its just so freaking unfair .

my whole life is living in guilt .

you think i don't feel anything ?

you contradicted me until i feel i can't even control my own belongings .

tell me, when did you not threaten me ?

i always have to give in to you .

because I AM THE YOUNGEST .

you think being the youngest very easy ?

times have changed, & when i get better things than what

you all got when you're at the same age, you all have to object this & that .

because of this, a quarrel will always happen .

& whatever happens, i'll always be the one at fault .

there are times that i didn't do anything to agitate you all,

but i just get chided for being irritating & such .

do you know how tired i am ?

you all don't even bother how i felt .

you all can feel frustrated & have moodswings .

can't i ? ( I'M A HUMAN TOO OKAY ! )

& when i do, you'll always get back at me with the same old sentence :

" Give this kind of attitude some more! HMPF! you're getting from BAD TO WORST . "

whatever!anything , i'm just too tired to go on .

cause nothing will change the fact that i'm the youngest .

& as the youngest one, i've to put up with all these . )':

dearest ; can you get me out of here ?

`x estee x`