gonna go er-yi's house later.

yiing's & peixuan's birthday celebration.(;

happy birthday crystal anyways(:

I turned back & it ain't gonna be you.

`x estee x`

& i'm back! (:

it has been a long long day.

but its simply ENJOYABLE & SWEET & EVERYTHING in the dictionary that's positive. (;

SPEECH DAY today. (;

okays.

was actually doing the "Hercules" project.

then after that from library saw the uniform group people marching in to the parade ground.

ahhh!

saw many peepos (;

& THREE cheers for NPCC, NCC (Air & Land), Red Cross & Dove Scouts! =D

though it was raining, they still stayed calm and cool.

& they just stood there proudly.

its just so SWEET! =P

rights.

then after that proceeded up to the gallery.

they gave up the prizes for the previous secFOUR batch.

& when yakai was up, I clapped the LOUDEST. ^^

congrats ya kai. (;

7 distinctions please!

that's like WOW! >.<

yeahs'

then after that it was the CHOIR!!!
AHHHHH!
they sang Sarba Dance. <33

nice nice.

but i'm sure they'll be much better for SYF & clinch a GOLD with HONOURS! (:

alrights.

then after the whole event went down to canteen.

then got one lady asked edmund where's the toilet.

he can't leave his position so I did him the favour.

see I so nice. =P

kidding lahhs' hahas. (:

then after the whole event went to Mac.

weichong was so GAY just now. =X

nevermind.

shan't say anymore.

hahas' XP

toodles~`.

`x estee x`

When first I looked into your eyes

each breath became a thousand sighs.

My heart drummed out a thunder beat

I glowed with joy from head to feet.

The hand of love had touched my soul,

as the bell of destiny began to toll.

The tide of love began to rise,

the world was filled with summer skies.

My sodden clouds of cold and greyglowed with gold,

then wisped away.

A brilliant rainbow arched across,

as waves of love began to toss.

The air was filled with lovebird cries,

when I first looked into your eyes.

When I first looked into your eyes,

all time and space were paralyzed

And in that instant,

I was showna universe I had never known.

I dwell there still, in Paradise,

when I look into your eyes.

`x estee x`

rights.

started off with a "cold" morning.

the war yesterday made this morning "cold".

didn't feel like talking much today actually.

prepared and went to school alone.

brother left early cause he had to do today's quote of the week.

and yeahhs'

today's quote of the week.

its like suddenly so aspiring. (:

心疼一句珍藏万年.

well, then it was IPW.

okays.

I don't wanna talk about what happened.

its seriously irritating & pissed.

actually nothing much also lahhs.

just that shuting came just now.

was eating downstairs then she say she thirsty.

so invited her up for a drink. (;

and she stayed till 6.05pm like that?

yeahhs' (:

that's all for today. (;

just one word " hurt" stays on for a million years.

`x estee x`

another day of nothing much. =/

there's like so little to blog these few days.

sighhs' =/

`x estee x`

You make me feel special,

You make me feel new,

You make me feel loved,

With everything you do.

You hold me close when I am sad.

You wipe the tears from my face.

Every time we are together,

It seems like the perfect place.

My eyes light up when you enter a room.

I smile when we are together.

No matter how bad things are,

You always make them better.

I love the way you kiss me,

The way you hold me tight.

I love the way you touch me,

I could be with you all night.

I love the way you can make me laugh

For absolutely no reason at all.

I love how no matter what I do,

You will be there to catch me when I fall.

I just want you to know,

That even though we sometimes fight,

I will always love you!

No matter what, day or night.

i dare not look into your eyes; for i fear for being hurt even deeper.

`x estee x`

The sparkle in your eye,

The warmth of your skin.

Your breath on my neck,

That quivers within.

The touch of your hand,

The smell of your hair.

The kindness in your smile,

That strength in your stare.

Your kiss on my lips,

Your body near mine.

The stroke of your touch,

That feeling inside.

The sound of your voice,

Compassion in your embrace.

The serenity in your stride,

The power in your face.

The calming of your presence,

The beating of your heart.

The promise of tomorrow,

That we may never part.

The beauty of your kiss,

and that magic in your touch.

