Thanks for being there okay.
AND MOST IMPORTANTLY,
My sweetest revenge was a success! ^^

`x estee x`

Quiz instructions:
1. Put yr ipod/Hp/Media player to shuffle
2.For each qn, press NEXT SONG as yr answer
3. Type the name of the song no matter how silly it is.

Q1. If someone says 'Is this okay?'
Song: Michelle Branch - Goodbye to You
My response: Lol, saying goodbye is evil!

Q2. How would you describe yourself?
Song: Simple Plan - Time to Say Goodbye
My response: Time to say goodbye to my life? o.o

Q3. What do you like in a girl/guy?
Song: Shawn Desman - SuperMan
Response: Not that he's a superman, oh never mind! =x

Q4. How do you feel today?
Song: Simple Plan - Generation
Response: Haha! No Link.

Q5. What's yr life's purpose:
Song: Simple Plan - The End
Response: It was 'The End' for me in the past, but not now especially there're so many people that cares! :D

Q6. Wht is yr motto?
Song: Simple Plan - No Love
Response: Haha, no love? Nah, I need loveee okay! Haha! :P

Q7. What do yr friends think of you?
Song: Secondhand Serenade - Fall for You
Response: They don't fall for me, oh maybe they do! :P

Q8. What do you think of yr parents?
Song: Marion Raven - For You I'll Die
Response: They are my parents, without them = no me, So duh!

Q9. What do you often think about?
Song: Nickelback - Never Again
Response: Go through that pain again?

Q10. What is 2+2?
Song: Destiny's Child - Brown Eyes
Response: o.o why is it so?

Q11. What do you think of yr best friend?
Song: Avril Lavigne - Keep Holding On
Response: Yes, I'll keep holding on to the friendship! :)

Q12. What do you think of the person you like?
Song: Lifehouse - Blind
Response: After all this time, I never thought you'll be here, never thought you'll be here, where my love for you is blind~ haha!

Q13. What is yr life?
Song: Nickelback - Far Away
Response: Hmm, pretty far away eh?

Q14. What do you wanna be when you grow up?
Song: Marion Raven - Little by Little
Response: HEH?

Q15. What would u reply when someone ask you a silly qn?
Song: Snow Patrol - Chasing Cars
Response: Ask them to chase cars, lmao!

Q16. What will you dance to at yr wedding?
Song: Aerosmith - I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing
Response: Yeah I'd consider, All time Favourite you know! :)

Q17. What song will be played at yr funeral?
Song: Simple Plan - Your Love is A Lie
Response: Haha! I think the person whose love is a lie for me will suffer man!

Q18. Hobby?
Song: Simple Plan - Take My Hand
Response: Hobby? And no one took it, lol!

Q19. Biggest fear?
Song: Simple Plan - Running Out of Time
Response: When I do not have time to study, or ANIMATION! =/

Q20. Biggest secret?
Song: Simple Plan - When I'm Gone
Response: o.O

Q21. What do you think of yr friends?
Song: Simple Plan - Save You
Response: I'll definitely save them if they need help! :)

Q22. If there is only ONE song you can keep in yr phone, what will it be?
Song: Rihannah - Unfaithful
Response: I deleted it but it's in my phone again recently! :D

Q23. Worst thing you've ever said?
Song: Buck Cherry - Sorry
Response: Its not a bad thing saying sorry sometimes...

`x estee x`

Just don't have the mood to blog properly, for now.
I don't know why!

Everytime I thought there was a possibility,
It never happened in the end.
I don't even know the reasons behind all these.
Its been so long since I ever felt this way.
Maybe muse's unintended is making me feel this way!
But like oh my god!
I don't even know why.

My heart is seriously pain ok! ):

`x estee x`

Muse - Unintended
You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one Ill always love
You could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions
You could be the one Ill always love

Ill be there as soon as I can
But Im busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

First there was the one who challenged
All my dreams and all my balance
She could never be as good as you

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You should be the one Ill always love

Ill be there as soon as I can
But Im busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

Ill be there as soon as I can
But Im busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

`x estee x`

I'm unwell again! :/
*coughs,sniffs,achoo!*
The cough is really getting on my nerve! ):
Really wish to get well soon so that I can still sing tomorrow!

I am sad, cause I failed my first test for this term!
And the most disappointing news,
The subject I flunked is supposedly one of my better subject ; Social Studies! :/
NOW YOU CAN SEE HOW DISAPPOINTED I AM?!
Ok, maybe I'm exaggerating a lil', but I'm really sad lah! ):
And its 101% that I'm failing Geog, so I'm failing my Humanities overall for CA2!

Oral today was sucky as well!
Like as if everything today did not went well!
But, I'm too sick to bother anything for now, so yeah! :/

`x estee x`

Don't you just agree its very pretty? :)

Tonight will be the night that I'll fall for you.

`x estee x`

Hello lil'earthlings out there!
Its the first day of the Chinese 7th month today fyi!
The day has gone by pretty smoothly. :)
I think it always happens to me so I'm pretty okay!

Right, not really in the right mind with the right amount of concentration now.
My Lil' brain is apparently drained from the taxing day and needs to hibernate almost immediately if possible!
But my proactive body doesn't wish to go to slumber land so quickly! ):

Managed to survive 15.5hours with only five hours of sleep, or less!
Throat got rather screechy and hoarse when I woke up,
but it eventually got better throughout the day.
Ex-Choir president, Jeremy Koh, came back today and performed a really beautiful song for us! :D
Baritone leh! :D
Alto'one got shift to the back row and Teresa,Joycelyn,Nisya and Me are standing on chairs at the back row! ^^
Intended to stay back for 'More than Words' practice,
but just when they started after 45min after choir,
I gotta 'rush off' already.
So sorry people! :/
My meeting got cancelled in the end,
Didn't get to pray earlier at night also.
And I kind of pang seh Mark! x.x

Temper had a sudden twist.
Felt really irritated by the lil' things and words my family did or spoke!
It was so unnecessary to reply with shouts,
but I guess that's just me! :/
Estee , Please remember to learn how to curb your anger and well-manage your anger management! :/

You don't have to be alone no more my baby.
Just try to forget about the things that made you crazy.
I'll be right there when you fall,
Anytime at all.

`x estee x`