she is the greatest you can ever ask ; top piority:D .

that's how wonderful they are .

the top two that can never be forgotten and replaced .
she fufils my days with laughter .
two sweethearts that are forever sweet .
they made my last year an unforgettable one .
& its really a day to remember! :D

photos explains it all .

thanks for the sweet memories girls ! (:

they give me sweet memories ; but you gave me bitter ones.

`x estee x`

living in a complicated world .
with all complicated mind .
the skies are always that grey .
and my feelings are always that down .
someone listen to my thoughts ?

as i slowly pen down my deepless mind & thoughts,

it really makes me wonder.

what have i been doing to myself for the past few months .

why is it that i'm just that fragile and helpless .

when will my hero ever come to me ?

`x estee x`

you did not give me a chance to explain .
and just started blaring .
you're no different from him .
i am breaking down so badly .
why won't both of you understand .
despite the fact that you raised me up .

you know how much i am breaking inside .
i am sick and tired of all this .
smoke inside the house.
do you really wish to see my ashes before i see yours ?
all that breathing in is really causing me breathing difficulties .
the feeling is no different from seconds away from death .

& you did not cared .
you continued on, without caring about this girl .
causing her to hate you even more .
causing her to wanting to end her life story .

you never bothered to understand , cause you don't give a damn .

`x estee x`

i know i'm being selfish to not say anything .
but i want to walk this path alone .
i wanna cherish everything i have now .
its meant to end it this way anyway .

because you never knew ; from the very beginning .

`x estee x`

its back again , & this time i'm facing it all alone .

Hodgkin's lymphoma

`x estee x`

when will you ever understand ?
when will you ever play a part ?
when will you ever sit down and think what you've done for us ?
when will you ever know that you didn't care ?
when will you ever know that you're just plain selfish ?
when will you ever gonna give us what we need ?
when will you ever realise that i am breaking apart by your words ?
when will you ever , when will you ever , ... care .

& i need a shoulder to cry on so badly ; & you'll never be the one .

`x estee x`

english & geography was okay! :D
science & chinese tomorrow! :)
I MUST SCORE PHYSICS! :]
cause i'm confident! ^^
SHAUN TAN YI SONG!
i'mma gonna prove you wrong , boy ! :)
PHYSICS ROCKS ! :)

if only we can turn back time .

`x estee x`

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISTER ! :D

a cinderella story scene ; a forbidden love .

`x estee x`

the innocent past ; the sophisticated present .

-

remembering those times .

when we are all just seven .

innocent lil' kids running about at the playground.

hanging out with friends all day.

playing and studying hard .

& when we fall,

we cry out loud ,

knowing that our beloved ones will be rushing towards us .

and cuddle us up , and our smiles slowly appears once more .

i look so innocent now .

but of course looks doesn't define a person's heart .

everyone changes ; for the better or worst .

i changed too , & i know its not a better one .

severe heartbreaks meant nothing when we're seven .

`x estee x`

HAHAS ~

& those days !

my oh my ! :D

just finished a game with brother ! :)

of course, he won lah !

5-0

FIRST BLOOD AT LEVEL 10 ! -.-'

that's lame .

LOA vs DS ! :D

YAYS~

instead of deproving, i improved ! :DD

though i haven't been playing for long ! :)

actually didn't wanted to entertain him ,

but since he insists , i just accompanied him .

i randomed! [:

cause i don't know who to choose :/

oh.kay'

shall be back to mugging later .

actually, i kinda miss my hair ! :/

* ROARS ! *

but, i don't regret ! :D

aiyah ~ ! :/

just can't wait for it to grow ?

cause not really use to it . ):

MY FRINGE ESPECIALLY ! T.T

please grow faster ! :/

no matter where we go ; it starts from where we are .

`x estee x`

oh...kay'

i cut my hair .

& its really short ! :D

but the problem is, i think its okay ?

but i bet many people thinking differs from me .

jerome is like "SO DAMN SUCKY" .. :X

is it really that bad ?
GODDD~

i can't people's reaction tomorrow ! ://

home econs common test today ; :D

its alright bah ! :)

i wrote quite a lot for essay !

followed by chinese oral after that ; :/

i don't really know how to read many words ! ):

i'm so dead lah ! ://

love me for who i am ; not how i look .