It is for all these reasons and more,

Why I love you so much.

the most emo-est day every month of my life; 27th.

`x estee x`

the only photo taken from undram's friendster @ austin's farewell that day.

i thought this was sweet. ^^

still waiting for dionis for the rest. =/

nothing much today.

270307; its 27th again. ):

`x estee x `

One look

One smile

One touch

One embrace

One kiss

One love

Two people

Two minds

Two souls

Two destinies

One road

One journey

One ending

Together.

`x estee x`

The snow, so peaceful and serene,

caressed by the soft moonlight,

gave magical feelings to the night.

The soft blue glow,

the lovers' words that then did flow,

their lips closer and closer

until, locked in the throes

of a passionate embrace,

he decided to express his feelings,

to keep her safe.

He whispered softly,

his words like music to her ears,

"I Love You,"

and her response the same,

heard like the gentle breeze.

"And I, love you, forever."

That was the night they promised

to be together through everything,

each to care for the other when old and gray.

A lovers' pact

the most likely to last.

- Krista J. Mikula -

`x estee x`

my mind seriously blanked out just now.

all of a sudden, I felt so unknown to the surrounding.

what happened?

Dionis said I have been fighting with Joanna?

throwing things at each other.

but I just simply can't recall anything.

& my head hurts alot.

what the hell is happening?

there's just some things that I can't explain.

`x estee x`

cause I don't wanna lose you.
because I know, I'm just a friend to you.
because we will never be together;
even if it hurts,it will still be the same.

`x estee x`

after blogging yesterday, ate dinner at market

while walking home, ting called me to watch movie.

asked mummy.

she didn't allow it at first.

cause of my results. >.<

then after that told ting then hang up.

a while later, ting called again.

this time she said er-yi wanna talk to mummy.

in the end i was granted.

YEAHH!

went home & prepare.

while waiting for them to arrive, talked on the phone with ah-mahs. (:

after that went down.

reached tampines mall.

saw Mr Danny Wong.

said hi.

took the lift up to GV.

the queue was super long!

queued for around 20-25minutes.

then bought the popcorn & headed up to theatreFOUR.

show's at 2130hrs.

the movie's really nice. (:

BROTHERSHIP.

aww, its so touching.

i cried during one scene.

okays.

its not supposed to be a sentimental movie.

but I was moved.

its so touching.

finished around at 2305hrs.

so the movie is around 1hr 15 mins like that.

started at 2150hrs.

its really a good deal.

so people go catch the movie. (;

`x estee x`

just came back from pasir ris.

it has been quite a long day.

started off with going to school for the meet-the-parents session.

sit down & listen to the talk.

receieved the paper for the classes of the different subject combinations.

& it seems that the class I wish to be in is 3D.

that means I have to work hard. (:

& I WILL!

for the sake of my future!

yepps;

then after that went to White Sands.

saw bernice halfway through. (;

then we decided to go KOPITIAM and eat.

ate teriyaki noodle.

its real NICE. (:

enjoyed my lunch with them alot. ((:

yepps;

then we bade farewell to bernice as she wait for hilary.

went to library.

walked one whole round & couldn't find any place. >.<

then decided to head down to macdonald's.

found a place to sit and started to study.

was practicing some maths sums. (:
practice. practice. practice. =D

its nice to be able to study.

shuting went down to buy drinks then I continued.

the group of girls beside us were like SUPER NOISY can!?

heck them.

shuting came back up then we realised that hilary and bernice were directly opposite us.

hahas. (:

so FATED! =)

then after a while went to their side there.

then changed place again.

THEN ...

hahas!
its the super funny & bitchy part. =X

shuting's primary school friend came & sat the seat beside us.

her that friend told his friend that shu ting was his friend.

that pinky shirt guy.

then I started the letter conversation with her.

kept laughing there.

then bernice and hilary came over and sat beside us.

hilary read out the conversation & we down there keep on laughing.

then keep on "tze-siao-ing" the other.

ROFL.

hilary pretended to take our photo when they are actually taking those guys.

then beside the both guys got to "attitude-ed girls".

so damn attitude lahhs.

then we keep on crapping DISGUSTING THINGS.

& we turned HORNY! =X

talked some really disgusting & LESBO things.

