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OH MY GOD~! I HAVEN'T BEEN BLOGGING FOR AGES! ):
I really really miss blogging my thoughts and daily events.
Life's been complicated and packed and haywire!
Oh ya, by the way I am in the SYF team. :)
Thanks for those who wished me luck and everything!
Now, let's strive towards SYF choristers! :D

Yesterday was Brother's birthday, happy birthday!
But yet it was one of the worst day ever since school started.
I made a really wrong mistake at the wrong time and felt so guilty after that!
I was really really pissed with John's guai lan words!
I was really frustrated and pissed with myself that I screwed my English Essay writing test for Mrs Neo!
I was still not okay when choir started but was cracked up because of Mr Toh! :D
We totally did not have re-auditions for Dravidian on Friday! Yay~! :x

But nonetheless, I really hope 4D2 will still bond together as a whole class.
And really hope Mdm Fadillah is feeling much better!
It is really useless if only one hand cooperate while the other just stay motionless right?
What's the use of insulting/bitching/commenting about your classmates?
Is forgiving & forget/ saying sorry really such a arduous task for one to do?
Won't the world be a better place if everyone cooperates and bond together as a class? :(
Why is it that other classes are able to be so bonded as a class like ionic bonding and not our class? :\
It's our last year now, I'm sure we want to make the best of our last year right?
Even though many says our class is complicated and I totally agree, but I really still love 4D2'09!
The hilarious and lively classmates, caring teachers, clique, joker gang that were always there whenever I needed them. :)
I don't care what others say about our class, or even what our own classmates say about us, because I still love 4D2 no matter what! :D
Let's work together and go through the major exams in our lives, shall we? :)

`x estee x`

The many events of the events.

It's the time of the year.
Tomorrow, will be the day TP01 commences.
All animators best of luck!

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My life has been pretty much filled with school and school and school.
It's either studies, remedials, consultations, animation, sectionals or choir.
The "totally no life" life has started,
But yet it doesn't seem as bitter as i thought it will.
I'm really enjoying my last year in Dunman. :)

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Choir auditions yesterday.
Xin Min, Joycelyn, Jing Yong, Eugene and I have been practicing as much as we could.
Last minuteday decision came Aunn Ning & Yun Hao. :)
I was practically shivering/shaking, but I did not get another audition.
But nevertheless, my group rock socks! :D
Verdict out - Friday.

After auditions, we were all chilled and much relaxed!
Slacked outside AVT, as usual.
Si En, Yi Yong and Yi Ge(hahahaha!) were practicing for their gig this coming Saturday!
I'm sure Rubberllica will do well~! Gambatte! :D
Do support them people!
Dined at T.Mart, walked home from there with Si En, Yi Ge and Jing Yong! :)
Xin Min walked home from another side. :)

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Kathy and Delia were absent today.
Get well soon girls~! :)

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Dionis haven't really been herself lately, I totally agree with Wai Yan.
But because of auditions and such, I haven't really been close to her eh?
I feel like I'm neglecting so many of my friends!
Christy, Iris, Judaxil... Kang Qi, Zerlina, Angie...!
I swear I haven't seen the last three mentioned for a really really long time! ):
But I'm happy that I am seeing Angie next wednesday! :D
She's accompanying me to KK, yeah KK again. :/
But I have Angie~! All will be well! :D

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`x estee x`

<3

Presenting the few of the important guys in my life, exclusive of my dearest joker and papa! :)
Bryan(Patient), KokLeong(LDC), Jerrold(Brotherrrr), Mark(Buddaye).
They stood by me most of the time when I fell.
They picked me up when I am down.
They listened to my woes, when I need a listening ear.
I actually took this photo from Buddaye quite a while back.
And I remembered when I came across this photo,
I had already had the intention to say so much.
But yet today, I came up with these few lines.
However so, I know our friendship will not end here.
Right guys? :)
Just a special thank you to all of ya!
Including Han Riffin bin Imran Han! :D
You're never forgotten okay!

`x estee x`

Hot & Cold.

Dang, I am down with a major sore throat, cough and flu. :(
Experiencing hot & cold now, so not funny.

But anyway, Adam Khoo was totally sweet & sour.
Sat with/behind clique on the first day.
Second day sat with Med.
But she was sick so she went home after that.
Sat with MW ( lol, i keep pissing him off by claiming he love me so~! ).
Then after tea break? , sat with joker & gang, & for the third day too.

Closing Ceremony was nice cause Dad & Mum came!
Ya ya ya, I cried like there was no tomorrow.
Hahaha! But I wanna blog about this!
I am 95% sure that Dad was the only father who cried like :O ! :x

I love and totally appreciate that I belong to the Kho Family! :D
I love my family for being there!
I love my parents for understanding me better after AK! :)
I love my sister for cooking lunch for me today cause I'm sick! :D
I love my brother, for I don't know why.
I love Christy for being so concerned about me. ^^
I love Kathy & YY for sending my homework to me today. :)
& I just love Joker so stop asking me why! :D

Ok, I ought to stop cause I know there'll be no ending.
Right, it's 1618hrs now.
I should start on the pile of homework I have now.
Good day to Earth!

`x estee x`

You

I seriously don't see your point of getting to this state.
I hate you, hate you for making me feel I screwed your life.

`x estee x`

True Friends...?

Your reaction, your eyes.
If it was yesterday, I'm very sure I'll be screaming away like a lunatic.
But it happened today...

Dionis is right, it has always been there.
But we've just been avoiding the problem,
covering it up like nothing happened the previous day,
yet the hurt inflicted stays there all day, all night.

I know every friendship has their ups and downs,
I thought we could actually handle it pretty well.
But only till today, I realised because it was all just a pretence.
We know that the problem still exists,
yet we chose to run away and avoid closing up the problem.
Thus, we came to this point, whereby we are drifting.
It doesn't seem like it at all right?
But it is the actual fact.

Till now, I'm still wondering if you all really knew
that I'm really that soft-hearted,
that just by acting like nothing happened,
the problem/cold war will just go
away...disappear into thin air.

Estee is sad, really sad - all of a sudden.

`x estee x`

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Even the strongest girl has her weakest moments, do you know boy?

`x estee x`