its 1030hrs in the morning !
& i was awake by two nightmares ! ://

ONE ; i hate the DARK .

TWO ; i hate NIGHTMARES .

& its like the whole thing was about the two above ! :/
i mean the whole nightmare was dark, scary, alone with weird-looking people ! :(
they're like the people in harry potter !
when he said diagonal alley instead of diagon alley ?
& he ends up in some dark, werid-looking place with weird-looking people .

sighs'
if i didn't choose to run away from you,
all these nightmares wouldn't have appeared, i suppose .
& till now, i still don't know what to do .
am i really doing the right thing ?
where'd this endless road bring me to ?
i just have to keep running and running .
till i find what i really want to know . :/

its not what i wanted it to be ; but do i have a choice ? :/

`x estee x`