LMAO.

that's not the end.

we pretended to go out.

then go ARIES to buy shuting's ear stick.

then they went back to mac.

then pretended to sit back the same place & started those disgusting craps again.

okay, it's bitchy but hahas!

its really FUNNY can?!

especially bernice & hilary.

LOL!

then they left and we left too.

HAHAS!

then we went down to NTUC.

saw Mark & his parents. (;

then walked around white sands for a while.

then went back le.

took 21 with shuting & hilary. (;

bernice had to take 88 cause she live at Sengkang.

then we bid each other farewell!

& here I am. (:

nice day today. =D

& yes, I LOVE LYNN, IRIS & SHERI! <33

`x estee x`

alrights.

didn't blogged yesterday or even touched the com.

stayed back after school to see brother's basketball match.

& it is wasn't a disappointment alright. (:

the match was uber interesting.

after that it rained like so DAMN heavily.

then me and tessandra were in the canteen.

but our bags were at the bench there.

tess asked hanwen to help us take.

hahas. thanks! (:

then after that stayed in canteen then Mr Sim say pupils in SRC please assemble in the canteen.... blah blah..

then I realised that there was SRC!

but my leg like that, so told Mr Sim say I can't attend.

& he was like "OUCH!" when I told him.

hahas. (:

then after that stayed in canteen.

Li Jin was being pang seh-ed so I accompanied her.

anyways' zerlina was busy with talking to Jerrold.

& yeahhs we started chatting like the old times.

MAN! I so miss those times!! >.<

& austin left already. =/

sighh' =

it ain't really affecting my life, but it's definitely affection TWO girls life MUCH.

at least mine is still here.

right. =X

nevermind'

back to yesterday.

& so me & li jin were chatting blah blah blah.

then bernice came and she started a conversation with me that awed me:

"HOW THE HELL DOES SHE KNOW THAT?"

& SHE CONTINUES WITH ME GASPING IN HORROR!

oh myGOD! =X

HOLY SHIT!

uhh, nevermind.

oh yeahhs.

it was her birthday yesterday. (:

happy belated birthday!

then after that Li Jin went up to her class and take her bag.

& I went to brother there.

took out my chinese textbook & started copying the chapter.

its called "chao xie".

& right.

ooppsie. =X

okays.

yeahhs'

then went home.

shan't say how I went home.

cause lotsa things happened. =X

& yihan, no worries yeahhs? (;

I'm perfectly fine. (:

`x estee x`

The Bottom Line
Expect communication problems today. Stay focused on simple, straightforward tasks.

In Detail
There will be some miscommunication -- or a lack of communication -- today, either in a romantic context or in some other emotionally charged area. You may hear a promise being made when it hasn't been. Or you may expect a phone call or email that doesn't come. To protect yourself from being hurt, keep your expectations realistic. This phase of ambiguity will not last long -- do yourself a favor today, and focus on things that you can do something about.

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SPECIAL THANKS TO:
GAN JIA MIN 3C

NG SIAN PEI 3E

LI JIA JING 3B

thanks for helping me & attending to my injuries! (:
& jiamin! thanks for e drink & cutting my skin off.

THANK YOU! <33

JiaMin<3

SianPei<3
JiaJing<3

`x estee x`

right.

inter-class basketball today for the secTWOS.

against 2E and won them with a score of 7-6.

after that played with 2I & lost with a score of 22-2.

2 basketballers.
not suprising.
I tyco-ly shot in a perfect shot.

the shot was really sweet can!

after that match.

my leg was already suffering from a small blister.

nevermind.

get on with the third match right after that.

& the last match, the most INJURING & EXCITING match.

I forgot the score.

but wasn't trashed that badly.

& let's see.

was being hit by the ball on the head.

both legs are blister-ed.

& the ball hit my face.

how unlucky can I get?

now, I am like BAI KAR can!?

can't walk properly.

have to slant my leg & using my slanted leg to support my whole body.

I almost fall down like THRICE can?!? T.T

its hurting like shit! >.<

gotta wear slippers tomorrow to school.

but today has been an exciting match! (:

oh yeahhs'

2F boys got into FINALS! (:

JIAYOUS emrys, jiada & keefe! (;

oh yeahhs.

