currently mugging on physics.
and a must to do amath homework.
it's killing me!
i kinda regret telling mr.ling that amath was easier than emath at the starting year! =x
but it was supposed to be easier with remainder theorem.
and in the end, i scored like a one out of twenty for that freaking test.
i think that's the first time ever that i am doing SO badly for math.
like ONE over TWENTY.

mr.tang wanted us to hand in our amath test to review what are our weaknesses.
needless to say, i failed to the hands of carelessness,
which is very disappointing.
its like its not that i don't know,
but rather carelessness and mistakes all over.
it really gets on my nerves that it reflected like that on my paper.
so it definitely shows that i am not putting in enough effort.
like for now as an instance, people are busy mugging while i'm here ranting my displeasure with my studies.
i remember i used to heck care.
but its like now we are in the century of please care.
how, ironic.

and right, amath test this friday.
and friday was supposedly to be two days ago.
which means i am left with seven,six, five days to study.
and according to my planner, i have less than that time to study.

monday school ends at 3 for me, then after which have to discuss with kenneth about something regarding the bazzar, and rush off to sectionals after that.
tuesday school ends and the 'seniors' have to have sectionals while the juniors and practising with mr.toh, choir starts at 4 and ends at 6.45, reach home maybe 7?
or later than that if it's gonna be like this week's tuesday,
when brother called me after choir, and i really mean immediately after choir and tell me to meet them outside school gate as dad is fetching me from there.
and afterwhich we headed to fetch mummy, then dinner at east coast.

had to fetch sis from her university, which was at bugis,
and from east coast to city is much more convenient rather from tamp to bugis.
besides when dinner end, it was 8plus going 9.
i whined that i had to study for my physics and geog,
and they thought of the idea to go to mt.faber and i thought, cool.
i merely studied a bit of geography,
never did i expect to be food for the mosquitoes when we reached up the mountain,
so the plan did not work out and we gave up and headed to bugis straight instead.
i went to the mac near sis's university,
which was also the mac that was tsernting's paternal's grandma's wake.

studied quite a bit there.
oh got back our physics marks,
not the paper.
i scored the lowest pass.
i am supposed to score for physics!

okay, all these disappointments for studies isn't gonna get me anywhere.
and i think i've ranted enough for now.
so, shall be off to use this precious time to finish physics! :)

`x estee x`