`x estee x`

i can't seem to view any blogs ! :/

not even mine ! ):

hmms'

i remember i gotta blog something !

uhhhhhhhhhhhhs .

i can't remember ! :X

urgh ! ;/

SEVERE MEMORY LOSS ; i don't realise why .

`x estee x`

i'm going GAHGAH over mocha chip ice cream ! :D
oh yeahs '
just ate dinner cooked by sister & brother not long ago .
its rather nice(: !
for once, they co-operated together in the kitchen ! :)
of course, they were quarelling !
& i was the peacemaker ! :)
JIA HE WAN SHI XIN ! :DD

"Only those who admit their mistakes are WINNERS ! "
i used that to shut them up from critisizing & blaming each other ! :D
hahas, & sister was like "MY BAD ! , my fault for cooking the egg too salty, my fault that the nugget was crispy on the outside and soft on the inside ..."
how ironic ! ._.
obviously my words are influential ! :PP
YAYS~
THANKS FOR THE LOVELY DINNER ,

SISTER & BROTHER ! :D
its DEEPLY appreciated by your sister ! :D

the message ; reminded me of the sweet moments we had .

`x estee x`

i'm like going GAHGAH over my two lovely primary school mates ! :D
NICHOLASYEO & DEBRATONG ! ,
YOU BOTH ROCK SOCKS ! :))

& NOT TO FORGET,

JOSEPH LIM ! :DD
childhood memories ; when i was ten .

`x estee x`

I've got to move on and be who I am.

I just don't belong here;

I hope you understand.

We might find our place in this

World someday,

But at least for now,

I gotta go my own way.

& because of you, I've got the strength to start ; what'll you do ?

`x estee x`

is those times with you that i reminisce .

`x estee x`

went to 201 mac to meet zerlina ! :D

she's teaching me maths ! [:

& i learnt so much today . :D

thanks zerlina ! i really owe you !

i just don't belong there ; cause its been taken .

`x estee x`

i wanna drink vodka so badly now ~ ! :/

i wanna get drunk so badly ; and find the courage to tell you i love you . :/

`x estee x`

i am just crazy over high school musical two songs ! :D
GODDDD ~ ! :)
i so love the three first two songs on my playlist ! [:
especially the first one ! :D

rights ~ ! :)
so today thought going out with mummy ,
but in the end also didn't .
i was kinda tired too .
so decided to stay at home to study . :)

studied geography .
two chapters done (:
so its 50% done (:
home econs .
75% ? :)
vocab test .
40% ! :/
reading - ties that bind , ties that break .
95% ! :D
science - physics(:
70% . (:
i must really score for this test !
its only two chapters !
i love physics man ! :DD
its like so niceeeee ~! [:

tracy ; cousin asked me out just now for night movie .
but i rejected , cause gotta study for common test ! :)
i'm so pleased with myself ! :D
oh'kay ; i almost went ! :X
but , studies are more important i guess . (:

santa, can you please help me heal that wound ? :/

`x estee x`

The Bottom Line
Take care of your health today -- both physical and emotional. Avoid conflicts.
In Detail
The most important thing for you to focus on right now is your health -- both physical and emotional. So remove yourself from any situations that will tax your body or create confusion. This is not a day to initiate any conflicts, perform any strenuous new activities, or start a new relationship. Keep your life quiet today -- follow through with your normal routine and stick close to the people and tasks that make you feel comfortable and capable.

`x estee x`

Gotta Go On My Own Way

I gotta say what's on my mind.
Something about us doesn't seem right these days.
Life keeps getting in the way.
Whenever we try, somehow the plan
is always rearranged.
It's so hard to say, but I've
Gotta do what's best for me.
You'll be okay.

I've got to move on and be who I am.
I just don't belong here;
I hope you understand.
We might find our place in this
World someday,
But at least for now,
I gotta go my own way.

