In Short,
ALTOS IS love!

`x estee x`

This year's DHL Family Day ain't that fun as compared to the rest of the years.
But certain explorations and learning was interesting!
I am like so happy to see things that I just learnt!
Like the magic box that Mrs Fong showed us for the topic on 'Light' ! :D

Photos will most probably be up soon! :D
So, I shall post the Alto pics up on the next post! :)
Here ya go Lynn, Nisya and Sheri! :D

AND, Riffin is love! HA HA HA. :D

x estee x`

A tinybitsof<3™ production.

`x estee x`

I was young I wasn't naive
I watch helpless
As you turn around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep
That even you could bot bury if you tried

after all this time
I never thought we'd be here
never thought we'd be here
when my love for you is blind
but I couldn't make you see it
couldn't make you see it
that I loved you more than you'll ever know
when part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleep
only in hopes of dreaming
that everything would be like it was before
but nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
they disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

after all this time
I never thought we'd be here
never thought we'd be here
when my love for you is blind
but I couldn't make you see it
couldn't make you see it
that I loved you more than you'll ever know
when part of me died when I let you go

after all this time
would you ever wanna leave it
maybe you could not believe it
that my love for you is blind
but I couldn't make you see it
couldn't make you see it
that I loved you more than you will ever know
a part of me died when I let you go
and I loved you more than you'll ever know
when part of me die when I let you go

`x estee x`

280608 ; Happy Birthday Pek Wan Jie! :)

Got awake by Titus call around 12 plus 1.
Finally woke up at 1 plus 2.
Slept at 2 plus 3 on saturday morning.

Reasearch for Mini-Project has been quite taxing.
Somewhat, it is realated and not related, :/ !
Searching up more relevant details again.
This time, decided to save as MS Word file into hard disk.
Man, I really don't know what I'm doing.

DHL Family Day tomorrow!
Gotta wake up at 0700hrs!
Someone save me!
I need my sleep! :(

It doesn't even bother you, why must you even do this?

`x estee x`

Today's basketball after choir was a total failure,
BUT WE ENDED UP PLAYING SOCCER,
I, ESTEE KHO, ACTUALLY PLAYED SOCCER! :O

Anyway, fatigue has been overcoming me these days.
I just feel so tired, even for now.
So wanted to blog the photos that altos took today!
However so! i am using brother's lappy, which unfortunately, i do not know how to connect the bluetooth! :/
So so sorry nisya, sheri, lynn!
I'll try my best to upload it tomorrow!

oh oh oh, so the day started quite alright today!
at least for once lessons were okay for the whole day.
Mr Imran is really nice and funny.
But still, Miss Poh is irreplaceable! ):
Yeah, and special thanks to Mr Tan today for solving that freaking tedious logarithms that Han Wen asked me, which I totally couldn't even figure a solution to it!
I bet Big'sis, that pro is Logarithms can't even solve it! =x
oops! oh dearest Big'sis and BCP ( Beloved Conference Partner ) came for choir today.
like, some other sec fours too, but they didn't stay long!

Big'sis and BCP accompanied altos for quite a while and it was totally heart-warming! :)
But didn't get the chance to talk much to them!
Oh oh! , Alto sang Verbum Caro in the dark today.
A1's and A2's were dispersed everywhere at one part of art room, and it was totally cool!
The feelings were there, at least from what I think! :)
Altos is love.

Haha! Your Highness love is making us crazy and high! :D
like with love! hahaha! :D
well, so I better get started with my Animation Mini-Project!
Sem 2 is so fatigue and stressed! x.x

`x estee x`

A very funny conversation with myron that cheered me a lil' :)

€ειρωνικός says:
The heart's a major source of trouble.
ειρωνικός says:
Therefore I've traded mine for a buriza and a MKB.
ειρωνικός says:
Never needed that much STR anyway.

I mean if you even know what is DOTA,
then you'll really understand.
hahahahahahaa! thanks my'! :D

`x estee x`

The Bottom Line
Your hopes and wishes are your own -- you cannot ever let them be defined by others.

In Detail
Your goals, your wishes, and your hopes are your own -- you cannot let them be defined by pressures from other people, especially your boss. If you aren't hungry for that corner office, then why pretend that you are? The extra effort will only make you miserable, and there will be no payoff at the end. Remind yourself why you chose the path you chose, and stop focusing so much on a dollar figure. Happiness has nothing to do with a paycheck. It has to do with following your heart.

Follow my heart, yeah right.
I don't see why does the truth always hit me so hard.
It hasn't been easy to come this far,
that's definitely.
I don't see why, maybe I should just follow mark's advice.

