Zerlina : HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~!!!

LIL KIDS ARE SO DAMN BLOODY CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~!

Estee : For god sake zerlina, have your own one. :X

Zerlina : OI, hahaha. what the hell, don't idiot siah. pfft, you're damn lame lah. ohmygod, what are you doing lah, you're so crazy. ohmygod, i'm not gonna talk.

Estee : *sings teardrops on my guitar & acts innocent* :D

`x estee x`

39.3degrees.
i so can't take it if it rises:/!

`x estee x`

i feel super helpless now.
and yes, emo.
sorry, i tell myself never to feel that way anymore.
but, i can't help it.
just now when zer mentioned deathbed/dying,
i really ........ .
deathbed?!

this is such a sucky 31st december.
zerlina, don't feel guilty lah.
its really not your fault.
its just me.

please grant me this last wish, i'll do anything for him to recover.

`x estee x`

happy birthday dad (: !

291207 ;
so woke up at 10plus yesterday morning.
watched '东游记' and prepared.
off to st.21!
mummy had to help daddy to run some errands.
after which, ate lunch at st.21 coffee shop.

off to tm after that.
went to nokia and find brother for lunch :) .
he ate nasi lemak from 奇迹.
me and mummy drank iced lemon tea and ate popiah.
REASON FOR A CRAP DAY NO.1 :
i spilled the drink cause i can't poke that freaking straw in.

proceeded to singtel at tm.
saw riffin,weichong and iris! :D
weichong was like :
HEY JEROME!
then they didn't see me.
then i :
HEY WEICHONG!
back.
and their face were like so shocked to see me there. -.-!

*skip skip skip*
bought my school shoes and train-ed down to Dhoby Gauht.
REASON FOR A CRAP DAY NO.2 :
the train was stucked in between, like some train error!
& in chinese they call the mrt track as 轨道!
haha, i thought it was 鬼道! :P
met mama,er-yi and san-yi.
we were shopping at dorothy perkins before that!
and mummy bought a very lovely top from there! :)
cause i chose it for her! :D

met the aunties and mama at wan yang.
they were doing reflexology! :D
shopped around ps and headed down for dinner at orchard *i can't remember the name*!
but i know its the place between le'meridien & centrepoint!
ordered several nice delicacies like sambal kangkong,stingray,lala,tofu,yam basket!
REASON FOR A CRAP DAY NO.3 :
I spilled the drink, again.
twice in one day!
what a bummer! :/

shopped around centrepoint after that and bus-ed back home.
took ciyshopper576 to north park bus stop (: .
nice new experience of bus-riding!
and mswatever! this trip for sure is longer than yours! :D
just that it isn't that emo though its long!
cause msanything ain't emo anymoreeee! :D
and you'll find that the feeling is superbbbbbbbbbbb!
but who cares anyway, haha! :D
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thanks kangqi for believing in me(: !
& goodluck dad for your table-tennis competition now!
also congrats for getting into top 16 yesterday! :D

all that's left with is what i need.

`x estee x`

i don't understand why.

`x estee x`

i really can't stand it.
why won't anyone believe me?
except for han.
thanks.

look, i said its over.
why won't you just trust me.
go on and do whatever you like.
love whoever you want.
i don't care.
seriously, its over.

sometimes, certain things that you feel you wanna say will hurt me.
but its always the opposite of what i will feel.
just saying the truth isn't going to hurt me at all.
so why can't you just tell me the truth?
its really the simple white lies that are hurting me.
not the truth, never the truth.

`x estee x`

yes, it is HAN RIFFIN! :D

pink headband + joop handbag = girl girl riffin! :D
ROFLMAO.
the cook of the day! :)
he and his ipod .
i love this pic! :D
YOU HAVE PINK STRIPES I SEE! ; YEAH, I COOK MYSELF IN THE OVEN! :D
bashed up nose!
kangqi took his photo! :)

estee on the p-i-a-n-o! {:
not me! kangqi~~ ! ^^
there! the photographer! :)
our deliciously-cooked lunch! :)

its super nice lahhh! :)
cheese! ^^
milo dinosaur made by chef'kangqi! :D
i was learning amaths from him!

lalala~!

today was a super fun & funny day! :D

okay, shall not elaborate much today.

off to jammin' with han! ^^

`x estee x`

leon ho lei en! :D ( he gets me laughing with this photo! lol )

iris tan swee ling! :D
she's getting zilian lah! :X
sec three's combine :D
sec two girls! (:

kodi & joanna! :]
toilet #1
toliet #2
:]

met up with kangqi,riffin & judaxil for breakfast today! :D

of course, the tardy queen has to keep up with her reputation,

thus, she was late!

and that queen is none other than ...

*drum rolls*

ME! :D

i woke up when kangqi was walking to the bus stop while,

riffin was busy styling his hair!

LMAO.

breakfast was satu kosong!

don't usually have the habit of eating breakfast.

so just one! (:

haha, it was so damn funny!

judaxil served us the utensils and i 'scolded' riffin for not saying thank you!

like i was his mum when he was supposed to be my naggy dad!

then after that something happened and he need tissue.

so he asked me and kangqi if we have.

of course, we don't!

so juadxil gave to him and kangqi 'scolded' him for not saying thank you, AGAIN!

ROFLMAO!

you should just look at the scene!

so damn hilarious!

riffin paid the total.

and he sorta paid for mine!

haha, thanks 'daddy' ! :D

right, so after breakfast we headed to NTUC.

bought my chocolate milk and it was already 9.55am!

meeting's at 10!

and i was late for 5mins :/ !

just when i was rushing like mad,

the other three behind took their time! ):

meeting.

not gonna say anything here.

i should just look at the brighter side like what iris said.

went to market.

bought our lunch and bubble tea,

and headed back to school.

ate while the sec threes were practising their song!

ohmygod! its so damn nice lah (: !