Don't wanna leave it all behind,
But I get my hopes up
And I watch them fall every time.
Another color turns to gray,
And it's just to hard to watch it all
Slowly fade away.
I'm leavin' today 'cause I've
Gotta do what's best for me.
You'll be okay.

I've got to move on and be who I am.
I just don't belong here;
I hope you understand.
We might find our place in this
World someday,
But at least for now,
I gotta go my own way.

[T roy]What about us?
What about everything we've been through?

[G]What about trust?

[T]You know I never wanted to hurt you.

[G]And what about me?

[T]What am I supposed to do?

[G]I gotta leave but I'll miss you.

[T]I'll miss you.

[G]So...I've got to move on and be who I am.

[T]Why do you have to go?

[G]I just don't belong here;
I hope you understand.

[T]I'm trying to understand.

[G]We might find our place in this
World someday,
But at least for now...

[T]I want you to stay.

[G]I wanna go my own way.
I've got to move on and be who I am.

[T]What about us?

[G]I just don't belong here;
I hope you understand.

[T]I'm trying to understand.

[G]We might find our place in this
World someday,
But at least for now....

I gotta go my own way.
I gotta go my own way.
I gotta go my own way.

i gotta go on my own way ; you'll be better off without me right ?

Everyday
Once in a lifetime
means there's no second chance
so I believe than you and me
should grab it while we can

Make it last forever
and never give it back
It's our turn, and I'm loving where we're at

Because this moment's really all we have
Everyday
of our lives,
wanna find you there, wanna hold on tight
Gonna run
While we're young
and keep the faith

Everyday
From right now,
gonna use our voices and scream out loud

Take my hand;
together we
will celebrate,
celebrate.

Oh, everyday.
They say that you should follow
and chase down what you dream,
but if you get lost and lose yourself
what does is really mean?
No matter where we're going,
it starts from where we are.

There's more to life when we listen to our hearts
and because of you, I've got the strength to start
Yeah, yeah, yeah!

Everyday
of our lives,
wanna find you there, wanna hold on tight
Gonna run
while we're young
and keep the faith.

Everyday
from right now,
gonna use our voices and scream out loud
Take my hand;
together we
will celebrate.

Oh, everyday
We're taking it back,
we're doing it here
together!

It's better like that,
and stronger now
than ever!
We're not gonna lose.
Cause we get to choose.
That's how it's gonna be!

Everyday
of our lives,
wanna find you there, wanna hold on tight.
Gonna run
while we're young
And keep the faith
Keep the faith!

Everyday
of our lives,
wanna find you there, wanna hold on tight.
Gonna run
while we're young
and keep the faith

Everyday
from right now,
gonna use our voices and scream out loud
Take my hand;
together we
will celebrate.

Everyday!
Live every day!
Love everyday!
Live everyday!
Love everyday!
Everyday!
Everyday!
Everyday!
Everyday!
Everyday!
Everyday!
Everyday!

Everyday!

i wanna find you here ; i wanna hold you tight.

`x estee x`

too many things happened today !

shall just blog about it tomorrow ~ !

no moooooooooooooooooooooooood ! :/

it pains my heart ; where did you get that bruise from ? :/

`x estee x`

came home immediately after school ! :D

i'm such a good girl ! (:

its never easy for me ; to understand why all this have to happen .

`x estee x`

studied(i don't think its even studying ? ) with iris & judaxil after school at 201 mac ! :)

and its like after eating, then iris say let's change table .

i supposed she meant we all moving to another table ?

but guess what i did ?

i changed the table with another !

& judaxil and her were like ;

LAUGHING THEIR HEADS OFF !

maybe its that funny ! :PP

right '

acting kinda spaddstic ! :)

but i had fun ! [:

& i'm happy ! :DD

thanks darlings(: !

& JUDAXIL ~ YOU ARE NEVER ALONE ! :DD

& that laugh didn't made me forget you .

`x estee x`

The Bottom Line
You're usually a great source of fun for your people, and today that's doubly true!

In Detail
You're usually a great source of fun for your people, and today that is especially true! The stars have sent you some positive, relaxed energy that is enabling you to not take things too seriously. Any bad news that arrives today won't sting too badly, because you realize how many wonderful things you have in your life. This is a good day for taking a big emotional risk, because even if you're rejected, you'll be able to see things in the right perspective.

