Change?

Today, I almost opened my damn mouth to scold a close friend of mine 'fuck you'.
Wow, I think this is so scary.
Estee Kho is changing,
It's difficult to remain calm and compose like last time.
It's tedious to keep giving in all the time.
It's hard to believe that I'm changing,
and I totally do not want that to happen.
Cause I know what the outcome will jolly well be,
A Bitch.

`x estee x`