Somewhere in this world.

there's someone waiting for you out there in the dark.
Somewhere in this world.

there's some place that is waiting for your arrival.
As for me.

My world is when i live ALONE.

I'm just SORRY to the guy.

You don't seem to know wad's goin on.

I don't know if i should tell you EXACTLY wad's happening.

-CoNfUsEd aCt-

To The Guy:
Maybe you will not be here to see this message.
I told you before I will tell you something one day.
And that day.
Is today.
well.
you may not know the reason.
why i wanna remain like last time.
when we don't even cross each other paths.
YOU are a wonderful friend.
Just TOO wonderful.
but i knew that this day.
when you know the truth.
the friendship or enemieship.
will not even exist i guess.
I know that avoiding away from the matter is useless.
But as long as you know I didn't mean to deceive you.
I am contented.
The GIRL is still waiting for you.
I know.
although you think you don't love her anymore.
You'd still find your Cinderella one day.
This is just exactly what we were talking about the other day.
YouR CINDERELLA.
get it?
I'm sorry for giving up this friendship.
you once told me when life keeps me down.
make the best out of it.
If i really try to make the best out of it.
There will be no ending.
That's all i can say.
The rest is up to you.
Understand?

yEah.
so wad's up with today peepz.
hmm.
woke up DAMN early today.
have ta attend sci and maths remedial mahx.
yeah.
so.
after that mE and joanna went to bubble tea shop.
actually wanted to try other flavours one.
but scared not nice.
wonder if their mango.lemon.strawberry.grape.green apple.
nice anot?.
hmmZ.
think if i never try it.
i will never noe the answer riteZ?
think i will end it here.
sista not feelin well.
tonight have ta look after heR.=)

so sad.
MAY is ending.
NOOOOO!!!.
cannot end one.
MAY is my month lorx.
no one can end my month.
sobz.
nvm.
just to let you all noe MAY RULEZ.
heex.=)

heyS.
sorrieZ peepS.
long time nvr update on my lifeZ.
heex.
anyways.
jsut hope things go the way i wish.
friends back with their friends.
"lovers" with their "lovers".
lol.
gal and guy.
get wad i mean?.
maybe not the gal.
but the guy u should noe wad i saying horx.
hahaS.
anywayS.
is the first day of our june holidays?
woke up early as 10.00am.
ok.
not that early i suppose?.
si hui woke up at 8 wor.
but to a pig like me who likes to.
of cuz.
SLEEP!.
definitely.
10am is too early for me lorx.
yeah.
so got ready and met si hui at mac kiosk then go KFC.
hmm.
ate spicy burger meal?.
not spicy larx!.
hahaz.
study study study.
then suddenly.
juz dun feel like studying lexz.
at abt 3 plus.
we decided to walk walk lorx.
cannot study then force ourselves to study also cannot mahx.
at least we got study larx.
haiz.
tryin to see if i can study at midnight later.
shld be lorx.
yeah.
so we walk walk.
tryin to find a prezzie for "buddy".
shhh.can't say her name.later kena killed.
kiddin larx.
is private lorx.
yar.
then walk here and there.
also cannot find.
sobz.
only noe that she like music.
but dunno wad CD she want.
Craig David?.
yEAh.
he rawks.
singing the song Don't love you no more(sorry).
yeah.
one day u all should check the song out.
but i think she got the disc le arhx?.
so is a bit difficult finding a prezzie for her.
yar.
so in the end cannot find.
then just go POPULAR lorx.
hahaz.
si hui saw so many of her friends today.
luckily no one saw me?.
or else.
i would be so dead.
Today just wore a black 'c' back shirt with jeans and sport shoes mahx.
so a bit' pai seh lorx.
=P.
hmm.
then after that si hui went to her grandma house le lorx =( .
sobz.
have ta go home alone.='(
hahaz.
nVm larx.
go home alone so many times le mahx.
yeah.
tomorrow got maths and science remedial.
gee.
tot of goin modern dance one larx.
ZzzZz.
sianz.
maybe i really should give it a try another time.
yar.
so go for modern dance lorx.
that's all lexz i think.
Right Si Hui?

Life is just bitter. sweet & sour.

Things will not always be in your favour.

But you have the chance to create that Fate.

Fate decides your happiness.

In order to obtain happiness.

Dreams come into the picture.

So whatever happens.

Just remember to brace yourself up.

This is just the beginning.

Journey is far.

Success is nearer.

Live life as usual.

Work harder.