& I failed my chinese.

21.5/50 =/ E8
BUT mummy's coming back home tomorrow! (:

can't wait!

`x estee x`

found this on straits times.
190307;

IF YOU have teenage kids and have not heard of the latest teen fad 'emo', it is time you looked it up.
Shops catering to teens say this angst-filled youth sub-culture, called emo, short for 'emotional', has been gathering a following here.
It has also left youth counsellors worried if the fad is behind the increasing incidence of teenagers cutting their wrists.
Emo fashion is characterised by teens wearing dark T-shirts, a little undersized or deliberately worn down to look old.
Their choice of sneakers is Converse canvas shoes. Look closer and these might have words like 'pain' scribbled in red ink or a drawing of a broken heart.
But the defining trademark for emo kids has to be the heavily lined eyes and long fringed hair which covers half their face.
The point of that, said emo teen Mervyn Lee, 17, a polytechnic student, is because 'we are tortured souls unable to face the world'.
Another tell-tale sign - they listen to angst-filled music from bands like Hawthorne Heights, Aiden, The Used, My Chemical Romance and Fall Out Boy, which performed here earlier this month.
Youth counsellors interviewed say they are worried that the fad, carried to extremes, can lead to self-mutilation or even suicidal thoughts.
As it is, some emo teens have penned poems about suicide and death and slashing their wrists to 'ease their pain'.
The trend may be behind the increased incidence of teenagers injuring themselves.
There have been no studies done on how prevalent self-injury is, but five youth counsellors interviewed said they have seen an alarming increase in their young charges cutting themselves.
Anecdotally, it seems more common among girls, and they are getting younger.
Just last month, The Straits Times reported that a group of 12-year-olds in an all-girls primary school made a collective pact and slashed their arms with penknives. The incident came to light after teachers discovered the scars the next morning. The girls were counselled and are being monitored.
Said Dr Carol Balhetchet, Singapore Children's Society director of youth services: 'It is okay for kids to follow a fashion. That is very normal. What is worrying is if they start blindly following the other things like cutting themselves and writing poems glorifying their suicide attempts.'
Eight of 12 teens The Straits Times spoke to, who follow emo fashion, admitted as much.
One, an 18-year-old girl from a junior college, said she started cutting herself out of curiosity after listening to songs by an emo rock band.
She said she now does it weekly, but hides the scars from her doctor father and accountant mum.
Another emo teen, an 18-year-old polytechnic boy, said it is part of the fashion.
'It's a form of expression, just like the poems I write. I will go mad if I can't, don't have these forms of release,' he said.
What is surprising is that most of these angst-filled teens come from stable homes, where their parents are professionals.
When pressed, they admitted there were no issues that were really depressing.
Parents seem clueless. One, Mrs Daisy Lim, 48, a businesswoman, said she had heard her daughter using the word 'emo' but never realised it was a teen fad.
Her 16-year-old daughter wears under-sized, worn-out tees over tight black jeans. On weekends, the Secondary 4 girl also wears two lip rings and six earrings on one ear alone.
Mrs Lim recently discovered that her daughter cuts her wrists with a razor. She is trying to get her to seek help.
But counsellors say parents should not overreact.
Said Dr Balhetchet: 'They should talk to the kids to find out the extent of it.
'If the child has taken the fad to the extent of harming himself, they should not panic and scream at the child. They should be open to listening him out.
'Then they will find it easier to persuade him to seek counselling help.'

LOL?

no comments.

its just too TRUE. (:

`x estee x`

oh yeahhs.

just wanna blog about sunday.

was doing the "Hercules Project" with Kenneth & Joanna.

then after spending 4 hours there we finally "completed".

so I went to meet TingTing at ViVo City. (:

reached there and met her, er-yi and wei xian at Sushi Tei.

ate Yakitori Don. (:

it was really nice.

then after the meal went to Golden Village.

they had bought the tickets earlier.

it was the 1855hrs show.

watched Just Follow Law.

yeahhs' I know.

so LATE then watch.

but at least I managed to catch the show. (:

watched the show till 2115hrs.

practically the advertisments took up like 15-20mins?

after that, went to eBASE.

ting wanna buy her shoe.

then after that went home. (:
but something unexpected happened. =/

so it just practically spoiled my night.

so didn't blog about that day's happenings.

so yeahhs.

