can I say I hate you but I actually don't?

I really don't understand.

why are you putting on an act in front of everyone?

why are you acting like you are so brave when you're not?

why are you acting like as if you can't fall?

why is it that you have to spoil my image of you?

why is it that you make me feel you've changed?

why is it that I feel I never felt I know you from the very start?

why do you make me feel I will regret whatever I had?

why do I feel that you are a stranger to me?

why do you want to make me hate you?

why do you want me to believe your promise when I knew it wouldn't happened?

i hate you.

i really do.

`x estee x`