`x estee x`

*everything look so blurish to me ! *

trying hard to concentrate .

don't know why almost everything look so dark to me .

my eyes can barely be open !

so its like freaking small now ! ):

i'm like so freaking tired !

shall stop here .

i don't know what's wrong with me this few days .

`x estee x`

was here & don't really intend to blog much .

after school iris asked me to go sop sectionals with her .

don't feel like going home, so anything lor .

had lots fun there . :D

i'm happy ! [:

i think .

`x estee x`

sometimes, you just don't wanna feel this way .

but it just naturally comes into your way .

sometimes, you don't wanna think about him/her .

but you can't help it cause you really miss him/her .

sometimes, you feel that you are alone .

but then again, you know you're never alone .

sometimes, words are spoken so deeply,

but you'll decipher its meaning somehow .

sometimes, you feel like running away .

but you know you can never run away .

so just do what your heart says ;

& nothing will feel wrong anymore .

so will you tell me what do you mean ?

`x estee x`

back from such a long day ! :D
woke up as early as 8 plus & get ready to go out .
SHOPPING SPREE ~~~ :DD
it's been like so long . :/

& so it all started with me, mummy & brother out .
ate mac breakfast .
then went to NTUC income .
slackked there for quite some time .
cause mum had to inquire certain things .
called sis about something & she decided to join us in the end . (:

while she was on the way , helped her buy mac breakfast for her .
so had to walk back to macdonald's .
i'mma such a nice sister ! :D
yeah' & so went to the bank .
mum did her things again & after which took MRT down to city hall .
reached city hall & the first thing was to go Raffles Shopping Centre for STARBUCKS(: .
cause sister was like feeling lethargic .
so we all kapok some ! :D
actually , i drank like quite alot ! :PP
cause i really needed coffee too ~ ! :D

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& that brings me to the point that i & iris went to delifrance to study yesterday !
& she actually bought a tea for $3.20 ?
oh..kay' RICH PEOPLE -.-'
shan't argue the fact that she's rich ! :)
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right ' & so after which went down to city link .
went into the first shop .
which was URS & INC .
sis just bought a pair of 3 1/2 inch heels & wear it through the day .
she likes the feeling of being tall -.-' .

so proceeded to Marina Square after that .
ate at Secret Recipe :DD
it was yum-deli-cious ! ;]
i ate kids meal ! :PP
fish&chips !
cause i wasn't that hungry .
cause of the 1 1/2 hotcakes for breakfast .
shall upload the photo tomorrow(: .
but i'll practically be studying for the most of the time tomorrow ? :)
let's just see then ! :D

i bought a jacket & a pair of jeans from S&K ! :D
went to Suntec City after which , cause brother had to collect his jeans there .
marina didn't have this size '
& so walk ... walk .. walk .. .
after that , went to meet mama & er-yi at Marina Square again ..
so walk back ...
ate at some chinese restaurant opposite BREEKS .
which is one restaurant away from SEOUL GARDEN .
of course, saw the people that are celebrating jerrold & lydia's birthday !
when shermaine & erika saw me & jerome at marina square ,
they were like so HYPER ! :DD
hahas ! [:
so CUTE ! (:

oh..kay lahs '
practically that's all ? :D
shall post the photos up tomorrow then ' (:
goodnights ~ [:

you won't understand anything that i'm saying .

`x estee x`

your happiness ; is what she wants .

the bitter sweet feeling .
somehow or rather ,
it just won't go away .
each day & each night ,
i pray for you to be happy .
but you just won't be .

`x estee x`

PHOTOS ; 090807 :D

angelic celia (:

girl can rock ! :D
warheads ; <3

our legs ! pink ; jieyi black ; me ! :D

deception & lies ; i can't forget .

`x estee x`

its 1030hrs in the morning !
& i was awake by two nightmares ! ://

ONE ; i hate the DARK .

TWO ; i hate NIGHTMARES .