*skip skip skip*

camwhored with leon and iris.

then we sent leon home.

we were singing 'when you believe'.

and when we reached the pavilion,

we blend three pitches of the word 'believe' and was stucked there like 10mins!

it sounds so so nice! :D

*skip skip skip*

sat at the swing and headed back to school.

the seniors were singing the two songs.

shall not disclose what they are.

just be patient my dear seniors! :D

and after they sang, i clapped and zi-high.

haha! :D

everything ended and went back with yakai(: .

and here i am! :}

there ain't a december.

`x estee x`

iris(:

let's hope it stays this way.
unbreakable yet fragile friendship.

251207 ; christmas celebration cum jieyi's birthday at san-yi's house.

superhot girlcousin ; weiying :)

7 months difference! :]
michelle,estee,celia :)
my christmas gift from sister ; hat :)
santa headbands! :D
:)

:)
birthday girl ; celia :)
:D
purple pink and red! :)

just the photos.

details maybe next time or never?

i don't know.

but all i know,

i'm feel so damn moody now.

but whatever it is,

it isn't emo.

don't ever use the word emo on me anymore.

thank you.

i ain't myself today.

`x estee x`

merry merry x'mas people! :D
details later or tomorrow! :)
and people!
not to forget!
meeting's at 10am, school atrium!
seeya'all!

`x estee x`

Kangqi & Bryan (with a donno what pose :X ! )

he looks so happy while she looks sad. she's happy when she's with me! :D
big'sis & bryan! :D
big'sis with the 'beng' teddy! ^^

tired of meeting mr wrong! lmao. my cute big'sis! :)
she looks blur at times! :P
is he the mr.wrong? LMAO.
or is he the mr wrong? ROFL.

in short, i had fun and was pissed after.

oh whatever.

i was laughing my head off when bryan and riffin were parapara-ing.

especially riffin with his flying move!

ROFL. :X

hope he doesn't see this! :D

and was pissed on the way home.

grah, don't wish to talk about it.

`x estee x`

THIS IS THE BEST CHRISTMAS GIFT EVER!
thank you everyone who gave me their sincere wishes and encouragement!
i really wish to thank Zerlina & KeHua for their effort in helping me in my maths.
yes, i'm taking 3D animation and add maths!

Kangqi,Riffin,ShuTing,YuYing,Christy,Joycelyn,WenFen.
for your best wishes.
Kangqi,Riffin,YaKai,Iris! :D, for congratulating me! (:
cause so far only mummy, brother and they know.
yes ah kangqi! :)

`x estee x`

ohmygod!
i actually woke up at 0730 in the morning on sunday!
right, so prepared and left to meet the people at tampines north cc.
when i reached, shaun,debbie,mark,noel were already there!
so we waited.
followed by xinmin, jingyong, sihui, joycelyn, iris.

so we discussed, from 10 to 12?
thank those who turned up for today's meeting!
though nothing much was achieved.

so after that headed to S11 for lunch.
then window-shopped at tm and cs.
iris was complaining that she was so broke.
and her christmas list is like ... LONG.
but mine will be longer if i were to buy! :/
ZOMG!
i've just so many to buy for! ):
apart from some close choir friends/seniors, christy, yuying, etc.

better not digress.
so we went to the interactive room!
the super cute room that i just found out it existed today. -.-'
right kangqi, i'm slow. =/
then we had a 'heart-to-heart' talk.
sounds so corny ! -.-'

arcade-ed, went to jigsaw world.
iris was saying she'd love me if i were to ping the puzzle and give to her.
and i was saying, =X !
haha, oh well! :)

then meet zerlina at kfc while she break.
accompanied her to eat.
me and iris didn't eat.
though iris wanted to.
but then again she doesn't want.
she's such a indecisive girl! =X

shopped around with kangqi for presents.
ohmygod!
the shirts at ... eh shit!
i forgot the shop name!
and i forgot its beside which shop the which shop!
ahhh! :/
kangqi !, refresh my memory! ):

headed back and dinner-ed.
mopped the floor.
and now off to bathe! :D

and all you wanted was somebody who cares ;
why does it still matter?

`x estee x`

oh crap, this is so super screwed! :/

`x estee x`

she's at it again! :P

we were trying to take the earrings!
#1 !
#2 !
#3 !
❤
❤
christmas prezzies from me and kangqi ! (:
green for ***** , red for --- ! :D
right! , red for han! :D
& green for bryan! ^^

yepp! kangqi this is your post! :D

headed down to her house just now at around 1.

saw her grandmother at the lift so helped her to take the groceries. ^^

so followed her and went in the house.

and BOO!

scare kangqi ! :)

so i used the computer while she was having her piano lesson ! :)

dota-ed with han and some people whom i don't know.

was calling some of the sec two's to inform them about the meeting this sunday too !

but, only managed to get some.

and some can't turn up.

hmm, right.

so after kangqi's piano lesson,

we headed to tmart to buy wrapping papers in the first place.

ended up, we had riffin's and bryan's christmas presents!

wrapped officially by me!

lol, and we were arguing which looks nicer.

i said the green one while she said the red one.

haha! :D

then ended my day there and walked home again. :)

bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~!

cooked instant noodles and watched 'the champion' !

last episode :/ !

and here i am ! :D

there kangqi! (:

happy reading! :D

`x estee x`