I tried to be perfect

but nothing was worth it.

I don't believe it makes me real.

I thought it'd be easy

but no one believes me.

I meant all the things I said.

If you'd believe it's in my soul,

I'd say all the words that I know;

just to see if it would show

that I'm trying to let you know

that I'm better off on my own.

`x 'estee x`