* SCRRRREAMMMMMS &SIGHHHHHHHHHHS ! * :/

wells, i seriously feel weird & random .

like stupid drastic change of mood & emotions .

i am like so dangerous ! o.O

whateveranything !

& like hell, CHIVAS(its a drink, FYI .) ! ):

the young adults get to go to the ___ & drink !

like us , weijie'jieyang'me'tingting'liwen'jieyi'jieyan , onwards ;

are like so not allowed to !
wells, i almost did ! :/

like cause daddy fetch mummy home .

& my two irritating(in the way that they are OLD enough) siblings get to go !

& i can't possibly take cab alone home rights ?

but in the end , er-yi sent me home .

but actually , brother isn't really allowed lah ! :////////

* SCRRREAAMMMS ! * ; its so unfair !

drinking vodka itself is already like nice(: enough .

but there wasn't any yesterday . :

& yesterday was like the best moment to get drunk .

yeah , like as if i would .

i didn't get drunk before !

which is a good thing ! :DD

arghh!

i wanna be eighteen sooon ~ !

or is it twenty-one ?

uhhs ' nevermind .

i shall enjoy my teenage life for now .

maybe drinking isn't the only way to forget one's troubles .

& yes so, today , i don't know why .

i felt so tired just now . :(

woke up at 11plus & studied , ate & slept back .

woke up around 4 plus , & tried to study again .

but failed to do so . :/

ate dinner at 5 plus & then read reader's digest .

& gosh' just what's the world coming to ?

CHILD SEX SLAVERY !

like seriously beasts ! ' get your fuckin' hands off those poor child !

they are just kids' alright !?

go fuck someone else that you love .

FUCK OFF !

okay' i shall relax & calm down .

but , seriously, its just so fuckin' saddist !

god ! i can't stop freakkkking use that "F" word !
like who would stop when they read that article ?!

i think i better stop here ' :

i'm feeling utterly messed up ; is what he said true ?

`x estee x`