Failure leads to a learning journey.

Time is precious for the power is in your hands.

Achieve that dream.

Life will be Sweet.

Continue slacking.

Life will be Bitter.

Sad always.

Life will be Sour.

hi ppl.
was the birthday gal yesterday.
but didn't felt any special.
except for the matter that i received presents.
and i liked most was wad Si Hui.Wan Jie.Shang Zhi & Heng Wei gave.
"Bigger" disc!!.
hahaz ;)
received a cat necklace frm austin.
although i dun like cats.
but is the thought that counts larx.
Rachel from 1D and also 6.2'05.

gave me a memo holder.

can hold photos and notes.
is like cuteeeee!
hahaZ.
And today.
Shaun gave me a piglet soft toy.
but i sorta rejected his prezzie.
For 2 reasons.
Firstly.
Is a bit costly for a 13-year old boy.
well.
the second reason.
i guess the gals should noe it.
hmmZ.
sorrie horx.
didn't mean not to accept your prezzie.
but the piglet is cute.
well.
you have a sis.
give it to your sis kaez?
Sorry!.
Well.
Yesterday.
Ate pastamania with Jo,Sh&Wj.
quite cheap larx.
then after that took neoprints.
Waaa.
The neoprints are nice lahx!=)
Well.
Changed new blogskin.
Li Jin had this blogskin before.
Is wad expresses my feelings now.
anywayS.
go play dota liaoz.
byoTch pEepZ.

SobZ.

I failed 3 subjects.

!!!

and i did damn badly for my best subject larx.

ChineSE!!!haiz.

common test got 50/60.

but now i only get...50/60++/100 larx..

ESTEE KHO!

muz buck up!

you can do it oneZ!

anywayS.

today was such bad day.

Start off with a bad greeting from someone.

idiotic larx.

don't wanna say who's it.

that person is just PLAIN.idiotc.

go play dota with shu ting then revise through my exam papers lexz.

byotCh.=)

Sad.
Sad.
Sad.
Sad.
Tears.
Flowing.
Down.
Like.
WaterFall.
Sad.
Sad.
Sad.
Sad.
Cries.
Sadness.
Sorrow.
Devastated.

heyS dudeS anD dudetteS.
howS lifE?.
hahaS.
computeR iS bacK.
lasT thursdaY.
guesS whO I saW aT centurY squarE?.
jefF wanG.
marK leE.
viviaN laI.
zhanG zheN xianG.
huanG zhonG yaO.
OMG riteZ?
loL.
goT jefF wang'S autograpH.
cooL!.
anywayS.
todayS thE lasT daY oF exaM!.
hooraY.
don'T wannA talK abouT hoW I diD.
goT tO gO moppiE thE flooR nowZ.

byOtCh.

wassUp ppl.
told ya there wasn't any school today.
but i am sort of studying and online.
WHoA.
first time wake up so early for notjing when it is a holiday.
maybe i am free from calling a PiG.
heex.
weLL.
sort of wanna talk abt that day when me and 2 chio bu went out and took cutie neoprints!.
COOL.
will show ya the pics next time.
anywayz.
we had a fun time.
walk here walk there.
don't tell ya where we go.
hahaz.
SECRET you noe.
kiddin.
but we had a lot of fun.peace.laughter.
so yea.
but sth just had to happen.
sorrie jas.
i noe i shouldn't bring this up.
but tell ya seriously.
when you send me that sms.
i was scolding the sms.(not in vulgar.regina was like seeing whether i would still say larx.)
is like okiez.
ever you were pissed off yesterday by sth.
it still doesn't give you the right to just say that i was sarcastic.
that's why that time i didn't bother to reply ur sms.
forget it.
is supposed to be a happy day.
okiez.
think better go study lexz,
ByoTch.

heyS ppl.
how's life?.
good i supposed.
well,exams on now.
a bit stressful though.
geeZ.
think the papers are tough.
haiz.
maybe i am flunking my chinese.
and for the first time ever.
soemtimes.
life sucks.
don't know why.
but it sucks.
anywayZ.
gotta go study lexz.
byoTcH.

hiz ppL...wEll,finaLLy my coMputer Is baCk.
to what it is supposed to be.Well,for today's.
El paper,can't say it's difficult though.
haixz..after school went to Joanna house.
heex..got baby..name?Hazel isIT?.
The Baby is cute.I loVE baBieS.
Especially GIRLS.
hAHaZ.
wEll.NoThinG muCh nOW.
NiTeZ.