`x estee x`

Screw sad mood today!

`x estee x`

Ten days past,
'Good morning Dunmanites, please proceed to the parade ground for your morning assembly'.
First day of the new semester was nice i guess. :)
Though many faces changed, but its time to move on.
I'm sure classes with your highness is gonna be very fun and enriching! :D

Much or less no homework for today!
Gonna run/jog to the library later to return my books and back home!
So I shall list the teachers changed here ;
English : Mdm Shirin - Ms Jacqueline Yew.
A Math : Mr Tang - Mdm Candy Tan.
Social Studies : Miss Irene Poh - Mr Imran.
Geography : Mdm Fadillah - Mdm Shirin.
Form Teacher : Mdm Salha - Mdm Candy Tan.

& I hate that I love you so.

`x estee x`

hahahah! webcam with cousins are loved! :)

`x estee x`

THIS SUCKS.
THIS SUCKS.
THIS SUCKS.

Of all timing, this have to happen!
Gastroenteritis ;
stomach and intestinal inflammation: inflammation of the stomach and the
intestines, with vomiting and diarrhoea, usually as a result of bacterial or viral infection.
Guess I will never ever know what I really missed for the two days!

`x estee x`

Tagged by Mark!

1. Have you ever loved someone?
Yeah.

2. Who is more important to you? Friends or Gf?
For my case if Bf is it? I don't have a Bf now, so it'll be Friends! :)

3. Who are the people you trust the most?
No one, not even myself, sad to say.

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
Self-esteem has always been my biggest weakness!

5. What do you think of YOURSELF?
A girl who's SO DUMB that she's actually DUMB.

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Yeah, I remember seeing one when I was five/six! :)

7. What is your goal for this year?
Promote to sec 4 too! :D

8. Do you believe in eternal love?
Yep!

9. What feeling do you love the most?
People around me to be happy, for now. :)

10. What are the requirements of your the other half?
Someone who can make me laugh/happy! And much others I guess. :]

11. What's the song you're listening to now and why?
Superman by Shawn Desman, cause I'm feeling a lil' emoish! :

12. What do you hate most?
Being misunderstood, I abhor it a whole lot.

13. Between love and money?
Love.

14. What's the most attractive things about a person to you?
He'll always be there for me. ( Yeah, I know its so common, but none has ever achieved in that promise! )

15. Describe the person who tagged you using 5 words.
MARK IS : Funny, Cute? (uh...), Handsome (er hem!), Understanding, Mr.Nice Guy!

16. Who can you not live without?
Brother! I don't know why! And of course, family!

17.If you have one wish now, what would you wish for?
My wish has already been fulfilled that time! But for now, maybe I really wish for that guy to give up! :/

18.What do you want most for your birthday.
I've gotten it! :D

19. Have I kept pets before?
Dog(Pepsi! :'/), Fish.

20. Do you believe in dreams come true?
Yeah.

Instructions: Remove 1 ques from above and add in your personal ques.
Make a total of 20 ques and tag 8 ppl. List them out at the end of your post. Notify them in your cbox! Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.the lucky 8(:

I'm tagging :

1. YuYing
2. Kathy
3. KangQi
4. Tracy
5. Zerlina
6. Celia
7. Jerrold
8. Jasmine

`x estee x`

150608 ; Just another day of cam-whoring! :D

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Shopping at vivo was quite fun I supposed!

Though was feeling bored of going there for the third time during this hols'!

Everything was superb!

Dinner especially, even if I didn't get to savour my 'Fish & Chips' in the end due to some 'fatal blunder' (I choose to exaggerate!) made by the staffs of Breeks!

Oh well, just my luck I guess! :/

But it was nice as well with Mummy's unfinished Spaghetti Beef Bolognese and Granny's Seafood Baked Pasta!

Mum had a really great deal shopping at Tangs, well I got a Tankini from Sheer Romance!
Was pretty unpleasant about it cause didn't feel good spending such a bomb on one tankini just for the Kota Tinggi Trip! :

But in order to play safe and make my life comfortable at camp, guess it's the only way! :

I SWEAR I WAS REALLY GUILTY AFTER MUMMY PAID AT THE COUNTER.

Cause the undying truth is : ESTEE KHO DOES NOT KNOW HOW TO SWIM!

So, I shall make an effort to learn swimming and heck that freaking 'DEEP WATER PHOBIA'!