& its like the whole thing was about the two above ! :/
i mean the whole nightmare was dark, scary, alone with weird-looking people ! :(
they're like the people in harry potter !
when he said diagonal alley instead of diagon alley ?
& he ends up in some dark, werid-looking place with weird-looking people .

sighs'
if i didn't choose to run away from you,
all these nightmares wouldn't have appeared, i suppose .
& till now, i still don't know what to do .
am i really doing the right thing ?
where'd this endless road bring me to ?
i just have to keep running and running .
till i find what i really want to know . :/

its not what i wanted it to be ; but do i have a choice ? :/

`x estee x`

came across this when i saw sherry's e-mail .
well' i have the book already(: .

& its really really touching ! :D

see the trailer ! :)

its like a girl name called, Joanna(: & this guy call Jacky .

i can't lend the book cause its my sister's one .

so , sorry people ! :)

but seriously , its worth the grab! :D

its a forbidden love ; you start your new life that very day you take up the post .

`x estee x`

HMMS!
waiting for YINJIE for my blogskin ! :D
thanks boy !
i owe you one ! :D


LALALAS ~
today JudaxiL kinda bless us ! :D
with the 100k blessing ! :)
how inspiring ~ [:
MANYMANYLOVES* / x ; JUDAXIL ! :D


oh..kay!
i'm feeling lame, random , whateveranything now ! :

its fated ; even santa's doing me a favour by helping me not to see you !

`x estee x`

running & running ; as far as i can .

i smile because you laugh ;
i frown because you cry ;
i die because you survive.
i love you because you love me .
whenever you go;
whatever you do,
i'll be just beside you.
if you ever feel down,
think of me & i will be there ;
to ease your sorrows .

runaway ; i just wanna runaway from you .

`x estee x`

THE BITTER ESCAPE ;

running away as far as i can ; i can't take it anymore .

`x estee x`

couldn't use the com yesterday that's why didn't get to post about ITmap ! :/

anyways' didn't feel like using the com anyway .

yepps ; & DUNMAN GOT FIRST RUNNER UP ! :)

which is a really really really GREAT achievement alreadys ~

consider that we didn't take part in last few years competition ! :D

we lost to RAFFLES GIRLS .

but they're really good !

so yeahh ' (:
but who cares ?

DUNMAN GOT SECONDDDD ! :DD

& so at last, only KOKLEONG'WEICHONG'IRIS & ME went ! :]

meet IRIS inside the 21 bus itself ! :D

i was kinda late of course . :P

SORRY DARLING ~

but yeahhs '

guess who were later ? -.-'

but nevermind(: .

they still went ! :D

& so darling and me went to the beach to let out our beautiful screams .

oh...kay '

its beautiful cause screams are never beautiful i guess ?

sang, zilian(of course ! :PP), lunch-ed(seeing weichong eating ?) . ^^

kok came at around 1120hrs ?

at then we left downtown .

took 21 to ESSO bus stop & walked to school .

crapped lots !

& so reached school and the bus brought us there ...

SP was pretty cool ~ :)

for the fact that they have a real big auditorium & of course,

kok counted , 50 air-cons ? -.- .

righhhht '

first up was the primary school's performance first .

then after the interval , its dunman first up !

& they totally rockeddddd the stageeeee ! :))

cause they played just beautiful !

good job tess, benjamin, wilfred, ryman & some girl from guitar ? :D

& so followed by prize presentation & performances ...

we were saying that there was one girl that matches *er-hem* .

prefer it to be kept confidential ! :X

the people who went know it enough already . (:

rights' & so had to accompanied kok to take MRT .

cause he scared he got lost !

in the end, weichong went too !

so that leave me & iris ! :D

& we had a heart-to-heart talk ! :)

which we normally do .

like earlier on just now too ! (:

yeahs '

the air-con came yesterday too !

studied just now with the air-con on .

of course !
i had to pay a price for doing that .

that's to like clean the whole bookshelf ! :/

& it was real torturous !
cause i had to take all the books out & clean each and every one of em' !

I FELT A SENSE OF ACHIEVEMENT AFTER THAT ! :DD

shall just end here then ! [:

school tomorrow !

learning journey with 2C(: & 2G !

wells~ nights then ! :)

maybe its best for you to leave me alone ; i'm running away from you .

