from the bottom of my heart ;

it doesn't feel right anymore.
maybe i'm trying,
trying too hard that you just don't know.
trying too hard that you just won't know.
either way, it won't be realised.

i said to myself,
i'll never let you go.
but who'd ever know,
the feeling went away,
went away just like that.

and so those promises,
broken yet again,
but i'll stay strong,
though the pain hurts again and again,
i know it'll never go away.

i said to myself,
i'll never give it up.
but who'd ever know,
i could wait no longer,
and it once again went away just like that.

`x estee x`