BRRRR..SPEAKING OF PHOBIA. :\

Oh well, it's 0130hrs and I'm going to bed at 0230hrs after a few chapters of 'Diva'! :D

Nightsy Nighty Bloggeyyy! :)

`x estee x`

Life is like a journey in which time is the distance and emotions our
obstacles: Finishing the journey, overcoming the bad emotions with good
emotions, is more important than pondering on why we are going to the
destination.

adapted from the novel 'Journey' by Low Kay Hwa.

I was browsing through google in search for a suitable movie for chinese project when I decided to stop for a while and proceed to here for an update on Low Kay Hwa's novels.
Being an inspirational writer himself, I'm an avid fan of his fantabulous novels!
They are just so realistic!
Every vivid detail are expressed in such a 'lifely' way.
Like you know, these stories really happen in life before.

The above abstract is just one simple paragraph taken from his latest novel 'Journey'.
Personally, My sister owns three of his amazing novels and I've read them all.
They're really so heart-wrenching and just leaves me breathless in every chapters of the book.
Okay, I think I better get on with the Chinese Project! ):
Tata! :D

`x estee x`

10 more days and it will be back to the wakening at 0645hrs in the wee morning, to me.
and then the bell will starting ringing at 0725hrs to sing the national anthem.
and lessons~ .
I don't know why,
I always look/and don't look forward to the start of the new term.
and now I'm really beginning to wonder if I'm ready for all the new stuffs that's gonna wheeze through my brain for the next three months till the new term starts again with only a pathetic week of holiday.

So today, I'm gonna try to finish all my 'untouched' homework!
I reckoned that I am not gonna sleep till 4am, perhaps.
But I think its perfectly fine for me, since I woke up at 1330hrs! =x
Whoops!
okay, so cut this short, it's gonna start from now!

`x estee x`

haha! Got tagged by yiling!

Name 20 pple. At th end of th survey, choose 10pple you wna tag. Don't read th Qns first. Name th pple first!

01. Yi Ling
02. Celia
03. Yu Ying
04. Kathy
05. Zerlina
06. Richelle
07. Piriya
08. Kang Qi
09. Jerrold
10.Tracy
11.Iris
12. Jing Yu
13. Titus
14. Christy
15. Judaxil
16. Jasmine
17. Jonathan
18. Janine
19. Hui Qi
20. Alicia

01) What is your relationship w 14?
Christy. She's my angel! :D

02) Do you love 6?
Richelle. HA! She's my cutie piex wor. lol! as a cutie piex, TOTALLY! :D

03) Did you see 13 naked before?
Titus. O.O OF COURSE NOT!

04) How did you know 5?
Zerlina. HEHE! ACTUALLY, I CAN'T REMEMBER? By Jerome?

05) Is 9 a girl or boy?
Jerrold. He is my brotherrrrr, what'chya think? ;)

06) Is 7 your best friend?
Piriya. MY CUTIE PIEX TOO! (:

07) How old is 19 last yr?
HuiQi. 14? :)

08) What is 12 full name?
Wee Jing Yu. WJY, lol!

09) Did you kiss 17 before?
Jonathan. HAHAHAHA, AH LIU! :D NO! I still have my first kiss!

10) Can 4 be in relationship w you?
Kathy. If she ever breaks with her present boyfriend, maybe! rofl!

11) Who 2 always hang out w?
Celia. I don't really know leh! Janessa? o.O

12) What school 10 go to?
Tracy. Blur Queen Secondary! :P NO LAH, DUNMAN SEC! :D

13) What is th telephone of 11?
Iris. uh, 9*5*4*0*?

14) What 1 did that you will always rmb?
Yi Ling. The wonderful cookies that she baked for me! :)

15) Are you v close to 15?
Judaxil. I'd say quite? :)

16) What is th v special thing you like abt 3 th most?
Yu Ying. Everything about her is special to me! She's like an angel sent down from heaven to protect me in everything! :D

17) What you hate 8 th most?
Kang Qi. When she emos! :/ Not hate, but will not be feeling right! How can you be happy when your BIG'SIS is EMO-ING! ):

18) If pple say bad things abt 16, what will you do?
Jasmine. Slap the mouth till that person can't open his/her mouth for a year! :P MY STEADY BABY LEH.

19) Do you hate 20?
Alicia. WHY WILL I EVEN! haha, I know her from the camp! But I guess we won't be as close cause she's in SOP. ):

20) What language 19 speak?
Hui Qi. Chinese often, and English! :D I know she wanna learn Hokkien! lmao :)

Pple I wanna tag:

1. Yu Ying
2. Kathy
3. Celia
4. Zerlina
5. Richelle
6. Piriya
7. Kang Qi
8. Tracy
9. Jerrold
10. Iris
11. Jasmine
12. Jonathan
13. Mark
14. Jing Yong
15. Judaxil

`x estee x`

明明以为那份友情真的有那么坚强, 那么的经得起考验.
但现实已经证明这份情是那么的脆弱, 那么的失败.
虽然有很多次我都很恨不得的骂你, 为什么会改变得那么'夸张' ?
但发现事实已不能改变什么, 人变了就是变了.
就是从你的身上, 才仍然的成了一个道理为什么人会变.
真的不知该谢让我明白了这个道理，或恨你的现实改变.