`x estee x`

somewhere deep inside you ,
i know there's a lil'boy side of you .
i can't wait for that lil'boy any longer .
and its also because you've grown .


its where i should leave you .
and not lead myself on,
living in a deceptive life .
its never easy .
but i shall persevere .
this may be the last ; iloveyou .
or it may not ? ; can i bear to give up ?

`x estee x`

Afureru namida kara umareru yuki no kesshou
Crystal snow was born from my flowing tears

Tsugi kara tsugi he to umerete ha kieteyuku
From one drop to the next one, then starting to disappear

Isshun no kagayaki ni kaketa jinsei
Risking on an instant light of human life

Mou ii nokosukoto ha nai to, kataku kuchi wo tozashita
There's nothing left to say, so i close my mouth tightly

Chinmoku no naka de oshiyoseru kanjou ga oritsukiteku
In a silence, feelings that i ignored begin to freeze..

Shiroku kegare wo shiranai, yuki dakara koso
You won't see the white impurity, because it's snow

Hakanaku kieteitta
It'll soon gone

Shiroku kegare wo shiranai, yuki dakara koso
You won't see the white impurity, because it's snow

Kizu tsuki yasukatta
It's easy to leave a wound on somebody

Shizukani shinobikomu owari no toki ni kidzukazu
Quietly creeping in, in the end i become worry

Mujakini hashaida toki ha tada sugiteku
Innocently i think i've overacted when i thank you

Chiisana toiki ga shiroi ato wo nokoshite
With a small sigh,leaving white prints

Tozasareta sekai ni tachisukumi
I can't move in a locked world

Hiekitta sono te ha
And my hand become completely chilled

Mou donna nukumori mo kanjinai to
Can't fill warmth anymore

Kooritsuiteku
And i begin to freeze..

Umareta koto no imi shirazuni
Before i knew the meaning of being born

Kieteyuku sonzai ni dare mo kidzukazu
Everybody's worry of not surviving anymore

Hito no warai ni oshitsubusarete
People's laugh is being wasted away

Kodoku to te wo musunda ano ko ha saigo ni
Totally confused - need help!

Waratteta
Laughing

Buritsumoru yukitachi ha
The gathered falling snow

Anata no ikita akashisaemo, nokosasu shiroku shiteyuku
Even as a proof of your living, the left white begin to disappear

Tooku kikoeru ano ko no koe
Somewhere far out there i can hear the lil boy's voice

Shiroi yuki no ashiato

`x estee x`

i'm supposed to post the photos & the trip yesterday eh ? :/

BUT I'M REALLY NOT IN THE MOOD ! :/
CAUSE I AM HAPPY,
BUT NO ONE BELIEVES ME ! :(
HOW INFURIATING CAN THIS BE ! >.<

I AM HAPPY ! :D
& ONLY ANGEL BELIEVES ME ! :(
BUT ITS OKAYYY ! [:
ANGEL IS LOVEDDDD ! <3

& definitely' I LOVE DARLING TOO ! :)
leon said when we mixed our sub-names together , its turns out like
EMOTIONAL BRAINLESS ?
i think it was it right ?
wells' i shall be off to be HAPPY ! :D
EMO @ THE BEACH ; 040807(:
with friends for life ! (:

i persevere to give up ; please allow me to do it, santa ! ):

`x estee x`

GEMINI ; 030807:D

The Bottom Line

Prepare for a new acquaintance to push hard to become a bigger part of your life.

In Detail
One of your new acquaintances is pushing harder to be a bigger part of your life, and you might feel some pressure to comply. But your relationships must always be based on mutual choice and respect, and this one is no different. Do not allow yourself to be bullied! If you don't like them as much as they like you, there is nothing wrong with telling this eager beaver to take a hike -- although you should use your customary tact to deliver such a severe message.

do you know what it feels like to be living in a lie ?

`x estee x`

awwws ~ i'm just too tired to blog .

had many photos taken today at NAFA !

shall post em' up tomorrow , if possible !

i'm so uber super screwed up ; i just don't get it .

