you did not give me a chance to explain .
and just started blaring .
you're no different from him .
i am breaking down so badly .
why won't both of you understand .
despite the fact that you raised me up .

you know how much i am breaking inside .
i am sick and tired of all this .
smoke inside the house.
do you really wish to see my ashes before i see yours ?
all that breathing in is really causing me breathing difficulties .
the feeling is no different from seconds away from death .

& you did not cared .
you continued on, without caring about this girl .
causing her to hate you even more .
causing her to wanting to end her life story .

you never bothered to understand , cause you don't give a damn .

`x estee x`