somewhere deep inside you ,
i know there's a lil'boy side of you .
i can't wait for that lil'boy any longer .
and its also because you've grown .


its where i should leave you .
and not lead myself on,
living in a deceptive life .
its never easy .
but i shall persevere .
this may be the last ; iloveyou .
or it may not ? ; can i bear to give up ?

`x estee x`