i feel super helpless now.
and yes, emo.
sorry, i tell myself never to feel that way anymore.
but, i can't help it.
just now when zer mentioned deathbed/dying,
i really ........ .
deathbed?!

this is such a sucky 31st december.
zerlina, don't feel guilty lah.
its really not your fault.
its just me.

please grant me this last wish, i'll do anything for him to recover.

`x estee x`