`x estee x`

PICTURES ; 010807 :D

& there you have , shaun tan , the group leader , acting cool ~ :X

jiaying : "faster lah leader -.-'' "
shaun : "the night is still young (: "
joanna : " I'm so hardworking ! [: "
jeremy : " is that shaun ? -.- "


jiaying : "OH MY GOD ! what's that on my leg ? "
jeremy : "wow ~ nice legs ! " XP
shaun : "hahas ! one of my evil deeds again ! :D "
joanna : see ! i'm sucha nice & hardworking girl ! :)


& there you go ~
there's only three & all are without me ! :D
cause i'm the photographer !
& its like they didn't know i caught them in action !
some pictures are blurr !
cause they moved ! :/
you made me don't know what to do ; my decision lies within my broken heart .

`x estee x`

i'm so backk from the day ! ://

had to do CIP after school today !

& it was quite a torture !

& you people shall listen to my RANTS ~ :DD

we were supposed to ask people for their opinions on the BYOB day !

& today is the first wednesday of the month ! :)

& so me,shaun & jiaying were in charge of the survey analysis while

jeremy & joanna were the observers .

wells' one thing good was that they just had to stand near the cashier there &

see the people & fill in the form .

whereas me,shaun & jiaying had to use our perfect english to ask the people . :D

& its like WOW ~ , we had to say the same sentences over & over again .

US : "excuse me sir/mdm , can we spare one minute of your time ?

-do you know that today is BYOB day ? yes/no .

- so do you support this event ? yes/ no .

- how often do you think BYOB day should be held ? daily/weekly/monthly .

thanks sir/mdm for your time, have a nice day ! "

& some will reply like this :

SIR/MDM : yeah' sure . what's it regarding ? oh yeah sure ! of course i do support !

SIR/MDM : oh, no ! i totally do not support this event ! its so troublesome having to bring our own bag ! & where do i find plastic bags for my leftovers ?

SIR/MDM : umm ' sorry, but i'm in a hurry .

okayy ... the MOST scary scene was like !
OMFG ! :XX

there's three aunties coming in to S&S .

& so we approached them , as one whole group .

& we didn't expect their answer to be so ...

let's just say they were REALLY AGAINST BYOB day ! D:

& they got real worked up !
that auntie was like ,
"NO ! I TOTALLY OBJECT ! tell me, if we were to use that bag, how do we have bags for our rubbish ? i'll still have to pay money to purchase those plastic bags, & i'm not gaining much . unless the government provides us the money to buy or else i'd say its definitely a NO . "

& jiaying was like " quarrelling" with that auntie .

if you're my daughter, you will suffer . my son is such a good boy ! after school, he'll work at his part-time job & studies when he reaches home at night ! & if there were to be a test the next day, he'll be very well prepared for it ! let me ask you students ! , will you all be able to study & work at the same time ? I BET YOU CAN'T ! "

& she looks at me directly !!!

HELL! , i was so OFFENDED by that sentence !

so i was like :

"umms... oh..kay , thanks for the time aunty , we'll better be going . *reluctantly smiled* "
& we left where she was .

GODDD !

like , i was so innocent !

she even brought my BELOVED CONVERSE BAG in to the topic !

"don't tell me you expect me to use this kind of bags(points to my BELOVED converse bag) for my rubbish ?

& i was like,

" umm NO !? my bag costs 60 bucks ! "

& she was like , yeah ! exactly !

then joanna rebutted with :

"but this bag is only $1 "

& that lady replied back with :

" you know $1 i can buy a loaf of bread & it can feed my family for two days breakfast ?! "

& me and joanna was completely ; NOTHING TO SAY !

like that also can ?! -.-'

i shan't be angry cause of those ladies .

notice i call them ladies !
well, i'm really courteous enough to not call them aunties alright !
wells ' that's about it ! :D

& DIONIS WAS SUCH A DEAR TO BUY ME M&N'S TODAY ! :D
YAYS ~
WITH LOVEEEEE ! :)

& i still don't get it ; your words that day hangles through my mind .

`x estee x`