& today.

got back english & history.

I FAILED ENGLISH FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY WHOLE LIFE!
man!

last year was CHINESE.

now its ENGLISH!

what happened to my 2 A's on my PSLE grades? >.<

but history cheered me up LOTS!!!!

here's the marks.

& I flunked FOUR subjects already. x/

3B? no thanks le.

triple science seems so impossible.

but its CONFIRM I wanna take HISTORY!

cause it rocks my LIFE! (:

English- 47/100 D7

Science- 19.5/44 D7

Maths- 13/40 F9

Geography- 15/40 F9

History- 21/30 A2

1 A2, 2 D7's & 2 F9's.

left with Chinese & Lit.

man!

I'm SO gonna chiong for MID-YEAR!

STARTING NOW! (:

1E'06's motto: Exellence via Perseverance.

happy studying! <3

`x estee x`

I don't LIKE you but I LOVE you.

You are not PRETTY but you are BEAUTIFUL.

You are not my FRIEND but my BESTEST FRIEND.

I do not want to spend any other SECOND with you but I want to spend my WHOLE LIFE with you.

` x estee x`

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didn't do well for common test.

& I really mean SO NOT WELL. =/

I'm tired.

the bridge for the Hercules Project was being sabotaged by Emrys & Keefe.

speechless. =X

prepared to fail dnt. ):

& now I'm trying to do the group report.

hopefully it will pull up the marks. =/

really very tired.

went to downtown east with ShuTing & Iris. (:
BELOVED & DAHLING. <3

ate our lunch & we practically shared our food just like that.

I ate Mee Goreng, ShuTing ate Dumpling Ramen & Iris ate some korean set that I don't know what's called. =X

really had a nice lunch with them.

then proceeded to white sands to buy ShuTing's breakthrough comprehension.

then hanged out at the library.

talked about lotsa sad happenings.

but it seemed hilarious.

hahas.

shuting about the letter remember?

thanks for reminding me that its not me who wrote it. (;

Iris was finding her medical books. (:

I know you will be a CUTE nurse dahling. (;

then went to borrow and off we went.

& I'm lost again. what does it means?

bought my hair bands FINALLY.

then we walked one big round around the MRT and went to the toilet.

its really disgusting there. =Z

hurried off quickly and headed towards the interchange.

took some lovely photos on the bus. =P

then dahling went off the bus and we bade goodbye.

then after a while I dropped at my stop and shuting was the only one left.

& here I am!

okays.

that's all for today.

toodles~.

never ever felt the real taste of happiness again.

`x estee x`

I'm already HURT enough.

You seriously don't have to add on to it.

JUST SHUT UP!

SHUT UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

`x estee x`

MAN!!!

its so freaking idiotic.

just went to the school website and checked my workspace.

& suprisingly found an english assignment that's due on friday.

how last minute can that be?

LETTER OF COMPLAIN!

AWW!!!

I hate it like so much can!?!

like I am not like mummy and jiejie who likes to complain so much. XP

hahas.

ooppssie.

now that they're away, I kinda miss their complains so. ):
so saddening!

& i SERIOUSLY have no idea how I am supposed to ask my parent to sign my common tests.

its like dad doesn't know much about our studies.

mostly is mummy managing us. (",)

oh yeahhs!

there's a new time-table.

at first, I felt it was sucky.

cause ALL our homework assignments are due on MONDAY!

now that LIT is on MONDAY!

that SUCKS BIG TIME!

but then again, taking a second glance, its kinda okay lahhs. (:

P.E is now on FRIDAY!

WHEES~!

& ART is on THURSDAY!

hehes. ^^

DnT is on TUESDAY.

is that a good thing?

wait a minute!
NO!!!

we haven't touched on HERCULES yet!!!!

& we don't intend to until TUESDAY AFTER SCHOOL!

AHHHHHHHHHH!

okays.

gotta go eat dinner le.

toodles~!! =Z

`x estee x`

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``KELLY(:` erms' yeahhs... freaky. how'd ya both know my blog?