;一个简单的书却停写了下来.

`x estee x`

Just one day of the many many overdue pictures! :D ; 280508

B&J's :D !

Brownie! :)
Thriple Delight! :D
B&J's ♥ ! toilet at harbourfront!♥
adorable girl! ♥
♥
vivo toilet! ♥

cousins.forever♥
what a fake smile =/ !
B&J's♥
XiaoJuan,Jieyan,Jieyi! :)

♥
San-yi's lunch!
Ting&Yi's Lunch! :D
My Lunch! :D
Yan's Lunch! :)

`x estee x`

met up with dear old'janine today! :)
spent our time at e-hub slacking.
saw grace! i think her sir name is chia. :P
yeah, it feels all good to meet up and come across the old times.

anyway, have been hooked on story books these few days.
read finish 'Confession of a teen nanny' just three days back.
and currently reading 'Diva' by Alex Flinn.
my rating for 'Confession of a teen nanny' is 4/5 ! :)
it has that bitchy substance in it, so oh my god! :D
haha, and 'Diva' is more on a novel about what does it really take to be a diva.
haha, and the vocabulary usage are really mind-boggling. :D
yes, take this chance to improve on my english, it's getting real bad! ):

a math tomorrow, yay mr tang rofl! :D

`x estee x`

I AM SO SAD CAUSE I HAVEN'T BEEN USING THE COMPUTER FOR SO LONG.
I AM SO STUCKED WITH THIS LAPTOP, (which is supposed to be a good thing :P ), BUT BUT BUT I CAN'T POST ANY PHOTOS AT ALLLLLL! ):
CAUSE I CAN'T FREAKING CONNECT MY BLUETOOTH TO THIS LAPTOP AND I DON'T WANNA SAVE ALL MY ZILIAN PICS IN BROTHER'S LAPPY! :/
AHHHHHH!

never mind, somehow or rather got insane.
and i am not even screaming into jerome's ears for the desktop.
my house phone is so screwed now,
i can't call at all. -.-'

haha, playing around with the crystal eye! =x
i found something interesting!
so tata, nightsy bloggy! :P

oh, and don't know why, i miss you all of a sudden! so random! =x

`x estee x`

Save You

Take a breath
I pull myself together
Just another step
Until I reach the door
You'll never know the way
It tears me up inside to see you
I wish that I could tell you something
And take it all away

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there's so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up 'til it's over
If it takes you forever
I want you to know

When I hear your voice
It's drowning into whispers
You're just skin and bones
There's nothing left to take
No matter what I do
I can't make you feel better
If only I could find the answer
To help me understand

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there's so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up 'til it's over
If it takes you forever
I want you to know that

If you fall, stumble down
I'll pick you up off the ground
If you lose faith in you
I'll give you strength to pull through
Tell me you won't give up
Cause I'll be waiting if you fall
You know I'll be there for you

If only I could find the answer
To take it all away

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there's so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up 'til it's over
If it takes you forever
I want you to know
I wish I could save you
I want you to know
I wish I could save you

`x estee x`

back from choir camp!
three cheers for rovivruS, choir camp comm'08, miss yeo, miss chin and mdm ng & not forgetting the leaders of every group! :)
OHH EEE OHHH EEE OOO! :D

after the camp, really gotta know people like paul, dexter, amri, shuqi, cheryl, alicia and emeline better! :D
yay, and somewhat or rather closer with Judaxil too! :D
so much to say, but its gonna be lengthy so perhaps check out other chorister's bloggy! :)
think i'm gonna blog about the camp at a much later date!

so received my work schedule,
and currently trying to reach Christy!
but i guess she must have slept, so nevermind.
heading to Sentosa this Sunday for mummy's early celebration!
then on the 11th will be actual celebration at Snow City!
still remember spending her birthday at the budget terminal last year!
mummy, sister, peixuan, er-yi and mama went to hai nan dao last year, so yeah :) !

hmm, gonna do amath tomorrow and catch up on other subjects as well!
oh and Kathy & YY if you both happen to see this,
CHINESE PROJECT ZEN ME BAN? ):

`x estee x`