Not Anymore

I am back and changed my link to:

http://tinybitsoflove.blogspot.com

`x estee x`

LOVEE! <3

My whole collection of soft toys on my bed/in my room! :)

Chocolate cake by Delia, Ying Heng, Kathy, Wai Yan, Yi Jia, Yu Ying. :)Sera, Vivian, Me, Emmeline, Teresa! xoxo'Dearest Debbie! :)Dearest 4 beloved juniors, VETS!VETS! The sweet cards they made! :D

Judaxil! C:Dexter, Jun An, Regan! :DWai Yan! :DChristyyy! :DDesmond, Emrys, Gordon, Priscilla, Titus! :D

To be continued :)

`x estee x`

Happy Birthday to Me? :|

Screwed sixteen, It's just getting worst.

`x estee x`

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Empty, promises? :/

`x estee x`

我们的纪念 <3

数不清的泪
我又哭了好几回
幻化沉淀停留在这片屋檐
被封化得雪埋藏在千年以前
我用尽一生的思念
只为等着你出现

回忆渐渐都是躲在我身边
换我醒原来还跳动的画面

就让我留在轮回的边缘
等一道光线
看见某年某月
我们之间曾经说过的预言
就让他带走你的那瞬间
成为我们的纪念
谁能发现我的世界曾经有过你的脸

`x estee x`

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You're so pathetic man, girl. - Estee Kho

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Happy birthday Delia! <3

`x estee x`

Randomnized Thoughts

I'm beginning to wonder myself, if this is even going to work.

The power lines went out
And I am all alone
But I don't really care at all
Not answering my phone
All the games you played
The promises you made
Couldn't finish what you started
Only darkness still remains

Lost sight
Couldn't see
When it was you and me

Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
I'm beginning to see the light
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
But I think I'll be alright

Been black and blue before
There's no need to explain
I am not the jaded kind
Playback's such a waste
You're invisible
Invisible to me
My wish is coming true
Erase the memory of your face

Lost sight
Couldn't see
When it was you and me

Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
I'm beginning to see the light
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
But I think I'll be alright

One day
You will wake up
With nothing but "you're sorrys"
And someday
You will get back
Everything you gave me

Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
I'm beginning to see the light
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
But I think I'll be alright

Why am I even losing all the motivation that I was given, in this last paper that is my very,
last hope?
I thought through and through,
if you're even feeling the least bit guilty,
at least it shows that you have that last bit of conscience.
Why even break yourself so bad, when the last result always strike it so hard,
that even the mirror reflects the shattered pieces?

`x estee x`

Nobody Dance!

NO WAY IRIS TAN SWEE LING, WE ARE SO NOT GONNA DO THIS! ._.
THOUGH IT'S DAMN CUTE! :P



UNLESS...
WE CAN BE LIKE THIS :

`x estee x`

Pris! <3

Thank you Priscilla Sim Si Min for the treat and a memorable birthday celebration today!
Haaa, and thank you for the drink! =x

Met up with SIL at T1's main entrance around 6 plus! :x
First time going out with her alone then I late, ahhh 失败 ah! :/
Haha, we didn't know what to do first so we decided to walk up T1.
Who knows, we couldn't stand the noise and the crowd that we decided to just head straight to Secret Recipe and get out of there as soon as possible!

Ordered the Kiddy set of Fish&Chips.
Didn't really feel like eating much, and I know SIL ate a lot of food earlier today!
Haaa, so we decided to eat the really cute kiddy meal fish&chips!
It's like my lovee at Secret Recipe can! :D
I love the alphabets fries,
but I think today's one changed to stars and smileys! :D
heee, what a nice way to make me smile like a child! :)

Pris was so bad today, she say must eat a lot a lot!
Haiyooo, I where got 舍得 to 花你的钱!?!
But she still insisted that I should get a cake,
so I decided on Chocolate Strawberry!
OH MY TIAN, IT'S HEAVENLICIOUSLY DELICIOUS TO THE MAX!
Photos up soon, with the one yesteday with 思恩! :D
haaaa, I realised all the people with the chinese name 思 are very nice people!
思敏, 思恩, 思慧, 思颍...! :D

Haaa, right don't digress!
So after our dinner, we headed to NTUC to buy some snacks.
& also, SIL ended up buying 6 Kinder Bueno's for me and the clique (boys)! ._.
WHAT THE... GUYS YOU BETTER APPRECIATE HER OKAYY! :)
ULTIMATE LOVEEE! :D
Haaa, then we headed to Cheers and bought a bottle of Pink Dolphin and Bacardi Peach! :)
Walked to Blk 250 and sat at the small tentage to drink,talk,eat and camwhore!