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`x estee x`

mummy & jiejie go le. =/

i'm gonna miss em so much!

they won't be back till 22march. T.T

& so this family is left with me as they only girl.

tsk. >.<

sighh' only left two days to enjoy.

& its getting back of results time.

my, my!

really hope the results isn't that bad. =

okays.

brother wanna use le.

so toodles~` peepos!

myendless-sayings; pieces; all you know was nothing you knew.

`x 'estee x`

I tried to be perfect

but nothing was worth it.

I don't believe it makes me real.

I thought it'd be easy

but no one believes me.

I meant all the things I said.

If you'd believe it's in my soul,

I'd say all the words that I know;

just to see if it would show

that I'm trying to let you know

that I'm better off on my own.

`x 'estee x`

& I am sick. x/

the headache is so pain! >.<

I ain't a fool. just stop freaking being sarcastic idiot.

`x 'estee x`

i am reminiscing the pastyou;

and definitely not the presentyou.

& santa claus went to dunman today.

along with three presents for the three march babies(:

chocolates from candy empire to kangqi & richelle.

& MYUK handphone pouch for distant cousin kok leong.

really hope you all enjoy and like your presents(:

To give is a JOY.

To receive is a BLESSING.

okays.

so after that hanged out with the JUNIORS(;

ate at east link food court cause yiling, hweesze & yuhan had to "bao yang" their voices.

so me and weiting accompanied them and eat HEALTHY food. (:

after which, yuhan had to go home le.

then went to mac and bought a drink.

then walk & walk and passed by KFC.

AND!!!!!

okays.

can't say. =X

so left there & headed to CS.

walked around and decided to take neos again.

hahas.

poured out all the money we have and it tallied to a total of 10 bucks exactly.

& we headed to the fifth floor.

after that spent some time there & went home le.

walked with yiling to her house there and took 8.

that's all.

toodles`

the bus ride was another emo ride.

& why can't you just give me back what I had? its just a friendship. `x 'estee x`

shut up.
shut up.
just shut up.

my disappearance would be marked as your happiness.

my sorrows will be hidden behind a shadow of my own.

my life will be ended with the smile on your face.

`x 'estee x`

I bought the three people their present le! (:

kok leong's one so difficult to find lor! T.T

hahas' finally settled for .... =X

guess you all will only find out tomorrow.

hehex. XD

but think the three of em' will like it bahs. (:

myendless-sayings; hiding behind your shadows.

`x 'estee x`

happy belated birthday to KokLeong.

happy birthday to Richelle.
happy early birthday to KangQi.

&I have no idea how to say happy birthday to you on april.

`x 'estee x`

hidden.

within.

herself.

`x 'estee x`

I can't hold on for too long;

I can't get up when you're gone.

I feel like giving up.

but i won't.

`x 'estee x`

trackback;

`270207;

lost&alone.

myendless-sayings; she doesn't knows what she's doing to herself.

`x 'estee x`

no time to go blog-hopping to wish everyone le.

so just write here.

good luck everyone for their last paper tmr!!

kampa-teii!! (:

`x 'estee x`

studied with JudaxiL, YiLing, HweeSze, Doreen & WeiTing.
took neoprints with them. (:

CUTAYE! <3

dmn <3>

SAYnoEVIL! =X shhh.

怎麼辦? >.<

sweetie piez; 080307.

reporting: news @ dunman LIVE.

so KAWAII! XP

HweeSze`YiLing`Doreen`JudaxiL`WeiTing`Me(:

LOVES<3

`x 'estee x`

a girl was actually feeling fine as she's using the computer.

suddenly the brother comes with a bowl of soup and place in on the computer table and said,

" Excuse, I wanna eat here. "

Then the girl suddenly shouted,

"why of all places must eat here? your room is a place for you to eat one arhz?"

then she went crazy and shout and shout.

then she came out of the chair and do some crap stuffs like singing and exercising at the same time.

and shout and shout.

then suddenly, she cries lying on the floor.

and just cry.

is she crazy?

`x 'estee x`

remember.

rewind;

back.

let go of some things that I had.

life's been great without you.

at least, a bit better.

& I haven't been having REAL happiness for a very long time.

