life's sad /

till now, i still don't understand why .
what was the reason that made this
whole thing break . the truth still lies
within the dark . how did i ever lived
with that kind of life . how did i even
managed to pull through so many
struggles that i went through . & now,
it still wonders me to know the true
meaning of life . its just a misery to
continue on . but there's a purpose for
us to be in this world . & i'm determined
to find out the reason why ; life's sad .

you leave me speechless ; i can't help but surrender, my everything to you .

`x estee x`