Kept asking that stupid CL to come and join us,
he just simply refused to.
So, had no choice but to went up to SIL's house and scare him!
HAHAHA!
Stayed at their house till 9.05, then SIL walked me down and I headed home! :D
HEE!

`x estee x`

Candles by Jon & Amander

I am so envious of Jon's gf voice, is so niceeee lah!
You've found a gem man, liu! ^^
ISN'T SHE A DIVAAAA?!? :D

`x estee x`

Angels & Demons

Thank you, Joycelyn, for the day.

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Angels & Demons was a blast, like totally!
Last minute decision to go for a movie with Si En..! :)
Met up with her around 2 plus at School Gate 3.
Then headed to Esso Bus Stop and took a bus there!
Dialled Iris to join us, but she couldn't!

We headed on to EHub by 12!
I sincerely swear that those bastards at the back on the second deck were totally on my nerves.
I even told Si En that I really hoped...(inside joke!)!
So we finally pull through the insane and irritating bus ride and drop at Downtown East.
We had to think through so much to decide what we eat!
So we thought we should check out the movie time slot first!

Reached Cathay and found out that Wolverine was 'gone',
so we decided to settle between Angels & Demons or Star Trek.

Me: Which movie do you intend to watch with Eugene?
Joycelyn: Eugene wanna watch Star Trek.
Me: Okay, Angels & Demons then! :D
Both: *Laughs like crazy people*

Hahaaa:)
What a funny way to choose a movie, lmao. :P
After which, we saw SuperDog and decided to settle that for lunch.
When we were told that we would have to wait 10 minutes,
we both looked at each other and laughed again.
NTUC, rofl!
We bought Sushi and two bags of chips!

Okay, halfway through the movie, I think we both regretted watching the movie!
There was much gory scenes please!
But till the end, HO MY GOD!
It's a major blast please! :D
No regrets at all!
Then we got another surprise at the end.

Manager: We apologise for the sound system halfway through the movie, and therefore please retain your ticket stub. You are allowed to go to any Cathay Cineplexes and watch any movie of your choice with it. Once again, sorry!
Viewers: *screams* & hooray!

HAH! :D

Joycelyn: Wow, you treat me to two movies siah!
Me: Oh ya hor! haaaaaa! :D

We didn't manage to eat anything during the movie cause we were still full from SuperDog.
We decided to head to Elias Park and finish the food. :D
Bare our hearts, emo-ed to each other. :)
Haaa, Joycelyn was a dear to walk home with me from the park through the park connector.

Me: Hey, let's sing choir songs!
Joycelyn: Okay!
Both: O~~~~magnum~mysterium...~
haaaaa! :D
We got breathless and decided to sing hard core songs.
Both: What if I wanted to break, Laugh it all off in your face,What would you do? Come break me down, Marry me, bury me, I am finished with you.~

Sent Si En to the bus stop and she gave me a heartwarming hug and left when 18 came! :)
Thank you once again, Joycelyn Xie Si En! :D

`x estee x`

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You scarred me, once again.
You never fail to do this.
You know it's never the physical pain.
You know it's really nothing to me at all.
You know, each time this happens,
I'm just closing up once again.

I can really begin to feel the suicidal thoughts coming back, again.
You know I am capable of doing anything,
You know, it's not the first.

REGRET. BLOOD. HATE.

`x estee x`

DADDY~!

Didn't know talking to Daddy on Msn could be this funny, lmao :)
Daddy's in Batam now, I miss him. :/

`x estee x`