`x 'estee x`

mummy.
i really can't promise you.
sorry.
i have disappointed you.
i'm sorry.
but the estee you knew has changed.


just another day of silence.

&i love the SILENCE.

`x 'estee x`

I ' m w o n d e r i n g w h y t h i n k i n g

o f t h o s e h a p p y t i m e s w i t h y o u b r i n g s m e t e a r s .

A n d I ' m w o n d e r i n g w h y t h i n k i n g o f t h o s e t i m e s

w e a r g u e d b r i n g s m e l a u g h t e r s .

`x 'estee x`

I'm seriously tired of your craps.

look who's the one being childish here?

seriously, just shut up.

you scolded an innocent boy here.

like WTH.

youhavechanged.

`x 'estee x`

okays.

tomorrow's english & history common test le!

I am prepared.

I've studied whatever that there's a need to.

seriously, please don't blank my mind out tomorrow okays.

I am really determined to score this time.

I'm tired of people looking down and what so ever.

people, don't let people's remarks mark you down also too?

its time to prove them they are SO WRONG.

let's GO!

`x 'estee x`

EPIC MOVIE IS LAME!

wasted my ticket! T.T

nevermind'

it didn't really cheer me up but its kinda okay lahhs.

yeahhs' x/

I'll make sure you REGRET.

that slap you gave is gonna make you REGRET for your WHOLE life.

`x 'estee x`

and I'm off to plaza singapura for a midnight show(:

really need to let off the emo-ness.

hope it'd be a funny movie.

toodles`.

`x 'estee x`

damn.

gonna emo again.

just found out something.

who wouldn't be sad after reading it?

there is really no true friends in this world.

when we really need one, they won't be there.

what's the freaking use?

trying to be a nice friend and at the back saying all the opposite things?

"WOW!" how "sweet" is that?

cuts.

scars.

marks.

lines.

wound.

fuck. get out of my sight will you? YOU! bitch. you just made me even more MISERABLE. instead of helping me. you are never serious when I tell you things. I'm tired enough already and now this has to happen. how I really wished I didn't see that. but maybe its fated that I should know about this. seriously, get out of my sight!

bitch!

`x 'estee x`

heys people! (;

changed blogskin again. (:

and yes, i'm back with a very good piece of news!

our netball girls WON!!

defeating Tanjong Katong Girls School and taking the 1st position in the east zone netball competitions.

congratulations to them! XD

dnt is finally finished. (:

i mean the for the "Fun with Foam" project.

what can I say?

its the "Hercules" project up next. x/

and dnt isn't nice. ):

hais.

whatever girl.

must persevere!

common test next week.

gosh!

can I like survive?

maths like totally NO! T.T

the both tests I did really suck big time man!

my marks are like ONE-digit only!

and science?

don't even know if its possible to pass.

changed teacher.

and its like what?

mind-maps are indeed much more easier for me to understand.

but the teaching style is a bit too ...

hais.

nevermind.

and estee kho failed her CHINESE!

again!?!

I'm a GONER man. >.<

let's hope miracles would happen. x/

its time to work hard and study smart.

yes!

study SMART.

that's what Hidayah taught me. (;

okays.

so after the netball match.

me, WeiChong and JudaxiL went to take bus.

I mean, me and WeiChong.

JudaxiL's house was near the bus-stop.

so we walked together.

then took 28.

in the bus, weichong wanna ka-chao Doreen and called her.

then asked her where is she.

in the end we all agree to meet at TMART mac to study. (;

then reached TMART mac and crapped with weichong for a while, while waiting for the GIRLS.

and soon enough, four girls alighted the bus-stop.

Doreen, YiLing, HweeSze and one more girl whom I don't know.

yeahhs'

hahas.

it was madness man!

then hweesze and her that friend gotta go.

so we bade goodbye to them.

then chat chat chat.

then was doodling on e piece of paper.

hahas.

then yiling and hweesze said it was nice.]

then ask me to draw on their hand.

LOL!

so cute.

then just draw lors. =D

then after that walked to TPJC bus-stop and they took 59 home.

but before that, we were like singing sarba dance and everyone sang.

hahas. (:

it was really FUN! XP

thanks GIRLS and BOY for the company today.

it really made my day a much better one. ^^

`x 'estee x`